u hav my word!

2 years is wat he spend to be where he was... I wan n i will strive to acheive better if not equally good as him! I will not be a slacker, i will not be defeated, i will strive to do my best, i will prove that i can!

I will be on TOP, tt's where i belong !

This is my word... I will do it, be proud of me !

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Hateful~~~ Tearful

It's only a day of happy celebration n today... a hateful tearful day !!! For so long... still you dunnu me well? You dun trust me? U misunderstand me? Am I such a person???

Wat a heartbreaking fact.. I'm not trusted at all....

I really hate to cry, but I really lost control today after receiving 3 calls, to hear 3 differents stories, to learn tt I'm not trusted at all... You dun noe me at all !!! I hate my cry today, cried till couldn't speak properly, cried till couldn't catch my breath, cried till e whole face turned red, cried till i shock e people who saw me, cried too hard till i strain my neck muscles....

I HATE TODAY !!! Wanted to go badminton to destress all these but ny dad dun let me go since he oso not going!!!

ARGHHH ~~~~~~~~~

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Trick or Treats ? I got it both ! haha

I'm a qualified driver!!!!! hahaha... 3 times of TP, I'm finally granted my driving license!!! hahaha.... an a Perfect 10 pointers!!! wahahaha....

Was so damm stressed up yday.... Feeling so uneasy all over me, sit oso not rite, stand oso not right, dunnu wat is right sia.... Stress till wanna cry, scare of failing again, scare of disappointment, scare of letting people down, scare of throwing their face... So super stress!!!

As the test start, everything seems well... den at one pt, e tester start to 'click click click' alot on his touch screen PC... " Oh man, got so many mistake meh? " I thought and another time he sigh and shook his head... Den I was asked to go back to e driving centre.. I thought, "die, I was not asked to do U-turn test?!?!"

Back to driving centre, up to e tester office... He printed my result with a very no expression face... den I was asked to sit down... He asked
Tester: " How many times u took e test? ,
Me: "err... 3 times alr" I answered in shiver...
Tester: "U working or schooling?"
Me: "err... working"...
Tester: "working where?"
Me: (thinking shit!) " err... office, pte sector..."
Tester: " ya la, as wat la.. engineer oso office work etc..."
Me: " oh.. Admin & sales..."
Tester: ( fliped my result slip over) " Nah, go watch e video ! Good one !!! *smile*
Me: " Wahhhh ... hoooo~~~~ " so relieve tt i saw the word printed "PASSED" and i scold 10 points!!!!

Argh!!! I made it, he tricked me !!!! hahahahaha... Den i went back to my instructor.. actually wannted to trick him abit, but he alr knew my result and said " good, jin ho (hokkien for very good), good good !!! Jus now i saw, u did very good!!! ( i really wonder how did he know it all?) Anyway, he's very happy of me and I'm overjoyed!!! hahaha.... I keep thanking him before he left for his next lesson with a BIG SMILE !!!

YEAH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P.S : sorry, i too excited about my passing hence written too much !!! hahaha !!!

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The Red Rino ~~~

Ringgggggggggggggggggggggg~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Argh, wat a irritating sound!!!

The fire alarm rang off suddenly in TB Market @ abt 7plus pm.... Well, something wrong with the alarm la, suddenly rang, gave us a shock... Oh, cux my parents stall in still open at that hour, so we were there.. hehe...

The alarm went on n on... so irritating n it lasted for abt 2mins.. Haiyo ... Juz when we tot everything was back to peace... ... Guess wat??? Another alarm rang !!! It's the siren of the Fire Engines !!!!

Everyone was so stunned, when the Little Red Rino arrived followed by the big Red Fire Eingine !!! When the fire fighters got off their vehicles, they were looking stunned as we stared blankly at them!!! They puzzled, so were we!!!

Haha, wat a big laugh !!! The fire alarm actually was connected to the fire station, and when it was activated, the station received the signal and sent the fire engines down... lolx... wat a HUGE SCENE !!! Had never seen so many fire fighters n fire engines appearin at the market before !!! Muhahahaha ~~~

Such a rare scene, of coz mux take a pic (secretly) la !!! And there is this Ang Moh very cute, he took his camera n stood in front of the Red Rino to take some shots, and one of the fire fighter actually posed for him! hahaha...

The fighters stayed to check around the market to ensure that everythings is fine before they left abt 30mins later.....

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bless me pls !!!

Failed M9!!! How can tt be??? Had given myself too much pressure i guess ~~~ boohoo !!! Will try again n make sure i pass !!!!

Gonna pick up my rackets n sweat for full 3 hrs game today !!!! I missed the 2 hrs last wk due to back injury!!!

Next up, 27 April ... I make sure i pass this once n for all !!!! Pls bless my lucky number 27 again !!! Cars on e road of ubi, pls give ways on 27 April 10.15am onwards!!!

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4days n counting

4 days of "no working days"~~~ wat's e feeling like???

Monday: went to A in e morning for study den went to Bright Hill Temple to pray respect to grandparents

Tuesday: skipped studyin at A due to back is still very pain, stayed home, helped abit at parents stall..

Wednesday: driving lesson in e morning, bought Mac breakfast n enjoyed with parents in e market...

Thursday: Menses day :( went to market for breakfast n lunch, stomach cramp together with backpain... alamak !!! pain till cant tahan, fall asleep :P

Friday: Plan to meet Eugina for dinner... gotta spend e rest of the day studyin liao !!!

tt's my week of "no work"... haiz.. more to go ... how???

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Sec sch memories...

Travelled past my secondary sch yday at abt 2pm... the time where student are dismiss from school... Seeing so many juniors rushing out from the schools gates, gathered at the bus-stop, board the bus n discussin where to go next... Some were buying ice-cream from the ice-cream man outside the school... Oh how much memories~~~

It's really nice to see those scenes... i was once lik them, doin all e same things tt they are doing now... haha~~~ School days... how nice, how i miss !!! Many changes has taken place in e school, some building were built,some teachers left and new ones came...but it's those lovely memories tt remains unchanged!!!

I remb our cheer:

We are from Queenstown n we bring supreme,

cuz we crush the others jus lik jellybean,

no matter north or south, east or west,

we are from Queenstown n we are e best

11 claps

11 claps

OooOooo... QUEENSTOWN ~YEAH !!!

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Ouchie ~~~

Still hurts.. still pain... I cant slp !!! I can't lay on my back- pain! I can't slp facing down- neck pain! ARGH !!!!

Wake up in e morning with damm bad condition of my back... Oh did i told u I'm on long leave now? yeah... i am ... but went to A for my mock paper in e morning.. I dun have my full concentration there, i cant sit properly... Back hurts!!!

Rush back home @ 2pm, had a quick lunch and join my cousin Meiting & husband,Mum & Dad, Ah yi & Yi zhan to Bright Hill to pray respect to My maternal grandparents... We went in 2 cabs... OH.. tt wasnt a good journey at all... the taxi "jerdd" afew times.. and each time it does tt, my back jus hurt lik hell... i can sit striaght, had to lay slant but each of those poor road condition really is hell to me !!! ARGH!!!

Dad is gg to rub for me again..gotta go thru e pain again ... Dun think i can go for badminton training tml liao..oh sad !!!!!!!!!

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Painful !!!

Ouch !!! It really hurt !!! In short, I fell from e stool, onto the ground (stooll broke into pieces!)!!! Argh !!! damm embrassing n damm painful !!!

It was my younger bro, Long's Big 20 bday party~~~ Everything was fine.. BBQ, frenz came etc... the party went on thru out the nite n ending on e next moring @ 6am... Dead tired... (-_-) and i cant slp long as i need to go pray respect to my late grandparents later tt morning... It's sound good rite? So where is e part i fell??? haha.. towards e end of the party..

My dear childhood frenz Ms. Vicki came over tohug me gdbye, n try to 'touch' me with her "dirty hand"...It's so ticklish n i'm really scare of tickles!!! so a sense of pulling from her tickle n lost balance from tt already in ill condition stool... "bang"~~~ i lay flat on e ground!!! Everyone had a big shock esp Vicki & Anita who is beside me... I was so damm paisei lor...

It's my bro's bday party n all his frenz are there, n me, e big sister performed such stunt!!! oh... feel lik laying down there n cover my face.. dun wish to get up n face the people!!! I jus keep luffin at myself for the foolish act n tears jus roll down my eyes... my back n thigh were really painful (thigh landed hard on e cement n back n shoulder landed hard on e grass patch)...

Went to bed at 6.30am den was woke up by my dad's call @11am-- time to go for prayer! And i wokeup with the really stiff n painful back as well as my neck n thigh. In short, e whole behind of my body PAIN!!!

Came home @ 5pm n fall dead asleep on e living room sofa till 7pm... still pain!!! My dad den help me apply oilment n rub my back n neck for me... Oh man, there one big pack of blue black on my back!!! My whole family can witness it! Tt explain my painful sensation!!! ok..enuf of my painful n super throw face experience.... wanna go to my bed liao.. but i gotta be realy careful cuz my back still hurt like H~~~... Be back soon !!!

some pics for the happy occasion (b4 my fall)...
HAPPY BIG 20 MY "MATA BOY" - TSC NAI !

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leave a smile for e nxt day!

Script writer seem to be everyone and anyone can be... Sad la, when u nv say anything, but ppl can jus come up with some really "wow" stories, putting words into ur mouths... Everything done behind u, u wun noe it till u hear it somewhere or when it's "on air" !!! 人言可畏，不过，只要问心无愧就不必在意别人说什么。公道自在人心！

The only time i feel good is my badminton session... running ard e court, smashing n hitting e shuttles, being hit by shuttles (surely kena every session!), sweating out~~~ woohoo !!! Let all e stress goes with the sweat n smash down all e sorrow n unhappiness!!! hahaha... Din play very yday as mood was affected..

Still dunnu wat's e next move here... dunnu how they gg to settle, jus do my job till tml ~~~ hopefully i'm given a clear direction by today!

Oh ya, this wkn we are havin rdshw @ Suntec City Convention Hall.. Learning & Health Challenge 2009 ... hahaha..

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nevertheless, oways leave a smile for the next day! (~0~)

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