Small Eye See The WORLD

2011-12-31T11:55:00.001+08:00

In a blink of an eye, 2011 is coming to an end.. OMG!!! How can times flies so fast????

A Recap of wat happened in 2011...

1. Permed my hair for the first time
2. Lost my granduncle to cancer jus 3 days before CNY
3. Bought my iPhone 4
4. Went to Macau & ZhuHai again with my JieMei
5. Chop off my long long hair
6. Join Seng Poh RC
7. My SingTel Idol got married :)
8. My long time crush got married :(
9. Resigned from Genius R Us
10. Started work in Art Speaks Studio
11. Celebrated Mummy's 48th Bday @ Golden Spoon Restaurant
12. Bought a new HP for Mummy
13. Bro Long passed Class 3
14. Lost my dear Sony Ericsson W995
15. Celebrated Daddy's 52th Bday @ Teochew Restaurant Huat Kee with surprise
16. Bought a netbook for Daddy
17. Reunited with my dearest Quest Badminton Team
18. Afamosa trip with my team
19. Welcome little nephew Rayden to our family - Cousin Ivy's
20. Celebrated Xmas @ home with my team - BBQ
21. Celebrated my 24th bday - 1 surpise during Xmas BBQ by team and another K session with wheelies @ Cash Studio
22. 1 year of car ownership :)
23. Yet to lose weight nor found a boyfriend...
24. Gonna celebrate e new @ Tiong Bahru Park Countdown Party!

That's my 2011... Please bring me a better 2012 okie!!!
Love u still 2011 <3

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Happening in Nov Dec...

2011-12-14T11:28:00.008+08:00

In Nov, I started a new job, helping my friend at her newly opened art studio with some marketing & admin stuff... everything starts from zero again :)

Dec, celebrated my daddy's 52th birthday! I guess it was a awesome one! I cracked my head for this!!! Hunt high and low for a good place for e meal, the present was one headache to0... despite those headache, i manage to made it a great one for my daddy!!!

Dinner at Teochew Restaurant Huat Kee @ Amoy Street, (he loved it as we are Teochew, and the food served are authenic Teochew food :), bday present, a Acer netbook (he was damm happy abt it!!! "Finally I hav a computer!!!" he shouted! and tt's e begining of us - his kids, as his teachers!and 1 more thing which really made him damm happy tt day was-- suprise arranged by me!!!!I secretly invited 2 of my cousins (his favourite niece & nephew) and their mum to join us at the restaurant. I asked them to go strg to the restaurant so tt my dad will be surprise and YES he had a BIG SURPRISE and u can see the BIG SMILE ON HIS FACE!!!
I'm so proud of myself! :D... at the end of the day my mum said " it will b a bigger surprise if u bring a boyfriend home!" .. err.. Mummy, not tt i dun wan, but it doesn come jus lik tt :(

orite, some pic from the celebration :D

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Need to lose FATSSS!!

2011-10-07T02:09:00.003+08:00

I'm putting on weights!!! Shit la... how??? I seriously nid to lose wieghts, if not sure left on shelf liao!!! OH no!!!

My dad say, eat lesser la, dun eat rice! But how to when he alwas cook so much n so much rice! Dun eat them, Mum will complain say alwaya have left over!!! Arghhh!!!

Bro Long passed his TP today, 1st thing he did when he came home is to grab my car key n drove my car.. He become our chauffuer for the night when we went for our badminton game... haha.. one more person to drive the car le...

This is only Day 1 after my resignation... spend it on RC meeting for renovation plan, tidyin my warerode, drove my dad to drill his bowling ball, meet Leslie & Connie for dinner, Badminton session, supper, home... What am I suppose to do tml leh??? BORING leh!!! Feel like playing badminton, but dun think anyone is available... catch a movie? who to accompany me leh? Go shopping?? hmm... aiya, really dunu wat to do leh! Worst worst, my mum will ask me stay home n clean up the house!!! :(

Terence was bored, called me to chat.. listend to all his stories.. knew a different side of him... haha... I'm oways the listening ears to others.. thank you for trusting me :)

Now, back to e same question... wat to do tml???

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Goodbye Genius~

2011-10-06T00:47:00.002+08:00

TOday marks my last of day of service with Genius R Us after 1.5 years!

Throughout my stay, i've learnt alot, been thru alot, seen alot, made alot of frenz (i luv this e most!) haha...

i really glad that i have always been of good terms with all my colleague, be it the young girls or the aunties, the parents or the kids, the neighbour and their kids...

Im really touch by some of the word mentioned to me...

One of the parent, Marian (James' Mummy), my regular customer. She has full of praise for me! Always buy me nice foodies to eat, (best part is a whole box of mooncake during mid-autumm! Goodness!). She keep saying my boss no good la, nv think of retaining me... shuld die die oso retain me ma. she say im good cuz i teach well, treat the kids very well, fun, hardworking and always help my boss to market her biz even when i'm have tendered i still do...

And the partner of the edu centre nxt door - Samuel. He purposely stopped me, ran out of his centre jus to say wat he wanna say to me. He said he and his wife has always appreciated wat i have contributed, be it teaching his son, playing with his son etc... they felt that i have this very strong 人缘,everyone jus likes me. and my working attitude is very good, treat the kids very well, very hardworking, do everything nicely for my boss... He said "we have eyes to see" and the most touching word he used is ... he say "We really feel that u r an ASSETS!"
GOODNESS~!!! I'm an Assets???? WOW! I've nv get this in my life! This is e best i had ever hear!!!

Im really glad that i receive so much praise, appreciation and recognition from the ppl ard me...

Though till the very last moment, my boss still did not praise me for my work, nor mention any thing that i have contributed well or did well or the company actually appreciated my service. wat she said was more like she need a staff... ya, i jus feel it tt way.. she need a staff, no appreciation shown... ok well, there is, she bought 2 t-shirt from me from downstair Cotton On during her lunch earlier.

I still thank her for tt though.

Anyway, I;m really happy for wat i hav received from the other out there who really appreciated my effort! Thank you all!

I will really really miss all of you!

all my staffs: (past & present) Winifred, PoiXin, Audrey, Melissa, Aretha, ShunMin, Samuel, Joel, Jethro, Dennis, Abigail, Charmaine, Jane, Lee Ling, Shi Juan, Galvin, Samantha, Eileen Sim, Alison, Jolene etc... Aunty Ng, AUnty Siew Hoon, Aunty Quek.

neighbour & kids: CMA - Fong, Kho, Kai Wei, Study Place - Mr & Mrs Low, Natalie, Mr & Mrs Samuel , Sean, MindChampReading - Esther Yeong, Evangline

the lovely kids: Cynthia & Chloe, Clarabelle, Marian, her sis and all 5 kids, Sarah & Mum, Grace & Mum, alot alot more!!!

THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR YOUR LOVE FOR ME!!!
I LOVE YOU TOO!!!
ALl the memories shall stay with me forever!

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The Legend ~

2011-09-26T01:01:00.004+08:00

Was so excited about havin my leave approved to attend the Ex-QTSS Badminton School Team Gathering!!! Went on to QTSS website to have a look... and I saw this!

a closer look...

Yes, the QUEST BAdminton Legend - Wynn Li!!! OMG! Wat on earth is his picture doing on the PE dept page? Is he a teacher in QTSS now??? Goodness!!!

First met him during my Sec 1 Orientation Camp, he was a senior from Sec 3, my group I/C, taking care of my group...He was really fun to be with.. I joined Badminton team later to form the 1st batch of girls team in Quest. He was the captian of the boys team then and he played really well, excellent!!!

Well, but since he is already in Sec 3, already preparing for his O Level hence attend little training den (den again, he dun nid to attend training oso la, he's too good liao!)

But whenever he appear, wow, he's like the god! everyone see him like worship him~~~ I saw his game, the movement, the way he played, esp. his jump smash! OMG!!!

Was just toking about him during last week badminton session with Leslie and Connie, and I saw this picture on the website!

Stunning, he still look so young?!?! Wonder how's his skills are now? (He used to be Top 16 of Singapore Pliot Pen Cup!) hmmm...

So looking forward to our badminton gathering! If only we could get him to join us and have a good game with him :)

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再见！

2011-09-12T02:06:00.003+08:00

一切都结束了！真的结束了！

也许一开始就是个错，也许根本就没开始。。。不管是什么，这一切都已成为我身命中最重要，也最难忘的一段故事。

曾经充满怀疑，曾经充满期待，曾经充满希望，曾经充满欢笑。所有的曾经，最终还是曾经，并没成真.我以为真的会有美梦成真，会有王子和灰姑娘的故事。原来现实并非如此。。。

那么多年了，我以为我会等到，以为我们会有发展，但最终还是没有。我以为我放下了，放弃了，想通了，看开了，但原来我没有。你一直都在。。。

今天，我明白了，我一直都没放弃过你，没忘记过。可是也在今天，我不得不放弃，忘记，想通。。。因为你已属于另一个人。那个幸运者不是我。。。

虽让无奈，还是要必须放下你。。。不过，我不能答应我会忘了你，因为你已深深的住进我心里的某一个角落。我会试着努力的把你放下。。。

祝福你和你刚新婚的妻子。。。

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我比想像中爱你 - JS

2011-08-21T00:53:00.004+08:00

不知道怎么了，再fb“闲恍”就来到“他”的page.既然来了就看看咯。怎么知道...有一张照片出现在我眼前-一张婚纱照！！！不是吧？？？他要结婚了？？？

瞬间我愣住了！心中有一股酸，眼泪不禁流下。。。原来他一直没从我心中离开，原来他在我心中的地位比我想象中的还要重。。。原来我一直没放下。。。原来。。。

http://youtu.be/Huv8ilMkSCM

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bo bee bo bee plsss....

2011-02-18T23:20:00.002+08:00

New Year doesnt seems good for Ah Cek & Family... 1st, Cek Gong left, den Ah Cek got a mild stroke suddenly, follow by Kean Boy having fever for a week.... OMG!

Dear Deity,
pls kindly bo bi Ah Cek & Family... Went to visit them today, can feel how worry & upset Lao Sim is... Husband gone, Son had a stroke, Grandson fever... She cant take it, really cant... Pls give them e strength and may the bad goes and good stays...

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Final Farewell - Goodbye Cek Gong!

2011-02-07T01:39:00.004+08:00

He's gone... forever~~~

The man whom watch me grow up, who fed me with lots of yummy fishballs, who I called "Cek Gong" -- Gone forever...

Cek Gong passed away on 26 Jan, 3days before CNY... The last time we visited him was a week before he passed on. Was really shocked to see him... so skinny, like only left with a layer of skin wrapping the bone... couldnt regconise him anymore.. it was a heartbreaking scene... We knew in our heart that he cant make it long.. but we prayed for him, hoping that he can make it through the CNY... But ~~~~

on the 26 Jan (Lunar pre-CNY 28th nite) my daddy's phone rang, and the bad news came... it was a heartbreaking news... really dunnu how to react, it happen too fast... too soon... We thought he could have made it through... but no.. he cant..

my whole family went to his wake to offer our last respect to him yesterday... we just couldnt hold back our tears.. especially me.. i keep tearing... when lao sim was toking about the past which involve Cek Gong n me.. i jus couldnt help it but cry...

I tell myself, i have to come for his final send off.. and I'm glad I made it there... Applied leave from company and went with my dad for Cek Gong final send off to bid him a final goodbye...

it was a heartbreaking, heartstopping.. i dunnu wat else to describe but.. just really sad n keep crying.. especially when all his filial children was screaming n crying so loudly n sadly for their beloved father...

It's e same feeling as sending my grandparents off years ago...

But we have to say that he had a good life.. with all his children, grandchildren, sworn brothers, sworn grandsons, fanily & frenz here to send him off his final journey despite it's still CNY season.. and the funeral was a grand one... with the Gong Guan, Da Tou Zai, 5 Merc Cab in line, so many family & frenz... I believe Cek Gong left with peace and happily...

The one regret for me is.. I couldnt offer him my wedding tea... He has been asking if I'm getting married soon? He longed for the wedding tea... but I'm really regretful that I couldnt fufil tt wish of him...

Cek Gong, U have live a great life.. Rest in peace!
U will be missed deeply!

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sickness is horrible!

2011-01-25T01:29:00.003+08:00

Sickeness can be so horrifying!

I cant believe my eyes when i saw him.. doesnt look like him anymore! I couldn;t regconise him.. it's like "who is he?" His look totally changes... it's so heartbreaking!

Used to be so strong n loud... now... bedridden, cant even speak proper...His days are numbered... I dun wan to accept this but i have to...

Learnt that he actually was asking about me, asked if i'm getting married soon, he wanted to attend my wedding... i felt a pain in my heart... I'm really sorry that i couldnt make this happen any sooner as i have yet to meet my guy...

I cant forget his face now.. it's so scary how this illness can be.. let's pray for him to be strong and make it through the new year...

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2 years ago, 2 years later today

2011-01-19T00:21:00.002+08:00

Just as I thought: "Just leave it, let it be"... things din jus lay low...
I got suspended from selling as i din clock in enuf CPD hours... Just when I tell myself i wanna try again.. haiz...

And just when this happend, someone gave me an offer to a bank... it sounds so attractive!!! and just when i was about to say yes... another person came... someone who made me feel so guilty to...

2 years ago, he approached me to join him, when i almost wanna go with him, someone close to me got me in... I let him down...And now, just when i was about to say yes to the other party, he came into e picture again... giving me e same offer he did 2 years ago, asking me to give myself 1 more chance... he's so sincere... for 2 years you know.. i felt so obligated to join him.. but i'm more attracted by the other... how???

if only he belong to the other... haiz... i really dunnu how to make choices.. and i hate to...

but another problem, if i join him, i let another person down from e same side... I feel so bad!!!

Put off the fire first! .. ya i noe.. but wat's next???
Just let the fire died and the end? or light it up with another flame?? Which flame shuld it be???

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Happy 2011 !!!

2011-01-01T01:07:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year!!! It's 2011 already! Oh my! How long have i not blogged??? too busy with work liao :(

ok time for some new year resolution! haha...

Last year i wished for:

So wat do i wan for 2010?
- More Sales
- More income
- Car
- Bring Family to Taiwan for Holiday
- Bring Family to Genting for short trip
- Slim down pls ~~~
- Saving up for my dream cafe
- PLS GRANT ME A BOYFRIEND :)

So wat i acheived???

- more income
- car

yet to do?
- bring family for holiday
- bring family for short trip
- slim down
- save up for dream cafe
- BOYFRIEND :(

hahaha... so this 2011 i shall continue with wat i have yet to acheive...to add on:
2011 i wanna:
- spend more time with family
- spend more time with frenz

HAPPY NEW YEAR AGAIN !!!!

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Drained ~~~

2010-08-21T23:12:00.002+08:00

I'm so tired... seriously!!!
What I am i doing sia? Doing so many jobs, working so hard yet not spending any... so xin ku for wat?

My life is only left with work work n work... haven't have a good rest.. i miss my frenz!!! I really do... Qns is... WHERE ARE MY FRENZ??? seems to have alot, but when i pick up my mobile phone, i actually have no numbers to call...

I'm missed out from gatherings, shopping, dinner etc.. I'm out of my frenz list!

OMG !!! I'm tired.. but i feel that i still need to carry on this kind of life... WORK n dun spend... REASON? I wanna save for my big dream, my target, my goal...
But must i sacrifies like that>? Worth it?

I dunnu... CArry on till i have the answer to it ba...

Dear Frenz,
Pls do keep me in your mind, your outing list.. Dun leave me out!!! Though i may b really busy, packed with work, but i do wanna be invited or ask to go out! I need the company to move on~~~ I dun wanna be ALONE!

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Work Hard vs Hard Work

2010-07-27T01:50:00.003+08:00

Work hard n Hard work, there diff u noe?

I was told of tt today... I'm not working hard, but i doing hard work rather..
Yeah, i think so too.. holdin so many jobs, working from day till night, din really earn alot oso..

doing e same, working from day till night can earn so much more.. but y am i not doing tt? well, not tt i dun wan to.. but i'm scared.. i hav e faith in myself doin tt again... Think thru again ba! where's my confident???

Many saw me recently n said tt i seem to have lost weight... did i? i dunnu leh, to me, i look e same everyday leh.. still those fats with me leh.. hmm.. maybe i really did slim abit ba.. workin so hard, din hav time for regular meals... tired n stress... think tt's e reason ba..

but if i can slim down, i really dun mind e hard work.. got $$ yet can slim.. haha

I WAN A BOYFRIEND!!!

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If I bid goodbye~ REGRETS

2010-07-19T15:43:00.002+08:00

After Lili left us, i had a thought... People says: "if's not how long u lived but how u lived ur life.."
If i were to leave this way soon, i will have many many regrets~~~

My regrets:
1) Yet to bring my parents for an oversea trip.
2) Yet to provide my parents with good life.
3) Yet to tell them that I LOVE THEM.
4) Yet to earn e desire income i wan.
5) Yet to fall in love.
6) Yet to get a car n drive my parents around.
7) Yet to set up my cafe
8) Yet to meet up with all my frenz.
9) Yet to have fun in my whole life.
10) Yet to travel to many countries.
11) Yet to see my brothers get married n start their family.
12) Yet to do so many many things....

with all the regrets.. I realise that my life has only got work n nothings else...

If i were to leave this world soon, I'll really miss all my frenz, family n every regrets...

Qns: How to live my life to the fullest?

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Farewell ~

2010-07-14T01:53:00.002+08:00

The pain & sufferings left u...
You r now welcomed by the Angels...
Happiness is with you now..
Dun worry about us,
We have u in our heart...

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R.I.P My dear frenz ~ Li Li

2010-07-12T16:20:00.002+08:00

Life can be so unexpected & so unfair... such a sweet, pretty, kind hearted, smart gal.. She'll almost flawless ! But why???

How can life to so cruel to take her away from all of us.. Havent seen her for a very long time, and i really cant accept the fact tt tis is e way we meet again.

Visited her wake yday, my heart sank as i walk nearer to the wake... I dunnu how to react, dunnu wat to say to her mum... Aunty looks so shag, her eyes were all swollen, n she slim so much! Aunty brought us to see LiLi for the very last time..
I saw her... Lying there so peacefully with the same sweet smile... I cried.. I cant take it anymore... Aunty was strong, she told us not to cry, she said LiLi is very happy now, no more suffering for her, she left happily...

LiLi, rest in peace! We love you & we will really miss u soo...
Thanks u for all e wonderful childhood memories.. You will be remembered! Always a part of us!

Let's us meet again in our next life!

Pls take good care of yourselves where ever u r now.. the angels will surround u !
Love you!

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Wat do i wan ?

2010-05-26T02:59:00.003+08:00

After working for 7odd years.. tis qns came to me... "Wat do i wan in life? U have been working for all kind of industries, but tt only means tt u dunnu wat u wan in life!"

Ya, u r rite! I have not realise tis till u mention to me! I really dunnu how to answer!

Rdshow, SingTel, Admin, Car Sales, Financial Service Consultant, Teacher~~~ Seriously, come to think of it, i really have gone thru so much but, wat is it tt i really wan? MONEY??? haha.. ya, like so generally lame lor... MONEY is e only reason?

Wat is my passion? Goal? Dream? - Well, i din forget my dream... I dream to open my own cafe! Tt's e dream of my life... But Dream aren't easy to come true.. u gotta go thru alot of things, gain alot of experience n alot more... I'm gg thru all that now.. lots of struggling, lots of experience, lots of ups n downs... But I still keep my dream on... It wont come true so easily of cos... If dream can be achieve so easily, they aren't call dream, rite?

Other den tis big dream, i have a smaller dream.. haha... I'm not a dreamer k... tis dream of mine, i'm sure many of u share e same! I dream of having some1 who loves me to b with me, date, married, have kids.. haha.. It sounds so simple, many of u might alr achieve half of it.. How envy! I'm still waiting for mine!!!

so, wat do i wan in life???
Simple: a family of ppl i loves n loves me.. lovely hubby & kids
Big Dream: My Cafe for ppl to hav a place where they can jus relax n out of the hastic life !

Yes, this is wat i wan in life... now i may seems to be doing things so not related to my dream.. but i noe, wat i'm doing are related! *winks*

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《舞法舞天》新加坡站 - 罗志祥打鼓

2010-05-24T02:14:00.000+08:00

so so sweet & touching ! The story board make me wanna tears lor !
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罗志祥舞法舞天3D演唱会新加坡站好看惨啦!

2010-05-24T02:13:00.000+08:00

罗志祥舞法舞天3D演唱会新加坡站好看惨啦!

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Show Luo 罗志祥《舞法舞天》新加坡 Wu Fa Wu Tian Singapore Concert Talking

2010-05-24T02:12:00.000+08:00

22 May 2010 :)

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Show Luo 罗志祥《舞法舞天》新加坡 Concert Da Lang Xue Hai 林達浪薛海 3D

2010-05-24T00:36:00.000+08:00

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Superb Show !!!!

2010-05-24T00:12:00.002+08:00

罗志祥~罗志祥~罗志祥~~~

“罗志祥《舞法舞天》演唱会新加坡站，真是好看惨了！！！你没去真是太可惜了！！！”

Awesome!!! High!!! (and I'm really HIGH - seated high!!!)

U gotta see it for urself !!!

I'm waiting for the PART II tt he promised !!! Tis time, I'm gg to buy the good seats tix!!! YEA !

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proud of myself :)

2010-05-20T23:45:00.007+08:00

My last shopping was like about 4mths ago for CNY.. Today, finally I went shopping with Cassandra & Yumiko... Nice day out !!!

Start of with Lunch appt with Shaun @ PS, den met Cassandra in Orchard, follow by Yumiko... I enjoyed!!! Although I'm really sorry tt I'm such an irritating shopping pal, u noe I really cant spell out wat I really wanted to buy, but jus keep saying "NO" to all those recommendation by u gals.. I'm sorry, but I alr warned u gals! lolz.. But end of the day, I'm damm proud of myself.. I believe u gals feels e same for me.. haha.. Firm on e ground, and I got really good & cheap stuffs :)

Spendings:
Secret Recipe: Lunch - Shaun's treat
Cotton On: Short x1 - $10
Scarf x1 - $5
Far East : Belt x1 - $5
Coffee Club : Drink & Snacks : $17.35
Stravarius @ Ion : Blue Blouse x1 - $39.90
New Look @ Ion : Blue Jean x1 - $29.90
: Black Pant x1 - $19.90 (my happiest reward!)
Ez-Link : Top up - $10

Total: $137.05

So proud of myself to keep the day spending within my budget of $150!!! Firm on feet to chiong for the cheap cheap stuff.. muhahaha

I tried to upload the pics.. but.. got prob leh.. damm -_-"

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y u stir my heart again????

2010-05-19T22:30:00.003+08:00

Aiyo... y u stir my heart again???
I dun mean guy,I mean work.. I tot I had it well planned.. Now tt I'm holding on to 3 jobs, givin me a good income of near to $2k... and I'm happy with wat I'm doing now... working at the baking school gave me a stable income, happy with colleague n jobscope, enjoyed teaching the little kiddos... Part time admin at the pub give me a stable extra income which is good money.. den strive abit harder for my insurance to push my income higher.. Tt's was I planned to do.. and i tot it was perfect (at least for now)... I tot I'm juz content with this simple life :)

Till Shaun called me, and met up with Kimi...

Ya, the current income is not wat i really desired... I'm not tt simple, not tt easy to be content... Given a chance, I still wan a much much higher income, much much more freedom in work etc...

Tt kind of environment, tt kind of encouragement, tt kind of training.. It all sounds so good to me.. but It's always easy to say, but will I really success from there.. Yap, it's also true tt I had not really made my dash n I kind of being abandoned, but it's still a painful n lonely journey.. Moreover, I have got thru e 1 year hardship n now, I finally got a proper income ... Will I be able to give up thise proper income n go for tt desired one? Will I success tis time round?

I nid tt courage & confidence to make tt move!

Haiz.. i really dunnu leh.. tis is a serious decision, I dun wanna be rash like the other time... I dun wanna get myself jump into another pitless hole again..
With this kind of mindset, shuld I still go for it? Or I better stay simple n content???

I really nid to think very very very carefully tis time!
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Love Luv Lub

2010-05-16T23:52:00.003+08:00

LOVE ~ a simple word formed by 4 simple alphabert... each alpha represents Sweet, Sour, Bitter, Spice... It all adds up to LOVE !

I had oways have nice dream about being in love.. It always seems & sound so sweet to be in love... Like you will have someone to accompany u whenever u to movie, nice dinner, gg to diff diff place to date, explore lots of new place, new stuff together, tokin & luffing abt everything tt happens to u... Cry on his shoulder, feelin so loved in his arms... SoOo sweet... BUT, I HAVE NOT BEEN THRU ANY RELATIONSHIP... They are all from the fairytales tt i hav read ~~~

Are fairytales really meant to b jus FAIRYTALES??? None of such things will happen in real life? Love is not this way in real life?

Recently, lots of things regarding this LOVE happened in my surround~~~ Young young friends getting married, got married, had babies, single mums, some fight, some breakup, some fall in love, WHILE I REMAIN SINGLE ~~~ (-_-")...

Everyone starts coming to me to share with me their stories.. the love, the fight, the breakup, the confusion .. everything.. and I'm at all ears...
For the happy ones, I really felt so so so happy for them... as for the unhappy ones, my heart goes to them.. cheer up k :) U still have me, ur dear friend/sister!

In my heart, so wat is LOVE? I had longed for a really sweet & lasting relationship just like wat many of them are enjoyin now.. but on e other hand, so many sad & troubled relationships happened... I starts to fear...

Wanted to committee myself into a relationship to enjoy all e sweet sweet things, but thinkin of all e sad sad stories... I step back... haiz..

But in anyway~~ Dear Friends out there, whether u r happy, sad, vex, confused or wat.. if u nid someone to tok to, to listen to u... I'm just a phonecall away!

I'm always right here :)

To all those sweetly in Love, carry on their LOVEY LOVEY story~~~
To all those troubled in Love, get those trouble off ur mind, live ur life with big wide smile! The rain will stop n u will be expecting the COLOURFUL RAINBOWS !!!
To all those singles like me, our lovey love will come someday! Be paitent n we will get our happiness when the time is right :) Love in on his way!

May e world b filled with LOVE <3<3<3<3<3<3<3
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解脱 - 3 years of hoping, waiting, dreaming

2010-05-14T22:54:00.002+08:00

Oo.. I really din realise it has been 3 years long! OMG ~~~ If I had not go to tt page again, i would nv noe tt it's has been 3 years.

I think it's really enuf ~~~ and I'm really really surprised when i found out tt I had actually overcome it !!! REALLY? I did??? hahahaha... Yippee Yappeee !!!

Being replaced ? I dunnu.. but I dun think I would wan another for now.. 3 years is really hard enuf.. and I finally overcome.. I'm really happy abt it... one 3 years is enuf, I dun wanna go thru it ever again !!!

Till e fate decide is e right time and everything is right... I'll jus enjoy for now :)

"Happy shalala... everybody shuld be happy shalala ~~~"

"解脱是肯承认这是个错
不应该还不放手
你有自由走我有自由好好过
解脱是懂擦干泪看以后
找个新方向往前走这世界辽阔
我总会实现一个梦 "

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Lame ~~~

2010-05-14T00:18:00.001+08:00

Everyone has been saying I'm very lame.. Just cant stop laughing... Even if I dun speak, they will still laugh.. hmm... so wat does tt mean? Good or Bad???

Am I really too lame till cant u cant take it? Or lame for a good thing tt i can make my frenz laugh n be happy? haha.. I hope it's e later...

Or.. am i too lame tt i dun attract guys? hahahaha...

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Blind - Date

2010-05-13T02:12:00.002+08:00

haha.. ok, i finally noe who this Shaun is, and yes, i spelled wrongly eariler, he is Shaun, not Shawn! haha.. I was quite surprise to see a not bad looking guy standin infront of me when i tapped him as asked "Shaun?".. haha.. It's really him.. haha

I'm sorry i have made him suffered from all e lame-ness ... haha

okie Winifred, yes, i went to meet a guy whom i dunnu, but tt isnt a Blind Date can!!! Though it do felt similar! hahaha

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slog n slog.... for wat?

2010-05-10T16:52:00.002+08:00

3 jobs but all adds up to peanuts income !!! I asked for too much? Nope! It's e society demand for too much yet giving too little!!!

Wanna have a good income seems so hard, wanting to get a car is even harder...

More jobs or more hard work to e current? I really dunnu.... But I noe I'm really tired ~

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leads of 3 years... OMG~

2010-05-08T01:04:00.002+08:00

Received a call from someone named Shawn (not sure if it's spell tis way). WHO IS HE? Tt's all i was thinking ~~~

Calling from P Company n he wanna recruit!.. wahaha.. He asked if I'm workin n if I'm interested to have a change? I told him, I'm already in tis industry! wahahahaha...
After some HaLa-ing n crappy chat.. I STILL DUNNU WHO HE IS !!! He mentioned tt i did a survey for him 3 years ago, so i shuld not be able to recall who he is la.. haha.. Well, i told him, I only know, I am doing survey with ppl now.. Lolx..

Since we are from e same trade n hit off quite ok, he asked to meet up to share about our biz.. hmm... ok .. let's hear wat my new "parent" company has.. haha

Gonna see WHO HE IS !!!

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Teacher Vikki's 1st day!

2010-05-07T00:46:00.004+08:00

Vikki first day of work at Genius R Us... haha.. with a big group of 55pax from Elfa Children's Place, all surrounded by kidz.. she felt stressed.. "Teacher Vikki, Teacher Vikki, Teacher Vikki" is all she hears !!! hahaha

A nice cookies made by her for me.. so SWEET !!! (too much royal icings la!) haaha..

Vikki, more of TEACHER VIKKI to come !!!!!

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concern vs objection

2010-05-04T02:30:00.002+08:00

When concerns becomes objection to another -- leads to misunderstanding.. and effects a 20 years friendship... How do u see it?
I jus felt tt some times, u jus get blinded by ur emotions... worst when it's due to relationship, a guy!

How sad .. 20 years old friendship compare to a 1 day old relationship. who wins??? Can it strive a balance???

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oh Desiree darling !!!

2010-05-01T00:20:00.003+08:00

It was such an enjoyable moment to have Desiree sleepin on my chest... Lookin at her sweet little face from tt very angle is so so so wonderful !!! I can feel her tummy touching mine!!! lolx... I love tt moment !!!

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Botak Bingsandra !!!

2010-04-30T12:56:00.001+08:00

Suppose to be a very nice gals out with all my galfrenz of childhood.. Very nice of the to help me do a makeover.. BUT !!!! I turned to BINGSANDRA n A BOTAK BINGSANDRA !!!!

MY EYE BROWS!!!!!

WARNING to all gals out there! NV PLAY A FOOL WITH UR EYEBROW !!! It's damm important!!!!

Imagine La Bi Xiao Xin w/o his eyebrow !!! Goodness !!!

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how true...

2010-04-29T01:22:00.001+08:00

From a FB test.. and i find it so true... especially e ones in RED...

Reveal Your Personality from Your House
Dear Eileen Nai, you have drawn your house. Here is the analysis:
웃 :Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader.
웃 :You are good at making friends and when the joyful moment arrives,
웃 :you make the most out of it.
웃 :You are talkative and sociable.
웃 :You are very tidy person.
웃 :You are an ambitious person.
웃 :When it comes to love, you shut yourself off.
웃 :It's difficult to win your heart,
웃 :because you have decided to keep your feelings deep inside.
웃 :You always have plans on your mind.
웃 :You have a strong personality and you like to command,
웃 :influence and control people.
웃 :You added a flower into your drawing.
웃 :The flower signifies that you long for love.
웃 :It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt.
웃 :You don't think much about yourself.

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Loves

2010-04-22T00:12:00.004+08:00

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My longest love- my bro WeeLong, He turned 21 !!! My god! Times flies la.. and 8 years later is Ah Qiang's turn!!! haha.. seems long, but.. who noe how fast tt will happen rite?

Additional to my job list, I joined Genius R Us as centre supervisor! I'm loving my job & loving e team!!! Baking, teaching, kids ~~~ OH MY LOVES ~~~~

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爱不单行

2010-03-29T01:56:00.004+08:00

爱不单行

找不到人说心里的寂寞
找不到人懂怕黑的折磨
找不到命中注定在一起的那个人
很多人都像我一个人过生活

爱只有简单笔画却比想象复杂
恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下
爱是不可数的吗为何我还相信
它不是独行侠
我在等一个人在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

用不完身边泛滥的自由
开始怕孤单是一种诅咒
羡慕我能飞的人为何在天黑以后
还是宁愿回到爱情那个枷锁

爱只有简单笔画却比想象复杂
恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下
爱是不可数的吗为何我还相信
它不是独行侠
我在等一个人在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

爱只有简单笔画却比想象复杂
恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下
爱是不可数的吗为何我还相信
它不是独行侠
我在等一个人在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

我在等一个人在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行相信它

The end~

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Mummy, It's March ALREADY !!!

2010-03-10T16:12:00.006+08:00

Time zoommmed passed... It's Mid March already and wat hav i been doing towards my Goals??? Well, not exactly nothing...

Jan: went for Agency Retreat in Macau & ZhuHai... taking a last rest before the Tiger year comes...

Feb: chiong all e way in e market for the CNY season... helping my parents at the fruits stall every single day.. tt's my usual pre-cny CNY was busy doing home visitings, collect Ang Baos, meet up with all e relatives, frenz & old frenz... I lub it !!!

Mar: very luckily, i got myself a part time job.. i really pray hard tt i will keep tis job going... and of cos, it's time to chiong for my sales now... no more time to spare... The car is waving at me.. I have to work really hard to bring her home!!!

u noe wat? i actually lost $5000 in a mth!!! YES! Suppose to have a group insurance ready for me, but.. i really dunnu wat happened to it... tt one costs me a comm of $2000+, den 2 car sales which will bring me $3000... but end up with NONE !!! My mummy said to me: " I think u r not suitable in tis kind if job leh, every time u have e sales coming in liao den suddenly, dunnu wat happen, boommz~ Gone!" It really saddens me ... Is it really so ? I still wanna give myself another chance to proof tt I can do it!
In this 2010, I want:
1. Good Income
2. A Car
3. Slim Down
4. Grant me a boyfrend pls ~~~

some pics...

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Done & Do

2010-01-05T02:49:00.003+08:00

Ok, everyone around are making their new year resolutions now... wat's mine?
let me recap wat hav i acheive in 2009..

Jan:
Feb:
Mar: -Bought a MP3 for Bro Kiang bday
- Attended Cousin Ivy ROM
-Left Nuweal Inc.
Apr: -Gotta my Class 3 license
-Organised n hold a Bday BBQ for Bro Long
May: Joined AIA as Financial Serivce Consultant
Jun:
Jul:
Aug: Drove for e first time after passing class 3 Rented a car for Bro Long's POC
Sep: Taiwan trip with cousin Ivy
Oct:
Nov:
Dec: -shared with bro, a 42" Plasma TV for Dad as bday gift
- helped Cousin Patrick with his weddin
- Turned 22

okie, it seems that e greatest achievment for 2009 is... i gotten my Class 3 license after 3 attempts! haha... Tt's all?!?!
So wat do i wan for 2010?

- More Sales
- More income
- Car
- Bring Family to Taiwan for Holiday
- Bring Family to Genting for short trip
- Slim down pls ~~~
- Saving up for my dream cafe
- PLS GRANT ME A BOYFRIEND :)

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Final days of 2009 ~~~

2010-01-03T03:33:00.003+08:00

Brief summary of my final 2009 happenings...

Was busy with final dash of sales but most of the time busy with another big thing! My Dearest Cousin, Patrick's wedding!!! He is e first of Nai's 3rd generation who got married! Big thing isn't it? Helped him with the whole wedding preparation, from childhood montage, table arrangement, his surprise performance, lessons, emcee script, "Guo Da Li", his personal PA of the day, as well as emcee for the nite! It was alot of things n effort to do... but nevertheless, it's fun n definitely worth it!

Den follow by my bday celebrations... initally din hav any intention to hav any celebration this year.. But cousins was suggesting to hav a gathering to celebrate my bday, and AIA colleague oso suggested to hav a steamboat gathering at my place to celebrate my 1st bday with AIA... so i ended up with 2 celebrations.. haha

1st was on 26 Dec, had a wonderful with cousins @ marche, 313 somerset... nice place, nice food n nice cousins ard.. haha... den we head to Screening Room for some relaxation... well, it's a last min thing suggested by Anita... So e whole bunch of us jus went to Screening Room. It was my first time there, n i loved the place... It's a roof top bar, very nice place... and they gave me a surprise... When i enter e place, the waitress (Elise, my childhood frenz) greeted me Happy Bday, (how on earth did she noe it's my bday?) follow by the other crew Gabie(oso frenz)... And they keep askin me wat time will i leave? after midnight? I smell sth fishy there...

Halfway thru e session, half of e cousins went to the toilet area... and returned aft a long while... Here they come, Anita holding on to a plate of nice dessert and everyone sang Happy Birthday to me... Wah, i was kinda surprise even though i alr smell sth fishy earlier on... haha.. am really happy n quite touched :) Thx guys! Den when e clock strike 12, one by one came to wish me Happy Bday... haha... I am really happy n enjoyed myself very very much!!!

27 Dec, AIA colleagues came to my place for steamboat dinner... aft dinner, e gals came into e house to catch Singapore Idol Grand Final while e guys remain outside, my mini beer garden.. haha... Well, e results from SI-- suckz! Oops sorry, but we really was hoping tt Sylvia could win! Aft the show, everyone gathered to sing Happy Bday (wow, they were really loud!) n cut e cake to share... err, abit small cake, so everyone could only get abit of it.. but it's really yummy!!! Thx everyone who hav shared e cake n thx u for e surprise gift (not gonna tell u wat i've got), present n AngBao from all... And.. I declare myself 22!

30 Dec, meet up with my dearest childhood frenz Vicki to celebrate her bday. Together with us were her sis Elise & frenz Anita (oso ,my bro gf)... okie, all 3 of them are 50% AngMoh! Can u imagine how pretty they are? And i was really thinking, why did i agreed to hang out with 3 AngMoh ChaBo, surely all eyes n attention will be on them rite? I sure lose out! Wahaha.. nvm la, we hardly gathered n it's Vicki's bday! Thai-Express for dinner, K-box @ Chinatown... and followed by Screening Room for e same surprise i had, this time is for Vicki! I can remb her reaction n laughter! Lolx... Vicki, we lov u! Happy 20th Bday!

31 Dec??? haha.. sorry, no countdown for me! ok la, for both X'mas Eve & New Yr Eve, i was at home!.. boring rite? but nvm, used to it liao!!! But, ppl out there, pls DATE ME nxt yr for both Eve can??? Really boring to be at home when all other youngster are crazy partying outside :(

Okie, tt's all for 2009!

Happy 2010 everyone! Muackx!!!

Vicki Bday celebration @ K-box, 30 Dec 09

My Bday celebration with AIA @ my place, 27 Dec 09

My Bday Surprise from Screening Room Crew!

Bday with cousins @ Screening Room

My Bday celebration with cousins @ marche 313 somerset, 26 Dec 09

Cousin Patrick's wedding @ Traders Hotel, 12 Dec 09

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Out of me~~~

2009-12-03T00:37:00.002+08:00

It's had always been a mysterious thing, since then, now n i believe the future, it will still remain a mystery... The truth was nv made known to me, n it will never be made known...

Told myself to let it go, but i just keep coming.
Told myself to forget it, but it just remain in my mind...
I tried hard to forget u.
But whenever ur news comes in,
My effort will be gone to waste...
U remain in me... I cant let go...

I tried to turn to another, but it never works,
I tried to stop getting news from u, but it just came.
I tried to smile n pretend nth happened, it just did.
I tried everyway, but none brings u go.

Help me, get away from u.
Help me, forget all abt u.
Help me, unlock my heart.
Help me, let some else comes in.

Told myself to let him in, he just cant enter,
Told myself to think of him, he's not in my thoughts
I tried hard to replace u,
But whenever ur news comes in,
My effort will be gone to waste...
U remain in me... I cant let go...

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not burden.. no no no !!!!

2009-11-26T22:00:00.002+08:00

I dunnu how to say, but i jus dun lik this feeling.. I suddenly feel so out of the family... feelin lk i'm a burden to all...

whenever my mum tok to her 'jiemei', she will oways mention my brother- his 'mata kia' (police son)... den will be my youngest bro - his precious piglet... and me??? haha.. nth seems good .. full of prasie for the two sons... but more of complain abt me...

complain of me not helpin her with housechores, she has to help me settle my bills, n i hav been getting some pocket money from her..

i really din wan these to happen as well... i oso hope to be lik last time whereby i hav some stable income, though not alot, but at least i can pay for my own stuff, dun need to get money from my parents, can buy them gifts, bring them out for meals, able to give them some pocket money as well...

i dunu why things are just no coming my way ... i havent got e income i wanted... i tot when i joined tt company. followin them, work hard with them, i can hav a really decent income.. who would noe tt the 2 fellow play such plank! den turned to e current one... tot having a decent income for my expense would be easy... i mean not those big muoney, but at least enuf for my daily... but it's not tt way.. maybe 1st 3 mths, ya, it will definitely be tough, but it's alr half a yr gone, and it's still not moving..

i really dunu wat am i doing??? this shouldn't be e way.. i wan to earn e money tt i decent... i wanna bring my parents out for meals, buy them gifts again.. i dun wanna be carry so much debts, i dun wanna be askin them for money, i dun wanna be a burden to e family.. i wan them to feel proud of me.. not lik now..

i really feel very very sad.... i wan things to change !!!

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Asian Photo Effects by AZNFUN.COM

2009-10-24T02:39:00.002+08:00

Have a break~~~ Self Reflection

2009-09-18T22:12:00.002+08:00

4 months has passed and i have yet to prove myself... All e word that i gave, all e promise that i made, all e goals that i've set are all ZERO ! Tis is not wat i wanted.

Why did i leave a stable job? Why did i choose to take up this job? What do i really wanna do? What have i been doing? These are all the things which i need to thing thru again! SERIOUSLY THING THRU... Did i put in enough effort? or did i jus keep find thousand n one reason n excuses for myself not facin the reality?

No more time to waste, time to wake up from all that, time to be serious n what is it that i really wan? Am i working for it? Do i really wan it or is it jus a Dream~~~ a dreamy one?

Take a break n thing thru, i have been to stress these days... have not been sleepin well, have been suffering from insomia for so long... cant sleep thill e clock strike 3am or later.. I cant live my life this way!!!

Pls take it break n make a COME BACK !!!

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Adam is Cool !!!

2009-09-17T00:41:00.002+08:00

Adam Khoo lives up to his name! Yap, He's right, it's all start with YOU, It's all about YOU! Dream, Hope, without them, YOU are nothing!

What do YOU wan in life? What's YOUR Goal? Set Your Goal, Plan Your Route, GO for GOAL !!!

Dun fear FAILURE, face it, there's nothing to fear! Learn from FAILURE, go for SUCCESS!!! The Route is for YOU to choose!

I dun wan to be shameful, I'M NOT !!! My Name is not "SHAMEFUL", not "FAILURE", not "DISAPPOINTMENT"...

I'm EILEEN today, and I'll be SUCCESS tomorrow!!!

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short n sweet ~

2009-09-12T00:10:00.004+08:00

a short n sweet meet up with 3 cousins @ Jaymie's Pet's Shop !!!
Visit The Little ND @ Everton Park !!! Lovely Rabbits!!!

the lady boss... Jaymie

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U r not alone~~~

2009-09-08T00:14:00.002+08:00

Yes, I am not alone !!!
Had always felt so lonely in this industry, had always felt tt I'm so out from the District, so feel that I'm so extra~~~ BUT I'm Not !!!

Gratefully, many shown their care for me, stretched out their warm hands to me, gave me a hard push to GO GO GO !!!

Raymond gave me a good "coaching session" while we celebrate his bday... He's right, since I'm being thown to my own, den I really have to depend on myself to 自我摸索... Yes, depend on myself and success is still there for me ... He successed this way too ... Go around asking theirs, find the ways and method others do, learn from them and digest them to 'create' my own success method... "You can do it !!! JIA YOU !!!"

"Uncle Royce" oso enlightened me alot !!! Had always find him very strict and tense with work, kind of fear and feel stress to approach him.. But that day, he ask me to go down to his office to do calling... he wan to see me!!! "OH MAN" I thought... But he appear so nice tt day.. becuz of his NEW PUNKIE hairstyle??? haha.. I dunnu, but he really gave me lots of ideas on how to make every call an appt, and make sure these appt are firm ones n not smoke screen!!!
"JIAYOU arh!!! "

And of cos, my SP-Cai Niao... Father Joe, Sister Rae, Aunty Philbert & Yandao Pieter !!! haha... During each and every cold calling session, they nv failed to give each other encouragement. They nv left me out, always point out sth which i overlook, which i take for granted... Really thank them for giving me all e push n guidance.. and their "JIAYOU"

I noe I can do it, I'm not alone !!! Everyone's there to help me, to guide me... I should not give up and there's not reason for me to give up!!! I have to prove myself, prove to those who looked down on me, to those who think I'll cant make it... I WILL DO IT !!!

Thanks for all e "JIA YOU" every single ones means a powerful push n motivation to me!!!
EILEEN ~~~ GO GO GO !!!
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King Sarawak Pineapple!!!

2009-08-23T23:51:00.005+08:00

U seen a pineapple before? I'm sure abt it.. How abt a twin pineapple? I've seen alot too.. but a KING???? hahaha... I jus came across not 1 but 2 !!!!

U muz be thinking.. " Pineapple means pineapply la, wat twin? wat king?" hahaha.... Pictures tells a thousand words.. Look at these...

It's heavy mind u!!!!

ONG LAI HUAT ARH !!!

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HIGH & TOW...

2009-08-22T23:49:00.002+08:00

Driving sensation~~~ woohoo~~~ but today was a damm HOT sensation.. the car is so hot plus e weather.. OMG !!! Sittin in e car is really lik sauna ~ SWEATING...

today's journey.. Yishun, Home, SengKang, Home, Teck Whye, Home...

poor cousin Patrick sweat with me thru e sengkang journey, ah yi (auntie) n cousins sweat with me thru Teck Whye journey.. went there to fetch them to my house...

Went to e Pertol Kiosk, put in some water to cool e car, but only last for 5mins den it got HIGH again...

My car is actually OVERHEATED!!! total of 5 ppl in e car leh!!! Heng arh, nth happen lor.. reached home faster call e car dealer, den they someone to tow e car back... Stil they hav got no other car for me, hence will refund me e rental for tml...

Since e car is being towed, i cant send my aunty n cousins home!!! haha.. poor thing gotta take MRT!!! haha.. Wat an experience with car!!!
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Mr. Policeman - POC !!!

2009-08-22T01:20:00.002+08:00

Report to office @850am today, really forced myself to wake up, oso drive e car to Anita as she need the car today... Left office @ 10plus for appts...

Rec'd call from Joe: " hey, ur boss dun lik us is it? she think we wasting ur time arh?"... I was really shocked by this...

No, not tt, she jus very disappointed with my performance etc, nth to do with u guys, furthermore, w/o u guys, i think i wouldn't have hang on till now... It's all ur encouragement n guidance... Really thankful to have you guys with me... though we are from all diff agencies, but still willing to help one another, bother to ask how each other is doing and suggest help... U guys are great!!!

In the afternoon, went to Home Team Academy as Bro WeeLong is Graduating today!!! hahaha... The place was really HUGE !!! wow!!! SO MANY POLICEMAN!!! hahaha...
And i keep bumping into this cute policeman.. hahaha... wahaha.... 3times... aahahahahaha...

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gave me up?!?!

2009-08-21T01:16:00.003+08:00

She GAVE me up !!! arghh !!! this is heartbreaking...

Poor production.. No Common goal... haiz... Ya, i admit i keep everything to myself, and i've been doing thins my own way, going out there to try all method which really bang alot of walls yet not much results... I dunnu leh, there's is alot of agent in my district but i did get chance to really work with them, no one really guide me closely nor do i have a partner to really work with... hence i really felt so lonely n lost... though i noe tt i can always reach out to the seniors to help me, but all i can get is of cos some guidance n they dun hav much time for me...

the question is "AM I REALLY STOPPING MY OWN SUCCESS???"

Have been working with some of the oso new agent from other agencies.. they have been really supportive n realy gave me alot of encouragement.. i really really appreciate all tt ! But production is still e MOST IMPORTANT !!! I still yet to produce !!! OMG !!!

Shiok thing for e day ~~~ I got my rented car !!! Yeah!!! First time driving a Auto car, first time drving a CAR aft i pass my class 3 !!! hahaha .. It's so cool !!! Though e car has afew faulty stuff, but the driving sensation is really cool !!! No bus squeeze, shorter timing journey... woohooo ~~~haha... hmm.. mux faster work for my car !!!

Drove my cousin Ivy home to Jurong East... wah sei, first time drive so fast, on highway leh!!! hahaha... den on e way back, HEAVY DOWNPOUR suddenly!!! I cant see anything on e road so dangerous !!! Anyway, thankfully, i reach home safe n sound!!! :0)

PRODUCTION !!!!

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Science Centre - Da Vinci !!!

2009-08-15T02:01:00.005+08:00

It's been a long long time since i last step into the Science Centre, Wow! It can be so fun there!!! haha... Rae n I was amazed by all e Science Exhibition, having so much fun with all e really interesting science... till e anouncement: " Dear visitors, thank u for visiting the Singapore Science Centre, We will be closed @ 6pm... " only then we realise that "Hey our main objective here is to visit The Da Vinci Exhibition!!!"

hahaha... so we ran all e way to Da Vinci Exhibition Hall... Heng la... It's e science centre part which close at 6pm, Da Vinci close at 9pm... hahaha....

Leonardo Da Vinci ~~~ He's really THE GENIUS !!!

Today i really get to know who this Genius is ! Witnessed his work of arts, science n everything... SALUTE HIM!!!

Many of his master pieces left me a really great impression!!! To name some: "Mona Lisa Smile", "The Last Supper", "Vitruvian Man - The Golden Ratio", and the really heartbroken "Bronze Status Horse"... It's really really an impression exhitbition! I'm really glad that I'm there and to learn all these really really impression work of The Genius !!!

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limit limit limit !!!

2009-08-13T22:15:00.000+08:00

dun insult me with tt $200 !!! U think ur $200 very big??? Hello, i not beggar ok!!! Wat an insult! Dun tok as if u are so right... Tt judge oso, i'm e claimant, u suppose to help me! But why aren't u on my side??? Hey, u think i go there to sit n listen to all of u telling to YOUR side of the story, did u give me a chance to tell my side of the story????

ok, since u treat me this way, fine, den i shall not be so lenient.... i will fight for wat i deserve!

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I'm so HOT !!!

2009-08-06T23:56:00.000+08:00

HOT?!?! yes i am --- FEVER !!! :(

sudden fever yday morning, den nv report to work.. spent e whole day sleeping, too 'gong gong' tp hear any phonecall etc... only remb to call my mum to inform her tt i'm sleeping at home...

wake up at abt 7pm, to realise that i had so many missed call from office and boss... den boss called again when i finally picked up... she sound like " EILEEN !!! WHAT HAPPEN TO YOU?" lolx.. sorry boss, down with fever den 'drop dead'...

today still not feeling so good, but had to attend a new programme " Triple A Club", a 7 wk programme every thursday from 3pm - 5pm... bo bian, gotta drag myself there since i nv see doctor for MC...

when i reach office, boss was like " u ok anot? dun stay too near me ! haha" .. orite, i still dun look ok, but i think i can still manage la...
Nitemare !!! a letter sayin that my commission is gonna be call back due to client had previously surrender a policy!!! OMG~~~ Y do this to me ?!?! My biz already gg very slow liao den still give me such thing ?!?!?!
the lesson today was good, motivating n now i really dun hate calling so much liao! hehe but ... the classroom was damm cold !!! Gheeezzz ~~~ Finally endure to it till 5pm !!!

Rushed down to Bugis to meet Royston den head to Lavender to see the Nuweal Group ppl n Brem... Got some documents from him and see the company is doing well... We had some sharing sessions and give some encouragement to him... It's a tough time for them, but i believe they can do it... Results has already shown ~~~

JiaYou Brem! JiaYou Nuweal !!!
and of coz.. JiaYou Eileen , JiaYou AIA !!! hahaha...
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Income, Production, Award, Convention

2009-08-05T02:31:00.002+08:00

Aug District Meeting...

Aug Bday babies: Raymond, Marcus, XueLi*absent*

Notice they wear exactly e same clothings?!?!?!.. lolx !

tis is my 3rd District Meeting liao and finally aft 2mth plus of struggling, I've got my name up on the production chart !!! Life case FYP rank 11th ... Still a long distance away from the awards and convention !!!!

How to reach for e Stars Awards? How to fly to Tokyo? My week isn't very good... already wednesday liao and no FHR done!!! No new appt sia!!! A handful of FHR to follow up though... I wanna convert them into production!!! I dun wan to stay this way... I wan my income, car, production, convention!!! I wanna do myself proud, i wanna prove ppl wrong.. I wanna make it !!!

I really really wan to !!! But ... i really need a hard hard push after so many put down... Seeing others running for their production yet i got only so little... I wanna chiong oso but why am i working mentally but not so much physically???

I cant stop, cabt give up, cant surrender.. Move on Eileen, Fight on Eileen, U can do it de!

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1st monthly gethering ~ 31 July, Prawning

2009-08-03T01:53:00.003+08:00

Wheee~~~ it was a very successful outing!!! This is e very first time we organise an outing n 9 ppl turned up! Good response!!! We had lots of fun...

We met at abt 8plus @ Bishan - Hai Bin U and had our dinner there (thanks to boss Raymond who pay e bill !!!)... den started our prawning at 930pm (3hrs session). We caught alot of prawns!!! small, medium, large n even extra large....

Eating, drinking, prawning, chatting and most of the time LAUGHING n photoshooting.. lolx... The most happening ('malu' for me) was a pole dancing show by Lance... hmm.. till now I'm still wanderin who is e one who kena sabo? Me or him? lolx... Anyway, we really had so much fun....

We had agreed to have this kind of gathering once every month end, after all production done... Time to relax and do alittle sharing, motivating each other !

I'm Loving It !!!

Click on link for e slide show pix
http://www.slide.com/r/wHk7xTH-tj9555nc6gqiCgELbUCaAo3L?previous_view=mscd_embedded_url&view=original

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Need a break to sharpen my knife saw~~~

2009-07-30T22:27:00.004+08:00

Time is running out n yet i cant break thru~~~ argh... tis is very bad... look like it's time to take a break n sharpen my saw to chiong for next mth!!!

Yday went for lunch with my dearest Fion @ Suntec... Nice Porridge Feast!!! Yum Yum... damm full lor.... We jus couldn't stop laughing whenever we are together... tt's e bad thing! lolx... After lunch, I acc her to take e bus 97, she head to Jurong East while i alight at UIC building n walked al damm long journey to MOM... It would be faster if i walked from Suntec itself... lolx...

Sista, see, "wei le ni arh!!! ".. haha

Bad news rec'd today Wealth Accumulator will close on Monday 5pm... Oh man, i have not even started n they are ending it!!! WAIT FOR ME LEH!!!

Tml's activity, do callin in office den head to Jurong Point for Cold Canvass with Rae, follow by gathering with the Marine Parade Roadshow peeps... (yet to find a name for these ppl, SP- ....) we are gg to do prawning!!! hahaha... am so looking forward to it!!! We're gonna let our hairs down... NO BOSS ALLOWED for tml!!! lolx...

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July Production...

2009-07-30T01:14:00.004+08:00

July coming to end liao... how did i fare??? Not good at all...

Transfer from SP-Elite to SP-AC-Elite, under Randy Choo. Very learned man, very nice leader... shared lots of personal experience and he really listen to all my words with many useful advise... But his room is really -- North Pole... so cold... Now i call him POLAR BEAR.. hehe

Production:
Healthshield Gold Elite - $214.1/yr
Essential - $244/yr
Guarnateed 15 for life - $315/mth (collected 3mths $945)
Healthshield Gold Elite -$149.8/yr
Essential - $201.2/yr
Healthshield Gold Elite - $214.1/yr
Healthshield Gold Elite - $149.8/yr
Healthshield Gold Elite - $149.8/yr

NOT GOOD !!!

New FSC join our district n really posed threat to me.. I'm getting more n more stress plus gotta settle some prev. employment thingy... like so many things bothering me... ARGH !!!
Really thank Fion n Joe who has been motivating me, hearing me out n share alot with me... Thanks so much for e motivation n ideas etc... Really appreciate every single one of them! Thanks guys!!! Let's throw our stress away on friday.. for awhile...

Went for a day trip to Malaysia with My Dad's tour group..My very 1st time to Malaysia, 2nd time oversea trip... Kind of relax myself for awhile.. but when back to Singapore, phone starts to ring liao... arghhh... i wanna chiong, i wanna close many many sales but how???

Wealth Accumulator is going very fast, selling like HOT CAKES, but only for a very very limited time... I'm not prepared yet... arghhh ~~~

How to squeeze into TOP, how to go TOKYO???
Nonono... still got chance, still got hope... I WILL GET IT !!!!
SP-Elite

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My 1st cold-call roadshow @ Marine Parade Promenade

2009-06-08T01:39:00.004+08:00

It was a great learning experience for me... so privillege n honour to have so many outstanding leaders n senior sharing their experience n guidance with me.. they are so generous !!! I'm really glad tt i was at the roadshow for the whole of 9days!!! Really gained alot, learnt alot... made lots of frenx too !!!

SP-Elite : Me, Claire Cheng, XueLi, Ryna

SP-CK-Elite : Raymond Ong, Justina Chan, Pauline Tan, Asri,

SP-RoyceAng: Royce Ang, Fion Toh, Alan Png, Edwin Tan, Kang Xiang, Sai Kiat

SP-EdmundLee: Edmund Lee, Joan Tan, Joe Kwek, WeiKiong, Pieter

SP-Xaiver: Xavier Kwa, Veronica Ng, Rae Kwa, Tristan

Results - 85 leads in total
Big thank you to all the leaders n senior whom had shared n taught me alot alot alot.. Thanks guys! Love ya, jiayou n chiong together !!!

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FP = Foundation Progm, Funny Peoples rather!!!

2009-05-15T00:00:00.002+08:00

Was on a 4 days Foundation Progamme held at Tampines (12 May - 15 May).

Trainer Robert Chitty... suppose to have diff. trainer everyday but end up all 3 days were conducted by him... but we loved it! He's conducted his lesson in a really fun & lively way... We dun feel bored or dry at all !!!

Initially, i really dread e idea of attendin e 4 days course at Tampines, e thought of wakingup damm early in e morning, take a damm long journey on MRT from Tiong Bahru really make me turned off!!! BUT after e first day of lesson, i luv it! hahaha...

Apart from Robert's way of teaching which made me luv e progamme, 1 more impt factor is e bunch of crazy buddies I met !!! My partner, WanXin, e 2 behind us, Joyce & Jimmy!!!

During lesson times, we listen attentively, but when during break interval n lunch, u will hear our crazy laughters!!! It's really crazy,so loud that everyone will turn to us with weird expression, but we dun care at all ... HAHAHAHA..... We juz cant control~~~ We cling very fast n very well !!!

But due to 2 more ppl joining us on e last day, my class of 18 were force to split !!! Some of us will be attendin our last lesson at Alexandra... I'm one of them!!! The rest of them (WanXin, Joyce n Jimmy) are having it at Tampines:(

Hey guys, let's keep our laughter on, over Facebook, MSN or meeting ups !!! We'll also share our results together ok!

Luv n miss u !!!

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(good) news updates

2009-05-07T00:54:00.003+08:00

so long nv update liao... haha... not tt i too happy celebrating over my passing of class 3 la.. lolx.. still waiting for the license card to be send to me ...

well, passed class 3 on 27 April, tried to drove a van on 1 May... hahaha... Fun yet scary, esp e parking.. haha... parraell parkin on a slope.. Cool??? hahaha... Adding on to the thrill is... a really cool n good looking RED SPORTS CAR is jus infront of my van!!! wth... scare me off... almost got it!!! hahahaha.. but i parked it in place safely....with guidance from my uncle sittin beside me lor.. haha.. I've got e P plate from my bro's gf and will hop on to the van again.. well, each time my uncle come, i will hop on and DRIVE !!! hehehehe... BEWARE OF ME !!!

Ended tt labour day nite with a movie.. went TBP with bro Long, his gf, n bro kiang... 4 of us, 1 person pay.. not me! hahaha... i left my wallet in e mkt ma... nice movie~~ X-men origin, WOLFVORINE!!! extremely nice when it's free.lolx

3 May, Mum & Dad 22nd wedding anniversary! I ever told my mum "Oh, it's not gg to be my business!" ... haha.. but since i'm e well known kpo figure in e family, i still take it as my business.. lolx.. Long's gf went to TBP to get them a small cake, and we planned the surprise... haha..

When e couple came home from e mkt, we din say anything, jus had our diner as usual.. den when Long is abt to leave for his camp den we took e cake out.... Dad still cant figure out wat occasion tt was... oh man !!! Den Long'butahan' liao n said to him "ur wedding anniversary la!"... wah lao !!! They were surprise la...Mum asked " tot u say not ur biz, den still buy cake?" i replied, " bo bian, i kpo ma! haha.."... Dad planted a sweet kiss on mum's cheek while takin pic.. but i happened too sudden, my camera not fast enuf to get it! aiya!!!

Anyway, Happy 22nd Anniversary!!! Stay Lovely as ever n keep me jealous as oways ~~~

5 May ~1 more gd news.. finally passed my M9!!! yeah yeah yeah ~~~

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u hav my word!

2009-04-29T23:38:00.003+08:00

2 years is wat he spend to be where he was... I wan n i will strive to acheive better if not equally good as him! I will not be a slacker, i will not be defeated, i will strive to do my best, i will prove that i can!

I will be on TOP, tt's where i belong !

This is my word... I will do it, be proud of me !

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Hateful~~~ Tearful

2009-04-28T20:40:00.003+08:00

It's only a day of happy celebration n today... a hateful tearful day !!! For so long... still you dunnu me well? You dun trust me? U misunderstand me? Am I such a person???

Wat a heartbreaking fact.. I'm not trusted at all....

I really hate to cry, but I really lost control today after receiving 3 calls, to hear 3 differents stories, to learn tt I'm not trusted at all... You dun noe me at all !!! I hate my cry today, cried till couldn't speak properly, cried till couldn't catch my breath, cried till e whole face turned red, cried till i shock e people who saw me, cried too hard till i strain my neck muscles....

I HATE TODAY !!! Wanted to go badminton to destress all these but ny dad dun let me go since he oso not going!!!

ARGHHH ~~~~~~~~~

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Trick or Treats ? I got it both ! haha

2009-04-27T14:08:00.002+08:00

I'm a qualified driver!!!!! hahaha... 3 times of TP, I'm finally granted my driving license!!! hahaha.... an a Perfect 10 pointers!!! wahahaha....

Was so damm stressed up yday.... Feeling so uneasy all over me, sit oso not rite, stand oso not right, dunnu wat is right sia.... Stress till wanna cry, scare of failing again, scare of disappointment, scare of letting people down, scare of throwing their face... So super stress!!!

As the test start, everything seems well... den at one pt, e tester start to 'click click click' alot on his touch screen PC... " Oh man, got so many mistake meh? " I thought and another time he sigh and shook his head... Den I was asked to go back to e driving centre.. I thought, "die, I was not asked to do U-turn test?!?!"

Back to driving centre, up to e tester office... He printed my result with a very no expression face... den I was asked to sit down... He asked
Tester: " How many times u took e test? ,
Me: "err... 3 times alr" I answered in shiver...
Tester: "U working or schooling?"
Me: "err... working"...
Tester: "working where?"
Me: (thinking shit!) " err... office, pte sector..."
Tester: " ya la, as wat la.. engineer oso office work etc..."
Me: " oh.. Admin & sales..."
Tester: ( fliped my result slip over) " Nah, go watch e video ! Good one !!! *smile*
Me: " Wahhhh ... hoooo~~~~ " so relieve tt i saw the word printed "PASSED" and i scold 10 points!!!!

Argh!!! I made it, he tricked me !!!! hahahahaha... Den i went back to my instructor.. actually wannted to trick him abit, but he alr knew my result and said " good, jin ho (hokkien for very good), good good !!! Jus now i saw, u did very good!!! ( i really wonder how did he know it all?) Anyway, he's very happy of me and I'm overjoyed!!! hahaha.... I keep thanking him before he left for his next lesson with a BIG SMILE !!!

YEAH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P.S : sorry, i too excited about my passing hence written too much !!! hahaha !!!

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The Red Rino ~~~

2009-04-24T23:08:00.003+08:00

Ringgggggggggggggggggggggg~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Argh, wat a irritating sound!!!

The fire alarm rang off suddenly in TB Market @ abt 7plus pm.... Well, something wrong with the alarm la, suddenly rang, gave us a shock... Oh, cux my parents stall in still open at that hour, so we were there.. hehe...

The alarm went on n on... so irritating n it lasted for abt 2mins.. Haiyo ... Juz when we tot everything was back to peace... ... Guess wat??? Another alarm rang !!! It's the siren of the Fire Engines !!!!

Everyone was so stunned, when the Little Red Rino arrived followed by the big Red Fire Eingine !!! When the fire fighters got off their vehicles, they were looking stunned as we stared blankly at them!!! They puzzled, so were we!!!

Haha, wat a big laugh !!! The fire alarm actually was connected to the fire station, and when it was activated, the station received the signal and sent the fire engines down... lolx... wat a HUGE SCENE !!! Had never seen so many fire fighters n fire engines appearin at the market before !!! Muhahahaha ~~~

Such a rare scene, of coz mux take a pic (secretly) la !!! And there is this Ang Moh very cute, he took his camera n stood in front of the Red Rino to take some shots, and one of the fire fighter actually posed for him! hahaha...

The fighters stayed to check around the market to ensure that everythings is fine before they left abt 30mins later.....

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bless me pls !!!

2009-04-21T13:25:00.002+08:00

Failed M9!!! How can tt be??? Had given myself too much pressure i guess ~~~ boohoo !!! Will try again n make sure i pass !!!!

Gonna pick up my rackets n sweat for full 3 hrs game today !!!! I missed the 2 hrs last wk due to back injury!!!

Next up, 27 April ... I make sure i pass this once n for all !!!! Pls bless my lucky number 27 again !!! Cars on e road of ubi, pls give ways on 27 April 10.15am onwards!!!

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4days n counting

2009-04-16T22:58:00.002+08:00

4 days of "no working days"~~~ wat's e feeling like???

Monday: went to A in e morning for study den went to Bright Hill Temple to pray respect to grandparents

Tuesday: skipped studyin at A due to back is still very pain, stayed home, helped abit at parents stall..

Wednesday: driving lesson in e morning, bought Mac breakfast n enjoyed with parents in e market...

Thursday: Menses day :( went to market for breakfast n lunch, stomach cramp together with backpain... alamak !!! pain till cant tahan, fall asleep :P

Friday: Plan to meet Eugina for dinner... gotta spend e rest of the day studyin liao !!!

tt's my week of "no work"... haiz.. more to go ... how???

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Sec sch memories...

2009-04-14T14:08:00.003+08:00

Travelled past my secondary sch yday at abt 2pm... the time where student are dismiss from school... Seeing so many juniors rushing out from the schools gates, gathered at the bus-stop, board the bus n discussin where to go next... Some were buying ice-cream from the ice-cream man outside the school... Oh how much memories~~~

It's really nice to see those scenes... i was once lik them, doin all e same things tt they are doing now... haha~~~ School days... how nice, how i miss !!! Many changes has taken place in e school, some building were built,some teachers left and new ones came...but it's those lovely memories tt remains unchanged!!!

I remb our cheer:

We are from Queenstown n we bring supreme,

cuz we crush the others jus lik jellybean,

no matter north or south, east or west,

we are from Queenstown n we are e best

11 claps

OooOooo... QUEENSTOWN ~YEAH !!!

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Ouchie ~~~

2009-04-13T23:04:00.002+08:00

Still hurts.. still pain... I cant slp !!! I can't lay on my back- pain! I can't slp facing down- neck pain! ARGH !!!!

Wake up in e morning with damm bad condition of my back... Oh did i told u I'm on long leave now? yeah... i am ... but went to A for my mock paper in e morning.. I dun have my full concentration there, i cant sit properly... Back hurts!!!

Rush back home @ 2pm, had a quick lunch and join my cousin Meiting & husband,Mum & Dad, Ah yi & Yi zhan to Bright Hill to pray respect to My maternal grandparents... We went in 2 cabs... OH.. tt wasnt a good journey at all... the taxi "jerdd" afew times.. and each time it does tt, my back jus hurt lik hell... i can sit striaght, had to lay slant but each of those poor road condition really is hell to me !!! ARGH!!!

Dad is gg to rub for me again..gotta go thru e pain again ... Dun think i can go for badminton training tml liao..oh sad !!!!!!!!!

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Painful !!!

2009-04-13T00:39:00.003+08:00

Ouch !!! It really hurt !!! In short, I fell from e stool, onto the ground (stooll broke into pieces!)!!! Argh !!! damm embrassing n damm painful !!!

It was my younger bro, Long's Big 20 bday party~~~ Everything was fine.. BBQ, frenz came etc... the party went on thru out the nite n ending on e next moring @ 6am... Dead tired... (-_-) and i cant slp long as i need to go pray respect to my late grandparents later tt morning... It's sound good rite? So where is e part i fell??? haha.. towards e end of the party..

My dear childhood frenz Ms. Vicki came over tohug me gdbye, n try to 'touch' me with her "dirty hand"...It's so ticklish n i'm really scare of tickles!!! so a sense of pulling from her tickle n lost balance from tt already in ill condition stool... "bang"~~~ i lay flat on e ground!!! Everyone had a big shock esp Vicki & Anita who is beside me... I was so damm paisei lor...

It's my bro's bday party n all his frenz are there, n me, e big sister performed such stunt!!! oh... feel lik laying down there n cover my face.. dun wish to get up n face the people!!! I jus keep luffin at myself for the foolish act n tears jus roll down my eyes... my back n thigh were really painful (thigh landed hard on e cement n back n shoulder landed hard on e grass patch)...

Went to bed at 6.30am den was woke up by my dad's call @11am-- time to go for prayer! And i wokeup with the really stiff n painful back as well as my neck n thigh. In short, e whole behind of my body PAIN!!!

Came home @ 5pm n fall dead asleep on e living room sofa till 7pm... still pain!!! My dad den help me apply oilment n rub my back n neck for me... Oh man, there one big pack of blue black on my back!!! My whole family can witness it! Tt explain my painful sensation!!! ok..enuf of my painful n super throw face experience.... wanna go to my bed liao.. but i gotta be realy careful cuz my back still hurt like H~~~... Be back soon !!!

some pics for the happy occasion (b4 my fall)...
HAPPY BIG 20 MY "MATA BOY" - TSC NAI !

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leave a smile for e nxt day!

2009-04-08T13:45:00.003+08:00

Script writer seem to be everyone and anyone can be... Sad la, when u nv say anything, but ppl can jus come up with some really "wow" stories, putting words into ur mouths... Everything done behind u, u wun noe it till u hear it somewhere or when it's "on air" !!! 人言可畏，不过，只要问心无愧就不必在意别人说什么。公道自在人心！

The only time i feel good is my badminton session... running ard e court, smashing n hitting e shuttles, being hit by shuttles (surely kena every session!), sweating out~~~ woohoo !!! Let all e stress goes with the sweat n smash down all e sorrow n unhappiness!!! hahaha... Din play very yday as mood was affected..

Still dunnu wat's e next move here... dunnu how they gg to settle, jus do my job till tml ~~~ hopefully i'm given a clear direction by today!

Oh ya, this wkn we are havin rdshw @ Suntec City Convention Hall.. Learning & Health Challenge 2009 ... hahaha..

http://www.gqrmagonline.com/

nevertheless, oways leave a smile for the next day! (~0~)

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when the hearts no longer beat as one...

2009-03-31T19:27:00.002+08:00

8 hearts beating as one, for one goal, one dream... It wasn't a good ending... The bad economy changed the things... It's now in bad shape.. Dishearted ones are opting out, giving up... Left with e few who still hold on to the goal and dream, but to fulfil this goal, it's not easy... Debts to clear, re-organisation to be done, how to re-build the confidents of everyone, how to turn the negative figure to positive....

I was kept in the dark when all these happened till someone sounded me... I very much wanted to help... very much wanted to carry on this goal but what can i do? I dun have the money to invest... and to be frank, i have yet to receive offical news from the head abt these happenings...

What's next? what's e new direction?

Thought i have a backup route for myself, but i really dun wish to give up here... afterall i been thru all the process, from the 1st stage planning till now the bad shape...

Any direction for me??? Had been having insomia these days... i cant sleep and am falling sick again... HOW?

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A rainbow 4 baby bro's bday !

2009-03-22T01:43:00.005+08:00

RAINBOW !!! ~~~ shouted my TATA MEI ! ....

Saw a really lovely rainbow clearly across e orange sky!!! So beautiful ~~~~

Went for facial today and had my very first face threading... woo~~~ tot it would be really painful, but it was bearable for me !!! hehe... BRAVE ??? TORLERANCE!!! hahaha

Happy Bday Baby Bro Kiang !!! 14 yrs old liao, be more guai ya !!!

2 bday cakes for him, 2 bday pressies...Hope he's happy with them !!! Happy Bday my dearie!!!

(Stupid, why cant the photos be uploaded???)

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I can make my decision !!!

2009-02-10T14:50:00.002+08:00

CNY is offically over... a new year is here, and new decisions are to be made...

I cant make up my mind. I'm offer a job by 2 different person, different company. Both offer the same thing for me, job details same... Everything same... Now the thing is, 1 is my frenz who has followed up with me on this job for more than half a year while the other is my aunty who offer me this job only in Dec.

I see the potential and the future of this career but i can't decide who to join. Either party I choose, I will let the other one down. I wanna do the job, be in the career, I wanted a chance to strive a bright future, now that I have 2 opportunity, which one shuld i go for?

Both have shown me their sincerely in approaching me, i felt their sincerely and trueness... Now everything is not important, most important is MY DECISION !!!

I really am happy and glad that they see the potential in me and identify me as someone who can do it. But I can only choose 1 and show my graditute to in action...

Argh ~~~ I really have no clue how to decide... I cant please both, I don't wanna let anyone down, but I oso dun wanna give up this opportunity.

how How HOW??????????

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MoOo~~~Here comes e CoW !!!!

2009-02-07T02:20:00.006+08:00

Can u hear it ??? ~~~ MoOooOo~~~ The CoW has arrived!!!!

Yeah !!!! Yet another year past in a blink of an eye, how fast !!!

Lunar New Year is the BIG DAY all chinese love and had been waiting for the whole year. Since it's such a wonderful day for all, everyone started preparation since a month before CNY!!!

haha.. As for me, well, my parents sell fruits in the market, so pre-CNY is the busiest time of all... Everyday will end really late. The most fun time & the favourite time of mine is the Eve of CNY Eve (the lunar 29th). On this day, the wet market will operates 24hrs, this is a tradition.

With no exception, I stayed in the market overnite (more than 24hrs) every year to help my parents.. Well, in fact, i willchase them home to sleep while me & my bros will take care of the store.. Thankfully this yr we hav 2 more helpers-- Cousin William & Winnie! hehe I stayed in the morning since lunar 29th morning 830am till CNY eve (e nxt day) 330pm.. den i really cannot take it liao, close shop, go home, bathe & SLEEP !!!! hahaha.. will only wake up @7pm for reunion dinner! muahaha..

CNY day 1, All my relatives will gather @ my home for visiting and stayed for dinner. Everyday, we will prepare 3 tables of steamboats ( 1 is teppanyanki) for our relatives to enjoy! This year happen to be 2nd Uncle's bday oso, so i bought a little cake for him. Everyone sang him the bday song & he'sso happy! After my relatives left, my younger bro's frenz all came.. they continue with another round of steamboat till dawn!!!.. This year was extremely crowded!!!! haha

CNY Day 2, all of us will 'relocate' to my 2nd Aunty's home for e same thing.. hehe

CNY day 4, i invited some of my frenz to my home again for steamboat and "lou hei"!!! Huat arh!!!

CNY day 6 was Heng Kang in office... "Lou Hei", take ang paos, lucky draw, phototaking, casino... lolz...

CNY day 7,was invited to Aunty Regina's place (4th uncle)for gathering... This is the first time i went to their place @ East Coast, Telok Kurau...It's a 3 storey big house! WOW!!! 4th Uncle give me 10yrs to show him my house like his! haha.. I will, but dun have to wait for 10 years!!!! hahahaha.... I will work very very hard !!!

Tt's CNY sensation for 2009!!! Well, the new year is not over yet!!!
Huat arh ~~~ MoOo ~~~ !!!

Day 1 @ home

Day 4 @ home with frenz

Day 7 @ Aunty Regina & 4th Uncle's house

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I turned 21 before the end of 2008 !!!

2009-01-02T20:57:00.009+08:00

Happy New Year everyone !!! woohoo ~~~ it's 2009 already OMG !!!

The last thing i celebrated for 2008 was my 21st bday !!! haha.. Though tt ended year 2008 but it marks the begining of my 21 year old, my adulthood !!! hahaaaaa....

I had a really wonderful 21st bday party at home - my private chalet.. haha... Had intented to book a chalet but it was really too expensive due to the super peak period hence i make do with my home... haha.. but i guess it wasn't bad at all.. My Home is jus like a chalet, jus tt there's not room for over nights la.. haha

I had the party held in my backyard. Thanks to some of my relatives who helped me decorate my backyard and of cos my mighty dad who is the orrh - jjian man for the night !!! Yummy orh jian !!! Thanks Dad!

I had my backyard FULL OF PEOPLE !!! OMG ~~~ I'm really really happy that most of them attended..almost half of the invited din make it for my party but my backyard already damm full & packed.. hahaha.... BIG THANK YOU EVERYONE !!!

now let the pictures do the saying :

Super Mummy & Mighty Daddy

Wonderful Family

My Twin Aunty & family

Eldest Aunty & family

2nd Uncle & Aunty

5th Uncle & Aunty

Cousin Patrick & wife (3rd Uncle family)

Cousin Derek (4th Uncle & family)

3rd Aunty

Little Aunty & Uncle

My Ah Cek

My Lao Sim

Quest

Males Cousins (partial)

Female Cousins (Partial)

Childhood Frenz

Neighbours

Colleagues & Frenz

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Zann Zann's BIG ONE cum my rehersal 21

2008-12-19T20:07:00.007+08:00

Chalet @ Aloha Changi 13/12/08 - 14/12/08..
Occassion : Baby Zann's 1st bday !!!

Baby Zann celebrates his BIG ONE ~~~ woohoo... Zann Zann grown up le ~~~ SoOo cute !!!.. I love his big round eyes, and his sweet sweet simle with the deep deep dimples !!! oOooOo ~~~

Tennan & wife muz have spent so much time & effort in organising & preparing this special day for Zann Zann ! The chalet was at Aloha Changi - Fairy point 6.. wooo so far ~~~ Lucky Lao Ba fetch me there.. and hor, he tried to show me the way from my place to there and tell me dun go the wrong route, if not gotta make one big U-turn from Airport... haha.. Guess wat??? He really go the wrong route ! He missed a turn !!! hahaha... but he say cuz he wanted to show me if i go wrong route, how to U-turn back... but after U-turn, he turn in to the other road too early.. WRONG again .. ALAMAK !!! Then he got abit stressed, wound down the window & pop a crigrattee.. hahahaha... But we still manage to reach our destination !!!

When we arrive, we saw tis big big wall board with 4 spot lights shinning to it... It's a BIG wall of Zann Zann !!! CoOl !!! When i look closer, it's form up by many small pics of Zann... wah !!! I oso wan leh !!! hehehe... The party was really fun & GRAND !!!

Happy BIG ONE Zann Zann my cutie sweetie !!! And boy, your cake cost $500++ ~~~ Fortunate boy leh u !!!

Cool rite ?!?!.. the whole wallpaper formed by Zann Zann's small pics !!!

Tennan - Zann's dadi

Sophia - Zann's Mumi

Me with Zann Zann BIG WALL~

The $500++ cake was worthwhile as it can be recycle !!! YES! RECYCLE !!! hahaha.. How??? The people could not finish the big cake, hence has half of it leftover for the next day.... And when we went back the next day for BBQ, they took out the cake, it still look presentable from one angle... den they use it as my advance Bday cake.. haha.. they call it a rehersal for me...

Tennan lighted the candles for me and everyone clapped and sang Happy Bday song for me.. They sang it again & again for 3 times... so paisei, cuz got many people dunnu de ma... but bo bian, blow candle 3 times oso.. hahaha.. Thank u thank u !!! I annouce the celebration on 27th is CANCELLED !!! hahaha.. NO LA ~~ JOKING ~~ It's still on... PLS TURN UP !!!! hahaha

err.. still muz say " SORRY ZANN ZANN, I USED YOUR CAKE !!! " hehe... but hor, $500++ leh, we share share use la.. hehehe

Zann ZAnn's Dad light the candle for me ~~

This is SoOoOo paisei ~~~ everyone sang Happy Bday to me 3 times !!! OMG ~

Me "act" cutting the "re-used" cake... I'm environmental friendly! hehe

Da Sao & Kor Kor

Family Protrait.. haha.. Kor Kor, Me, Lao Ba

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Hari Raya Haji outing ~~~

2008-12-17T16:29:00.004+08:00

Dec 8, 2008 - Hari Raya Haji...

was invited to Kor Kor's church picnic @ East Coast Park... Had a deal with Da Sao & Angela to roller blade there... 2 things diasppointed me...
1. Angela put me plane at the very last min... she's not going...
2. IT RAINED ~~~ boohoo ~~~

Lao Ba came to fetch me from home.. and it started to rain.... so sad :( When we reached East Coast Park, still raining ~~~ And Kor Kor was not there yet.. So the hungry "Father" brought the hungry "Daughter" to MacDonald for breakfast while waiting for the rest... haha....

The MacDonald so fully packed ~~~ guess it's due to the rain bah.... We found a counter seat and sat there for our breakfast... La Ba said: " Haiz, 带女儿出来就是这么麻烦的啦！！！"... wei.. where got???? I behave myself de hor !!! hahaha....

When Kor Kor called, we realise we were too far from the actual spot, so we hop on to the car and drove there... haha... dun nid to walk so far in the rain...
REACHED... coincidentally, i saw Roland - prev. from Hock Kon Tradin-AML... He had a koisk there?!?!?!.. Had a chat with him while the rest joined the big group.. hehe

Sianz la, keep raining, I bring my blade for nth... :'(
More sadden-ing thing ~~~ Kor Kor's maid mistook me as Lao Ba's wife !!!! hello ~~ Do i look too old or Lao Ba look too young???? ***faint*** DAughter not wife !!!! ALAMAK !!!! nxt time i muz wear more cute liao la.. hahaha...

See the pictures, which angel do i look like e wife????

Me, 老爸，大嫂，老哥

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Sentosa Cove !!!!

2008-12-07T00:09:00.005+08:00

Sentosa Cove.... I had a very different concept today !

Before, i tot: " Sentosa Cove? Wat crap is tt ? wat can they do in such a small lil island sentosa.. Highclass private landed estate??? Can meh ? or just waste a big bucks in doing sth silly ???"

Today, i had a totally different view: " Sentosa Cove, I'm loving it !!!! yes yes~~~ wah, it's really a high class living estate... the moment u step into Sentosa Cove... U have a very relaxing feel, the tempo just slowed down... U dun feel the stress, u dun feel the fast tempo of the city anymore... it's so relaxing and... u ask urself : "Singapore ??? Sentosa ??"... YES !!!

I was totally blur today .. totally confused. I was told of a excursion today... and i just boarded the car with the rest and woorrrooooo... dunu where they heading to.. dunnu do wat.. just follow... and when they reached the Sentosa Bridge, i was like .. "huh... Sentosa??"... But when i arrived at the destination... " Wow!!! Sentosa !!!".. haha...

Ther Berth, The Coast, Ocean Drive, Coral Island, Paradise Island, etc... the name alone is already soOo..wah ~~~

The view were beautiful... The sea view, the stream, the yatch just infront of your house... wah, it's really like having holiday EVERYDAY !!!

And i spotted some celebrity rich men house !!! David Beckham's (haha.. i noe his address!!!), S'pore Edward Lee (e one who owns e Orange Lambor...), the big boss of the casino ship... hahaha....

Can i be your neighbour ??? haha... wait and see .. i'll work hard, very hard, very very hard, extremely hard !!!

Pictures speaks a thousand words... cut my crap, just view the pics bah.., hehe

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心

2008-12-05T16:49:00.003+08:00

人的一颗心有多大？能承受的有多少？我不知道。。。

心，一旦受伤了，要多久时间才能复原？如果再一次受伤的话，怎么办？心，能承受几次的伤痛呢？一再受伤的心难道就不怕吗？为什么明知道会受伤还要继续呢？拿得起，就得学会放下。。。但人们总记得如何拿起而忘了如何放下。。。不舍得？不愿意？不甘心？不想放弃？这些是理由还是借口呢？

我们所谓的“心”，指的是人体里，那不停跳动，维持我们生命的器官，还是一个无影无形，一种感觉和思想的代言词呢？

“心”的构造是 “血管与神经”还是“思想与感觉”呢？

等待。。。是多久呢？你能等多久？一辈子？如果用了一辈子还是等不到呢？你还会继续吗？你愿意吗？值得吗？那失望呢？你能承受多少次的失望？一再的失望会成为绝望吗？

受伤，等待，失望，绝望。。。这一些，你能承受吗？承受多少呢？

我期待的是什么？等待的是什么？等到了吗？还要等吗？受过伤吗？还要承受吗？还能承受吗？有失望吗？绝望了吗？

想过放弃，但，有那个勇气，决心吗？决定放弃后会不会后悔呢？后悔的话还来得及吗？

人生没有一帆风顺的。。。起起落落，浮浮沉沉~~~
简单，平凡的人生是怎么样的呢？如何的简单，如何的平凡呢？真的有简单和平凡吗？
平凡就不精彩，而精彩就不平凡了吗？

还是原本简单的人生是被我们的思想复杂化了呢？

结论是什么？我的决定呢？哈哈。。在给我一点时间吧~~~
也许，我等的是“奇迹”，而“奇迹”就是我的“希望”。。能承受多少，就得看看我的“心”了!!!

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Nov 28 - 30, where good & bad all gathers....

2008-11-30T14:12:00.005+08:00

Nov 28, Lunar 1st of Dec... suppose to be a very good day hor... I picked this day for my TP - 1st attempt.... as the word "suppose" suggest... hahaha... yesh, i flunk my TP.. haiz... so sad lor, dunnu wat I'm doing in the car... simply not myself... nervous kills my day !!! Feel like crying lor !!!

Nov 29,
WLNY outing @ West Coast Park - BBQ session .. woohoo ~~~ Fun Fun FUN !!! and also full Full FULL ~~~ more like a FOOL oso .. haha... too much food to finish hence SOMEONE suggest to play 终极密码, of cos, the betting chips are -- FOOD !!! whenever you call a number, u have to place ur bet first, den call... the person who got tt number, congratulations, finish up the food which are on tt betting plate !!! 70% of us (7 out of 10 person playing) kena the FOOD lor ... Me, Eugene and (i cant remb who else) are the super "suay bong", kena 2 plates of food lor ... *faint* This is maddness ~~~

still, the food were not finish.. too much le lar !!! hahaha.. but it was really fun to be out with them .... QiXian (organizer), Derick (e BBQ towkay), Raphael ( e BBQ assistance), Me ( e prawn peeler), Jeff ( e Bee Hoon man), Jaymie, Wilfred, Stephen, Mitchelle, Ryan, Howard, Alan...BBQ outing = Big Success !!! hahaha...

Nov 30,
Wake up early in e morning with a still bloated stomach .. wah.. head for Zhangde Pri for Tiong Bahru CSC Friendly Match (Team Event).... Thanks to Uncle Tommy, Uncle Jason and Mr. Wen, with their effort and my small minor contributions, we manage to acheive the 3rd !!! hahaha... hohoho... Lucky lucky me !!! hahaha... Met Teck Jing & Guo Qiang there too .. wah, super long nv see them liao, almost could regconise Teck Jing cuz he shaved his hand.. haha.... Had a nice time there.. Jus nice to digest my food from yday BBQ.. hahahaha....
whee ~~~~ some pics for viewing...

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who stole my camera ?!?!

2008-11-24T14:08:00.005+08:00

Had a really busy week...

every morning report to Mackenzie den rush off to Cantonment... some mornings gotta wake up early for driving... test is drawing very cery near liao... OMG !!!

these few dasy am rushing the wedding montage for Esther & Ivan wedding yday (23Nov'08), on time, and satisfyin master pieces... hahaha.. thru out the wedding dinner, i was rushin to prepare the DVD of the morning pics to show the guys... wah, super duper rush, time pressing... den my laptop hang halfway !! RE-DO !!! almost faint on the spot !!! from 630pm, i started to do the DVD till 930pm, just in time after their 'Yam-Seng'..woohhhh... Finally, my mission accommplish !!!

Looking thru the weddin pics, i feel so blissful and touch lor.. dunnu why leh... 有一种很幸福，很感动的感觉!!!

But ~~~~ My camera was stolen during the dinner !!! dunnu which tupid idiot stole it !!! i was packin upmthe laptop and 2 kids were pasterin me, pushin me, squeeze me to the corner, den i pass my camera to the little gal - Min Min, ask her to wait, i finiah we go take pic.. den amin later, I'm done and i ask her where's my camera, she say a uncle took it... WHO ???? alamak !!!! i only bought it last year, and now it's gone, just like tt...

very very heart pain leh.. My bday coming soon, now lost camera means cannot take pic liao !!!
Min Min's mum keep sayin sorry to me, the wedding couple Esther & Ivan oso say sorry to me..but it's not their fault ma, so i say nvm la, dun nid say sorry cuz not their fault...

But i really am very sad n heart pain !!! Who is tt idiot ?????

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Ouch !

2008-11-12T23:39:00.004+08:00

U saw the stairs on my previous entry didn't u? And i mention that i dun really like running up & down it??? Hahaha.. tt's why today i din run, i "slide"... yes SLIDE !!! haha..

dun get it ? ok, i missed my step and "slided" my way down the stair... yup, i did just that !!!
the embrassing thing is ... Kor Kor saw the whole process !!! Argh!!! yes, he did ! He was using the PC at the counter and saw my whole process, he was stunned, dunnu wat to do jus stared for a moment and "啊。。。哎哟。。哟。。。妹，小心小心，有没有事，哎哟。。OK 吗? 你的脚有没有事?" i slided with both kness on the stairs.. shooo.... i went ~~~ and yap, the skin turns red !!! OuCh ~~~ but when i reached the ground, i jus knee there and laugh my head off !!! Kor Kor den came over and ask if i am ok...老妈 oso stunned when she came out of the toilet and saw me kneeing there... Lucky i was on my knees, if not sure "expose" haha.. heng arh, i still noe the position to "fall" haha.. 老爸was giving a presentation in the hall... they heard the "bonng boong" sound make by me when i slided down the stairs... he abit shocked and thought wat happen outside... and when he finish the presentation and came out to realise that i am the one who caused the sound and wat happen, he shake his head and say.." i thought wat happen, but during presentation i have to stay clam and steady, so it's you arh .. aiyo, lucky got carpet, if not we will have to work OT now to clean up ur blood stain on the stair.. !!!" argh !!!!!
Kor Kor was rite, lucky there's carpet & rail for me to hold which min. the impact, if not I wun be sliding, I'll be rolling !!! haha.. blessing in disgus~~~ hehe...

haha.. though very pain, but i keep laughing & laughing, so 'malu'..."很丢脸！！！"But Kor Kor keep saying "不会不会，不要这样讲，不会丢脸~~~" hahaha.. i just keep laughin at myself... and he addded "你还笑得出来?!?!" haha.. laugh is the only thing i can think of, really "malu" and stupid lor.. haha... now 老爸 and Kor Kor say muz help me buy staff insurance liao... haha.. aiyo ~~~ suppose to keep secret de, but in the end the whole office noe i slided !!! haiz...

aiyo, still pain leh, i cant imagine when i bathe... argh !!!! Kor Kor keep teasing me sia !!! "妹妹，跟你讲很多次了，不要玩滑梯了长大了。不让你玩，你就在这里玩。哎哟！！！你看，是不是，都跟你讲了！！！刚才你跌下来的时候，我还看到有sparks leh !!! haha"
ok la, kor kor, i dun play slide liao la.. haiz.. pain sia !!! both kness and 2 thumbs.. come to think of it hor --- HOW DID I SLIDE ???

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loney office :(

2008-11-06T16:19:00.008+08:00

yoohoo ~~~ transactions coming in !!! hahaha.. happy happy happy !!!

bring in more, i love swiping the cards !!! hahahaha... but i dun really like running up n down the stairs !!! .. haiz... muscles can be found on my legs liao !!! hehe

But Im oways left alone in the office, some mornings at Mackenzie and whole afternoon at Cantonment... Running these 2 places is really fun but i miss the big crowd of colleague jus like iwat i used to have in SingTel ... haiz...here, they only come in late n transactions only comes in evenings.. i only have tis stairs n computers as my companies... :) oways staring at the computers, climbing up n down the stairs till 老爸 & 老哥 comes...and when they do... they simply hav too much to joke an tease me abt.. wahaha...
More people pls !!!!

Like "老爸" says, i cant wait to have more people comes in so that i can find my "如伊郎君"！！！haha... he wan his "女婿" too .... hahaha... sound so man crazy sia !

see the clock ! 430pm liao ... yes, I'm alone !!! haiz ~~~

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Pom pee pee !!!!

2008-11-04T13:40:00.001+08:00

Yippe yappi !!!!

Happy new great news ~~~ 3rd Nov 1 Set NP & 1 Np closed !!! hahaha...
Congrate Stanley bro on e closing !!! Pom pee pee ~~~ 1 stone kill 2 birds ~~~~

no more ice cream 'ling ling ling'.. now is horray pom pee pee !!!! hahahaha~~~

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late for ROM ~~~ sorry Evelyn !!!

2008-11-02T02:33:00.005+08:00

1st Nov 2008 ... Evelyn & Max's ROM !!!! woohoo ~~~

Invited to Eve & Max's ROM @ Max house... suppose to be there by 3pm... but ... as e word SUPPOSE tells u tt, YES, I'M LATE !!! so sorry Eve !!!

Went to Taka in the morning to get her wedding gift, spend awhile there before final decision is made.. hehe... Den head to Nuweal to report for work... hahaha... I tot i was early but the MD was even earlier !!! He told me he was there at 11.30am ( we start work at 1pm)... but his appt cancelled !!! hahahaha... When i arrive, he went off for an hour... but he came back only @ 3pm.. tt already suggest tt I'm late for Evelyn !!!

nice ??? the couple spins with the tune of wedding march ~~~

I was asked to join Brem @ Mackenzie den go Eve's place together.. haha, lucky me, Kor Kor was leaving for his home near Mackenzie, so he gave me a lift !!! haha.. but I still end up at Mackenzie with Brem till abt 5pm before heading off to Eve's place!!! ALAMAK .. damm paisei lor, so late !!! They already solem. to be husband & wife liao lor!!!

ok la, at least we turned up, rushed there right after we settle things at mackenzie... and i've to rush back to Nuweal after tt...

Oh Evelyn look so sweet in her gown !!! ermm... no photo cuz already late liao, so paisei to take photo.. hahaha... she oso very cheeky lor, say wan introduce her husband frenz to me... she say tt guy still single, very nice man... wahaha... thx sister but hor... hahaha

Brem and I left shortly, w/o taking any food ( actually i very hungry cuz i havent eat a thing!!!) haha.. den we head back to Nuweal, settle abit of things den head for dinner together with MD !!! Wanton Mee !!! yummy !!! hahahaha....

Haiz.. i missed Evelyn's moment !!!! Really sorry leh sister !!! We'll not be late for ur wedding dinner in Dec okok!!! hehehe...HAPPY MARRIAGE !!!!

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Halloooo ~~~ it's halloween ?!?!?!?!

2008-10-31T19:45:00.005+08:00

Met Jackson for lunch to tok abt insurance... haha.. been asking me to join him in the business, but I still nv make up my mind... haha... should I or shouldn't I ??? If I really joined and made it there, will I be able to put down my current job? Would I wan to put these down and go for the insurance ??? Take the exam first den try it out as part time first ... hmm.... tt's e only way, but he did mention, u can be a part-timer for life-time.. At the end of the day, I will still need to go in as a Full-timer... Hmm.... what should I do leh? Haiz, u noe la, my weak point is, IＣＡN'T MAKE MY DECISON !!! .... I'm actually contented with wat I have, but when some one approach me something else i willl feell "hmm.. maybe i should ...." Haiyo, this year so many decision to make de ??? From SingTel to StarMotor to Nuweal ... hahaha

Came in office at 1pm and been bored till 430pm.. haha.. why?? cuz i'm all alone in the office !!! haha.. yes, the whole mgmt are out ... dunnu where they go.. haiz.. alot of time I'm all alone in office de la... but I should enjoy this relax boring time now, cuz nxt mth onwards things are going to be different when we fully operate!!! hahaha....

1 prospect came today and he is Terence Lee aka Yandao Beng ! hahaha... nice to see him here sia, first time seeing him out of rdshow ! muahaha.... He still remb me, he had better do ! hahaha....

oh ya, today StarMotor "move house" le... hehe... We are moving to Mackenzie Car Mart !!! sad to leave Ubi though, but no choice, at times likethis, we have to make our smart move ! We moved but our contacts are still the same !!! Call me if you wanna buy car !!!

HEY, IT'S HALLOWEEN TODAY?!?!?!?! OMG !!! Totally slip out of my mind till i see "things" moving aroud on the street !!!

Wat a Halloween for me this year ! Haizzzzzzzz......

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rush & stunning 30 Oct !

2008-10-31T15:31:00.008+08:00

Had a rush day !!!
Wah... in the office the whole day with "老爸" only... 老哥 went on leave without applying! hahaha... No prospect appointment today, so both of us stayed in the office to do our own things... I was helping 老哥 to rush his prsentation slides... 老爸 suddenly become jealous and say “哇，你不好啦，帮你老哥他们做，没有帮你"老爸" 做！” ... okok, i finish this one, i help u with urs okok.... hehe

The two of us left office early today ! haha.. He went for his appointment at Tuas while i rush to AML to hand over my customer ( Thomas ) car.. wah.. so rush lor, left office abt 630pm. Reach AML abt 720pm, den suppose to meet at CityHall 730pm... but .. I'm late of course...

After handing over the car, i took a cab to Singapore Recreation Club to meet “大嫂”.... But hor... i board a cab of a NEW DRIVER !!! HE DUNNU THE ROAD !!!! *faint* ~~~ He called his frenz to ask him abt the route to my destination... den he sound so impatient to his frenz... haiz... He like so blur lor, somemore din drop me at my destination, he drop me somewhere near and i walk over myself... *argh* ... $12.60 for the journey, yet i ask him to round off to $13 and let me get off la.. hahaha.. he still say i very nice ! hahaha.... ( I jus wanna save the time of him finding his change la!!)

As i walk the underpass to Singapore Recreation Club, I met Fel & Aung !!! haha.. so surprise to see them.. well, we were on the opp. direction of the escalator ! haha... All 3 of us were abit stunned .. haha.. but we were on the escalator, so we jus "hello" and we went... hahaha...

Wah, they were together since Sec 2... wah, abt 7yrs le, still maintain so lovely leh !!! so envy !!! hahaha.... Me leh? Still mantain my singlehood for the past 7yrs !!! hahahaha.. oso maintain rite ??? hahaha

More stunned when i reach the Recreation Club lor, went in the borad den see so many guest, so formally seated at the big meeting table, and 2 man were wearing so many badges on their coat !!! wah , wat is this all abt ??? “大嫂”ask me jus sit there, eat and keep quiet lor.. haha... but i din do so... I end up being their photographer for the nite !!! hahahaha.. ok la, quite special nite for me!!! hahaha.. but i have no photos to show here cuz it's not my camera!!!! hahaha

Nice day to have completed the presentation slides, hand over the car, met Fel & Aung as well as the dunnu wat Royatry Club meeting.. hahaha

This the badge given to me from DISTRICT GOVERNOR !!! hohoho !!!

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updates for Sep - Oct 2008

2008-10-20T19:25:00.010+08:00

woohoo~~~ been really long haha... tis gotta take me so long to upload cuz alot of pics !!! haha

I'll start off with Mummy & her twin's sister bday (early celebration) ~~~ haha... we had our dinner at Wei Yue Seafood Restaurant.. hmmm.. nice food-- black pepper crab ( i prefer chilli though), cereal prawns, fried sotong, coffee pork ribs, special sauce pork ribs ( yes, 2 types of ribs!!), sambal kangkong, sweet&sour fish ~~~ wah !!! wat a feast !!! And a bday cake from me to them !!! haha...

I prepared a surprise for her on her actual day... i order a bouquet of carnations to be delivered to her on her actual day, she received it with surprise and called me up.. BUT, she mistaken it as my bro's gf send her ?!?!?!
MUMMY !!!!! I WROTE MY NAME ON THE CARD !!!! ME, ur DAUGTHER, not ANITA !!! argh !!! hahaha

Super Mum & Mighty Dad !!!

StarMotor company dinner/bonding again !!! haha..This time,we welcome Steven & Evelyn, oso goodbye to me as me trf to another office.. hehe... we had our dinner at Ji Xiang Eating House @ Old Airport Road.. yummy ~~~ den followed by KTV ! big boss Thomas's place - Nite HongKong.But Brem din turn up, his money turned up though !!! haha...

STARMOTOR ~~~

Anthony & Noven

Eileen & Evelyn -- haha..

Steven.Anthony.Jeremy

hoho.. and this ~~~ Honda S2000 !!!! Mr. Keith Tan is the owner!!! WAH !!!! Pearl White S2000, oh, it looks jus so ~~~ yeah, this happy man was so thankful for the whole thing, u can see his excitment all over his face.. THIS IS HIS BDAY PRESENT MIND U !!!! how i wish i have too (-_-)... Happy Bday Keith !!!

Nothing beats this man's bday !!! It's a big event!!! We've planned hard for this surprise.. we booked buffet @ ALPS cafe, gather all his frenz, families & pals... after all the hard planning, the day finally arrives...weee so excited all of us!!! BUT, a bigger SURPRISE for us all, HE FALL SICK & VERY SICK ON THAT DAY !!!! OH NO ~~~
We still manage to trick him there though and he was really surprised by all the people who turned up and the arrangement we made... haha... too bad la, he's sick so he din get to enjoy the food... anyway, he's e man !!! My Dearest Mentor whom i really respect & lookup to !!! If not for him , Eileen Nai will not be who she is today, she'll still be stuck somewhere is e dark not knowing when to shine !!! Thanks to him, who spotted me at pull me out from there.. hahaha...
Happy Birthday Brem. !

Me & my mentor-Brem.

Happy Birthday to u, happy birthday to u, happy birthday to Bremen, happy birthday to u!!!

109 vs Anthony(108)

Sally & Eileen

Agnes ( my shimei) & Eileen

Eileen.Sally.Noven

me& winnie

Looking forward to November ~~~ MUACKSS !!!

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Happy 21st Birthday Jaymie

2008-09-13T01:13:00.018+08:00

It's Jaymie's 21st Birthday celebration !!! oh time flies ~~~ we are 21 le ~~ haha
She hold her party at Sentosa Costa Sand Resort... i nearly lost my way there and i can tell u, Sentosa has got a brand new look !!! i really cant tell it;s e Sentosa i used to go !!! haha....

One thing i muz confess, i went in illegally !!! hahaha.. yes, i went in w/o paying a single cent !!! how did i do it??? No i din hide, i walk in upbright !!! hahaha.... ok, i still tot we would take e Sentosa Bus from Harbour Front, den make our admission payment when we reach Sentosa... haha... so i went on board the bus... nobody check me... and i;m e only person in tt big big bus!!! haha... When i arrive Sentosa, alighted at Beach Carpark.... i phoned Jaymie to see where she actually located... den i just walk in to find... yeah... so i went into Sentosa w/o payment s single cent and i really dunnu why??? haha.. not deliberly okie.. i really dunnu ma...

okie, enuf of the amazing arrival.. haha...

Jaymie hold a BBQ party at the pool side.... Some of my relatives and cousins were there to extend our wishes... Her parents, ( My aunty & uncle) her secondary schoolmates (oso mine), her neighbour (oso mine), her frenz (some i oso noe), her boyfrend (he has got nth to do with me.. haha) were all there... We just sit ard chit chatting, eating... and i busily go ard entertainin the guest who mostly i noe oso.. haha..

Then her cake cutting session and of cos the phototaking session!!!!!! Her parents gave her a really sweet necklace which they put on for her.. haha.. lik she say, really lik she getting marry lik tt.. haha.. her boyfrenz gave her a nice bouquet of red roses, and of cos it goes with a sweet dearly kiss on her cheek !!! oh~~ tt's so sweeettt !!!

The neighbour actually planned to throw her into the pool but her boyfrenz say dun do that so we forgot the idea.. haiz.. haha... Jaymie, thanks Wilfred for saving u , if not u wuld hv been drenched !!! haha

some photos to share ~~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SWEETIE SUGAR HONEY !!!

and oso to her dad whose bday is today!!! Happy Birthday "Gu Zhan" !!! haha.. and yes, i'll see u again on my 21st in Dec !!! haha

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spot my mistake point them out to me !!!!

2008-09-11T22:35:00.003+08:00

mistake spotted again... I'm still no good enuf... haiz.... could it be tt i'm too honest tt i never tot of bargaining with suppliers, or is it just tt i really didn't think for the company, never think of way to help save money for the company???

I nv noe how to bargain, nv noe how to ask ppl to return money to me... tt's y i din do it at work...but tt doesn't mean i nv think for the company leh... i noe i not good enuf but did i do my best? maybe the answer u give is no, no enuf.... haiz...

sometime taking benefits from company or from others can be kind of pressure too... It's like u owe it to someone... even if tt person say no worry, it's ok and it's just a privillege or welfare... but u noe it urself tt u still owe it to tt person, tt flavour... but sometimes, u just find it hard or u cant reject the gesture... it maybe u really cant afford but yet u really desire, or u just cant find reason to reject the gesture... in any cases, i just wan to do my best to repay wat i've been given...

I started to feel stress, i have been givin myself pressure. I noe I've been given alot of opportunity to learn to prove and to be better, but i cant seems to have improved... I start to fear. I've been pinned with high hope, with really good opportunity ahead.. I wan to grab it tight, hold it for long and make it mine.. but am i capable to hold it ? Am i capable to own it???

I wan to be an outstandin person, one who can stand above many... i wan to be someone who can make decision for myself and for others and i mean great decisions.... since young, i nv noe how to make decision, everytime i encounter problems, i would seek help, seek advise from anyone, everyone.. nv once think and solve it myself... this is not the person i wanna be...

Since a kid, i've been taken to compare with others as the weaker one.. the person beside me oways shine... why can't i shine instead??? Dun i have my rays ??? maybe i really lose on the outlook but i really dun think tt will stop my rays ~~~ stop blocking my rays, stop preventin me from shinning !!! It's time i shine ~~~

I wanna be someone good, make my family feel proud of me, enuf of hardship for my parents... I have to be the kind of person i wanna be... am i improving and working towards it ??? i really hope i am... and i'm still workin towards it...

Thanks for pointin me out and guidin me thru ... u guys are the lighthouse of mine... i believe with ur guidness and my preservance... i will make it to who i wanna be !!!!
keep pointin my mistakes to me, i really cant see them myself and really need ur eyes to help me... if u do spot my mistake, pls pls point them out to me and guide me along !!!

I wanna work towards my goal, be the person i wanna be~~~ I WANT I WANT AND I WILL !!!!

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wat will i get?

2008-09-06T23:54:00.002+08:00

Oh lucky Evelyn !!!!

My new colleague Evelyn joined us today...yeah!!! We are bigger now !!! hehe... She used to be our neighbouring sales but now, she's one of us !!! Welcome aboard!!!! She had a really good start today!!! Woo~~~ She closed 2 sales,with the help of Brem, today !!! Wat a lucky first day, I'm happy for her, at least she can prove herself now !!! JiaYou gal !!!! haha... really lucky leh, i still remb last time i only manage to close a sales after 2mths almost 3mths... hahaha ~~~~

And today~~~ i lost a sale.... yes... bye bye to my sales... ('"_"')... so wanna cry... Evelyn closed 2 while i lost my only one.. *****wahhhh wahhhhh soobbbb soobbbb**** not anybody's fault, just that the loan didn't get approved.... But i still pay commission to the person who intro this sales to me... cus i tot he had helped me alot in this case and i think i shuld pay him for tt la.. though i didn't get any commission, i think i wuld feel better if i give him la.. haha... hopefully he can intro more to me nxt time.. hehe

Call Alvin Tan, e aeroplane, today.. wah lao..he nv fail to make my day.. nv fail to make me luff head off.. hahaha... wanted to arrange a day to meet my Kor Kor Vincent to discuss abt work but he make me luff till hor.. hahaha... he said i made his day again, well, i guess it's e other way round! hahaha

I feel so dilema abt the word L.O.V.E.... it a word that can make someone smile and also a word which can make someone cry over~~~~ wat exactly is LOVE??? I so wanna be in love, to have someonewith u, showing u love care concern. And someone who u can confide to, luff and cry together, accompany u thru out... But on e other hand, I've seen love which make someone so miserable over it, cry over it, hate over it... It make me wanna love yet fear to love... Haiz...

Fews days ago, my galfrenz shared with me on her miserable relationship, she cried thru out the nite... I feared relationship then... Today, I see a man happy toking abt his galfrenz, wearing a very very sweet smile while sharing.... I so looked forward to a relationship....

A coin has 2 side, so is relationship... which side will i get??? wait paitently n the answer will be out someday....
Will i ever get loved? wuld it be smile (^0^) or a misery ('''-_-''')????

Anyway, congrate to Evelyn for a great beginner start, Thank u Alvin for makin my day and... awaiting a love which make me smile (^o^)

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3rd driving lesson...

2008-09-06T01:31:00.003+08:00

My 3rd lesson...hahaha... i guess i didnt do well lor.. haha... 'zi chia' many times today .. the most times ever..., hahaha... maybe cuz today in main road and lots of car, slow traffic, plus me coordination no good.. ahaha... hey, tt made up to alot of prob sia ! haha

ok la, not tt bad afterall la.. i told my instructor today i very bad, but he say no la, cuz wat we learn today is very difficult de, for a 3rd time driving, it's ok.. cannot day good or bad now, only when 10 lessons later den can tell de.. haha... hooo.. thx arh!!!but he very relaxtoday, he was plucking his beard while i drive.. haha

and i jus drive n drive till i dun even noe where am i... only to find the road name Aljunied, paya lebar and i spotted SingPost Centre.. haha... the industrial park is horrible place to drive.. haha... i guess i distruted alot of big vehicles today.. hahaha

i will be better with more practise okie !!!

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gals,dun cry !

2008-09-05T01:03:00.002+08:00

Oh my poor gal, dun cry..not worth crying for such a man!!! My heart sunk when u called me at 4am in e morning crying ur heart out.... oh gal, if it's really has to be over, let it go, dun be 'bu gan yuan', dun be filled with hatred...

If he no longer deserve ur love, let go... the longer u hold on, the more u will be hurt.. chosse the path u feel best for u... Love can me no ration, no right no wrong answer.. if u think u can still entrust ur happiness to him, he can be forgiven and worth a second chance, u noe u will be happy with him, let carry on... if not, let it go..Folow wat ur heart tells u...

Dun cry gal, a man shuld not let a gal cry this way.. shuld not let a gal travel to his place at 2am in the morning to give him a piece of mind, to cry her heart out in front of him and yet kena a attitute reply...

Gal, it's not worth it... Be the happy & cheerful gal soon again !!!
remember, shuld u need a listen hear, a shoulder, i'm jus a phone call away !!!

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different path from u

2008-09-04T00:02:00.002+08:00

hmm... intruder is still intruding my dreamland.. haha ~~~ well, dun bother abt it.. cuz it's just dream..

Wah, can't believe it, COE dropped like some maddness thing !!! Cat A is only $9,501 !!!! OMG, eye dropped !!! Sell more car, more car, tml till Monday got Rdshow @ AML Atrium, sell sell sell sell !!!

Haiz, why am i still kind of no life sia? i mean no social life, still working working working.. the people i hang out with colleagues, customers, hahaha.... the people i hanbg out with is so different from those my frenz of same age hang out with.. haha They gather to seek fun, while i gather with these people to gain knowledge.. haha..

Had been into this kind of life since the day i left school, joining the working life... everytime when frenz ask me: " u not sian arh ? so young but nv go out for all those fun, oways work and hang out woth those overage, u not sian arh ?"

well, i felt so sad when i heard these comment from my frenz last time.. really thought to myself, i really wastin my time, wasting my youth, nv enjoy my life during youth ? Really envy my frenz who can enjoy their life everyday.. go shopping, movie, ktv, makan, dating... but i only hav work, meeting, work, meeting.. hardly shop, seldom movie, didnt ktv, no dating... hahaha

thinking back, thinking again... yes, i may hav lose the most precious moment of my life - youth, but i gain alot more than my frenz.. alot of lives experiences, office polictics, human interation, life skills... hahaha.. ok, u might find me crappy.. but i began to like my life...

so now i wanna say this again ~~~
Frenz, dun worry about me, i know my life is so different from all of u, different lifestyle but i'm sure i never regret this path i choose.. though very different from all of u.. but i noe i can do it and for so long, i think i'm handling well.... I have great Mentors guiding me through, and i'm learning alot alot.. a tough n hard journey but i am doing well with this ! I wanna achieve something in my life..I wanna achieve my goal as soon as i can !!!

frenz, jiayou for me okie!!!

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can man be trused?

2008-09-02T00:52:00.004+08:00

cut my hair short short le.. but that doesn't get rid of the thing that has been botherin me !!! Ya, him him him !!!! Cant get rid ~~ WHY???

It's been so long le, nv contact, nv think, nv mention, but all of a sudden, he jus appear in my dream again!!! I dun feel lik draggin anymore, but it's not within my control.. what is happening to me??? I dunnu since when he intruded my life... I dunnu how it started, how he affect me... I tot it was just a moment of crush... as time goes by things will go back to normal, especially when we have so little contact or even no contact till some rare occassion...

Whenever the thought of a relation, he will be the one who came to my mind.. But does this explain my feeling for him? I dun think this is the way to explain rite? haha...

So many love stories happened around me, some give me the hope that true love do exist in this world, true man do exist for woman to entrust their life & love. Man who truely love their one & only woman whole heartedly... but there's stories of so many unhappy relationships, those of man who left their woman for another. Those who took woman as toys, just toyin them and left after they had enuf fun...

Can man still be trusted? Man, can u still be trusted? Can woman still dream of having a 'happily ever after' relationship? Can my dream go on?

Sometime, i just feel so lonely, really envy those who are in relationship, having their boy or gal who keep them accompany... seeing the husbands who dote on their wifes so much, the girlfriend who love their boy so much, so sweet to them... I oso longed for one who can keep me company from those loneliness...

But on a 2nd thoughts of those unhappy ones... Man who dump their gal, who toy around with other gals, man who two time....

I really asked myself, can the person in my mind be trusted? even though there is really nothing between us, and i dun think there will be, but i just come to think of it... Can he be trusted? Can man still be trusted???

~~~muffins watchie~~~

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Some Aug updates

2008-08-31T22:19:00.006+08:00

woo... been so long... so many things happened~~~~ oso dunnu what to update liao... hahaha

Passed my Final Theory on 8th Aug ~~~ now starting my driving lesson... haha.. after a 2 years delay, i'm finally on my way to a driving license.. muhaha... make sure i clear it one shot !!! No money nor time to waste !

hmmm.... 10th Aug Cousin Kelly's 18th Bday ! haha.. it was cousin William's bday too... It create a chance for the family to gather together at her condo for a BBQ...well, only a small part of the family attended, better than none, afterall her bond with them is not as good as me.. hahaha

Beside the happy events, something bad happen to one of my galfrenz... Her BF cheated on her, he two timed her... I'm really lost at word when she told me that, she is really upset and hated his BF. How can he do that to her? After so many years (2 years plus i guess), how can he do that ? Are guys nowadays all so unfaithful ? Is there really no more faithful man in this world?

Why is there oways stories of these unfaithful guys around me? 2 of my uncles did the same

thing despite years of marriage and a having a wonderful family. How can they be so heartless to hurt the woman who loved them whole heartedly and after so much effort to bore them kids and bringing the family, the home?

Though there are stories of loving couples even after half a centries of marriage together... but i still felt so unsecure with man now.. can man still be trusted? can we woman entrust onr happiness to man?

I longed to be in love, but can i still hold on to those wonderful hope?

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tensed... relax...

2008-07-13T00:31:00.009+08:00

Things weren't as smooth as i want it to be... still lots of hiccups... Just yday, handing a car over to my customer, but hiccups... the polishing man culdn't make it at the very last min, adn i wasnt inform... can only arrange for the next day... Though my customer super nice for dun mind the car not polish yet, dun mind tml can polish but i jus feel bad... And when my boss is back, he found out and gave me a pcs of mind y din i find a remedy for it...well, i should say y din i find a better remedy to solve the prob better? Yes, i truely understand wat i have done which is so not up to standard this time... Though i was scolded till i almost burst into tears but i noe he is teaching me hence he scold...

Too be frank, i had realise that my boss had been very strict to me since the day i join him... Very strict to me and i get the loudest and harsh-est scolding... at first i really dun understand why i get all these, other got lighter ones.... Slowly i realise, he meant me well. He wan me to learn, to learn more and to be better than others, hence he is so harsh to me... "真话刺耳"... this is the reason... i really din put it to heart and i really appreciate it.. though realy upset and scare at tt very moment la... Gd thing is he draw line very clearly, after scoldin and make me understand e reason, he will relax and back to normal tok or crack joke...

Too tensed up today le...but i'm lucky to have bunches of frenz ard me.. met up with my WLNY neighbours !!! wahaha... met them at sakae sushi ... cant believe they already had 35 plate before i arrived... OMG!!! at the end of the session..40 plates !!! WOW!!!

40 plates caused this effect~~~

fight vs harmony

sushi gang...

we den head for the long bridge walk ~~~ haha... QiXian drove us up to Telok Blangah Hill Park & start our walk to conquer 1 of the bridge... upon reaching the carpark ... there's this car park at e corner --- "in action".. hahaha.. u got wat i mean ?? yes.."in action".. aiyo, so shy la ...

ready to go~~~

haha... we had so much fun thur out the 1.3km walk... haha.. crack lame jokes, took photos... hahaha... tt's e fun part... tried diff angel, diff function of e camera, diff position, finding the right timing to capture the perfect 'star jump' (which we still fail.. haiz)... thanks to them, i finally had a break out of my rather tensed week ... thx guys !!!

prepare to jump!

Failed ...

From sitting to lying down....

at the other end...

beautiful lightsss...

time for mediation...full moon!!!

best way to relax ur muscle cramp.. ahahha

see, satisfied with e result...

ok...tt's enuf... we shall conquer the other bridges soon...

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little update...

2008-07-10T20:10:00.005+08:00

had been quite a long week for me... haha...

at work, same thing la, everyday is a learning day, made mistake, kena lecture abit, learn from it .. haha... tt's work, wat can i say... Most impt,like wat my boss say, it's ok to make mistake but dun repeat the same mistake.

" a saint make mistake, learn & nv repeat it, a fool made mistake but keep repeating it ... "

And there's one thing i have to learn... Refrain from saying " I don't know " ... hahaha.... I'm still tryin hard on this ....

how abt wkn ??? hmm.. this wkn wasn't a bad one.. haha

On Sat, went to office with some Portugues Eggtart for my colleague den meet Peter to Stanley's place... His 2nd son full mth buffet !!! There goes my $$$ --- Ang Pao !!! haha..

Sun, went to Furama hotel to see their event room & grand ballroom... happen to see a couple holding their wedding lunch... so sweet leh ~~~

In the evening, met my dear JiaHui !!!! Oh i miss her so much & she is finally back from Australia for a short vacation... We had so much crap & so much to chat about... hahaha... Time & distance is no barrier to our friendship... hahaha... tt's so great !!! Alex joined us at a later timing... hahaha... so long din see him too ... the last time was~~~ let me think..... LAST YEAR !!!! yes, LAST YEAR when JiaHui was back, and we met for dinner @ Clementi Kopitiam~~~ wah... wonder if our next meeting is NEXT YEAR again ??? haha.. No la, i told them die die muz meet up on my 21st bday liao !!! He gotta listen to me, cuz I'm his ah ma (grandma).. haha... sorry, still no ah gong .. hahaha

when will we meet again ????

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Small Eye See The WORLD

Happening in Nov Dec...

Need to lose FATSSS!!

Goodbye Genius~

The Legend ~

再见！

我比想像中爱你 - JS

bo bee bo bee plsss....

Final Farewell - Goodbye Cek Gong!

sickness is horrible!

2 years ago, 2 years later today

Happy 2011 !!!

Drained ~~~

Work Hard vs Hard Work

If I bid goodbye~ REGRETS

Farewell ~

R.I.P My dear frenz ~ Li Li

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解脱 - 3 years of hoping, waiting, dreaming

Lame ~~~

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leads of 3 years... OMG~

Teacher Vikki's 1st day!

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oh Desiree darling !!!

Botak Bingsandra !!!

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Loves

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Mummy, It's March ALREADY !!!

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I'm so HOT !!!

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4days n counting

Sec sch memories...

Ouchie ~~~

Painful !!!

leave a smile for e nxt day!

when the hearts no longer beat as one...

A rainbow 4 baby bro's bday !

I can make my decision !!!

MoOo~~~Here comes e CoW !!!!

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