Work Hard vs Hard Work

Work hard n Hard work, there diff u noe?

I was told of tt today... I'm not working hard, but i doing hard work rather..
Yeah, i think so too.. holdin so many jobs, working from day till night, din really earn alot oso..

doing e same, working from day till night can earn so much more.. but y am i not doing tt? well, not tt i dun wan to.. but i'm scared.. i hav e faith in myself doin tt again... Think thru again ba! where's my confident???

Many saw me recently n said tt i seem to have lost weight... did i? i dunnu leh, to me, i look e same everyday leh.. still those fats with me leh.. hmm.. maybe i really did slim abit ba.. workin so hard, din hav time for regular meals... tired n stress... think tt's e reason ba..

but if i can slim down, i really dun mind e hard work.. got $$ yet can slim.. haha

I WAN A BOYFRIEND!!!

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If I bid goodbye~ REGRETS

After Lili left us, i had a thought... People says: "if's not how long u lived but how u lived ur life.."
If i were to leave this way soon, i will have many many regrets~~~

My regrets:
1) Yet to bring my parents for an oversea trip.
2) Yet to provide my parents with good life.
3) Yet to tell them that I LOVE THEM.
4) Yet to earn e desire income i wan.
5) Yet to fall in love.
6) Yet to get a car n drive my parents around.
7) Yet to set up my cafe
8) Yet to meet up with all my frenz.
9) Yet to have fun in my whole life.
10) Yet to travel to many countries.
11) Yet to see my brothers get married n start their family.
12) Yet to do so many many things....

with all the regrets.. I realise that my life has only got work n nothings else...

If i were to leave this world soon, I'll really miss all my frenz, family n every regrets...

Qns: How to live my life to the fullest?

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Farewell ~

The pain & sufferings left u...
You r now welcomed by the Angels...
Happiness is with you now..
Dun worry about us,
We have u in our heart...

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R.I.P My dear frenz ~ Li Li

Life can be so unexpected & so unfair... such a sweet, pretty, kind hearted, smart gal.. She'll almost flawless ! But why???

How can life to so cruel to take her away from all of us.. Havent seen her for a very long time, and i really cant accept the fact tt tis is e way we meet again.

Visited her wake yday, my heart sank as i walk nearer to the wake... I dunnu how to react, dunnu wat to say to her mum... Aunty looks so shag, her eyes were all swollen, n she slim so much! Aunty brought us to see LiLi for the very last time..
I saw her... Lying there so peacefully with the same sweet smile... I cried.. I cant take it anymore... Aunty was strong, she told us not to cry, she said LiLi is very happy now, no more suffering for her, she left happily...

LiLi, rest in peace! We love you & we will really miss u soo...
Thanks u for all e wonderful childhood memories.. You will be remembered! Always a part of us!

Let's us meet again in our next life!

Pls take good care of yourselves where ever u r now.. the angels will surround u !
Love you!

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