3rd driving lesson...

My 3rd lesson...hahaha... i guess i didnt do well lor.. haha... 'zi chia' many times today .. the most times ever..., hahaha... maybe cuz today in main road and lots of car, slow traffic, plus me coordination no good.. ahaha... hey, tt made up to alot of prob sia ! haha

ok la, not tt bad afterall la.. i told my instructor today i very bad, but he say no la, cuz wat we learn today is very difficult de, for a 3rd time driving, it's ok.. cannot day good or bad now, only when 10 lessons later den can tell de.. haha... hooo.. thx arh!!!but he very relaxtoday, he was plucking his beard while i drive.. haha

and i jus drive n drive till i dun even noe where am i... only to find the road name Aljunied, paya lebar and i spotted SingPost Centre.. haha... the industrial park is horrible place to drive.. haha... i guess i distruted alot of big vehicles today.. hahaha

i will be better with more practise okie !!!

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gals,dun cry !

Oh my poor gal, dun cry..not worth crying for such a man!!! My heart sunk when u called me at 4am in e morning crying ur heart out.... oh gal, if it's really has to be over, let it go, dun be 'bu gan yuan', dun be filled with hatred...

If he no longer deserve ur love, let go... the longer u hold on, the more u will be hurt.. chosse the path u feel best for u... Love can me no ration, no right no wrong answer.. if u think u can still entrust ur happiness to him, he can be forgiven and worth a second chance, u noe u will be happy with him, let carry on... if not, let it go..Folow wat ur heart tells u...

Dun cry gal, a man shuld not let a gal cry this way.. shuld not let a gal travel to his place at 2am in the morning to give him a piece of mind, to cry her heart out in front of him and yet kena a attitute reply...

Gal, it's not worth it... Be the happy & cheerful gal soon again !!!
remember, shuld u need a listen hear, a shoulder, i'm jus a phone call away !!!

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different path from u

hmm... intruder is still intruding my dreamland.. haha ~~~ well, dun bother abt it.. cuz it's just dream..


Wah, can't believe it, COE dropped like some maddness thing !!! Cat A is only $9,501 !!!! OMG, eye dropped !!! Sell more car, more car, tml till Monday got Rdshow @ AML Atrium, sell sell sell sell !!!

Haiz, why am i still kind of no life sia? i mean no social life, still working working working.. the people i hang out with colleagues, customers, hahaha.... the people i hanbg out with is so different from those my frenz of same age hang out with.. haha They gather to seek fun, while i gather with these people to gain knowledge.. haha..

Had been into this kind of life since the day i left school, joining the working life... everytime when frenz ask me: " u not sian arh ? so young but nv go out for all those fun, oways work and hang out woth those overage, u not sian arh ?"

well, i felt so sad when i heard these comment from my frenz last time.. really thought to myself, i really wastin my time, wasting my youth, nv enjoy my life during youth ? Really envy my frenz who can enjoy their life everyday.. go shopping, movie, ktv, makan, dating... but i only hav work, meeting, work, meeting.. hardly shop, seldom movie, didnt ktv, no dating... hahaha

thinking back, thinking again... yes, i may hav lose the most precious moment of my life - youth, but i gain alot more than my frenz.. alot of lives experiences, office polictics, human interation, life skills... hahaha.. ok, u might find me crappy.. but i began to like my life...

so now i wanna say this again ~~~
Frenz, dun worry about me, i know my life is so different from all of u, different lifestyle but i'm sure i never regret this path i choose.. though very different from all of u.. but i noe i can do it and for so long, i think i'm handling well.... I have great Mentors guiding me through, and i'm learning alot alot.. a tough n hard journey but i am doing well with this ! I wanna achieve something in my life..I wanna achieve my goal as soon as i can !!!

frenz, jiayou for me okie!!!





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can man be trused?

cut my hair short short le.. but that doesn't get rid of the thing that has been botherin me !!! Ya, him him him !!!! Cant get rid ~~ WHY???

It's been so long le, nv contact, nv think, nv mention, but all of a sudden, he jus appear in my dream again!!! I dun feel lik draggin anymore, but it's not within my control.. what is happening to me??? I dunnu since when he intruded my life... I dunnu how it started, how he affect me... I tot it was just a moment of crush... as time goes by things will go back to normal, especially when we have so little contact or even no contact till some rare occassion...

Whenever the thought of a relation, he will be the one who came to my mind.. But does this explain my feeling for him? I dun think this is the way to explain rite? haha...

So many love stories happened around me, some give me the hope that true love do exist in this world, true man do exist for woman to entrust their life & love. Man who truely love their one & only woman whole heartedly... but there's stories of so many unhappy relationships, those of man who left their woman for another. Those who took woman as toys, just toyin them and left after they had enuf fun...

Can man still be trusted? Man, can u still be trusted? Can woman still dream of having a 'happily ever after' relationship? Can my dream go on?

Sometime, i just feel so lonely, really envy those who are in relationship, having their boy or gal who keep them accompany... seeing the husbands who dote on their wifes so much, the girlfriend who love their boy so much, so sweet to them... I oso longed for one who can keep me company from those loneliness...

But on a 2nd thoughts of those unhappy ones... Man who dump their gal, who toy around with other gals, man who two time....

I really asked myself, can the person in my mind be trusted? even though there is really nothing between us, and i dun think there will be, but i just come to think of it... Can he be trusted? Can man still be trusted???

~~~muffins watchie~~~

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Some Aug updates

woo... been so long... so many things happened~~~~ oso dunnu what to update liao... hahaha

Passed my Final Theory on 8th Aug ~~~ now starting my driving lesson... haha.. after a 2 years delay, i'm finally on my way to a driving license.. muhaha... make sure i clear it one shot !!! No money nor time to waste !

hmmm.... 10th Aug Cousin Kelly's 18th Bday ! haha.. it was cousin William's bday too... It create a chance for the family to gather together at her condo for a BBQ...well, only a small part of the family attended, better than none, afterall her bond with them is not as good as me.. hahaha

















































































Beside the happy events, something bad happen to one of my galfrenz... Her BF cheated on her, he two timed her... I'm really lost at word when she told me that, she is really upset and hated his BF. How can he do that to her? After so many years (2 years plus i guess), how can he do that ? Are guys nowadays all so unfaithful ? Is there really no more faithful man in this world?

Why is there oways stories of these unfaithful guys around me? 2 of my uncles did the same

thing despite years of marriage and a having a wonderful family. How can they be so heartless to hurt the woman who loved them whole heartedly and after so much effort to bore them kids and bringing the family, the home?

Though there are stories of loving couples even after half a centries of marriage together... but i still felt so unsecure with man now.. can man still be trusted? can we woman entrust onr happiness to man?

I longed to be in love, but can i still hold on to those wonderful hope?


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tensed... relax...

Things weren't as smooth as i want it to be... still lots of hiccups... Just yday, handing a car over to my customer, but hiccups... the polishing man culdn't make it at the very last min, adn i wasnt inform... can only arrange for the next day... Though my customer super nice for dun mind the car not polish yet, dun mind tml can polish but i jus feel bad... And when my boss is back, he found out and gave me a pcs of mind y din i find a remedy for it...well, i should say y din i find a better remedy to solve the prob better? Yes, i truely understand wat i have done which is so not up to standard this time... Though i was scolded till i almost burst into tears but i noe he is teaching me hence he scold...

Too be frank, i had realise that my boss had been very strict to me since the day i join him... Very strict to me and i get the loudest and harsh-est scolding... at first i really dun understand why i get all these, other got lighter ones.... Slowly i realise, he meant me well. He wan me to learn, to learn more and to be better than others, hence he is so harsh to me... "真话刺耳"... this is the reason... i really din put it to heart and i really appreciate it.. though realy upset and scare at tt very moment la... Gd thing is he draw line very clearly, after scoldin and make me understand e reason, he will relax and back to normal tok or crack joke...

Too tensed up today le...but i'm lucky to have bunches of frenz ard me.. met up with my WLNY neighbours !!! wahaha... met them at sakae sushi ... cant believe they already had 35 plate before i arrived... OMG!!! at the end of the session..40 plates !!! WOW!!!

40 plates caused this effect~~~

fight vs harmony

sushi gang...

we den head for the long bridge walk ~~~ haha... QiXian drove us up to Telok Blangah Hill Park & start our walk to conquer 1 of the bridge... upon reaching the carpark ... there's this car park at e corner --- "in action".. hahaha.. u got wat i mean ?? yes.."in action".. aiyo, so shy la ...

ready to go~~~

haha... we had so much fun thur out the 1.3km walk... haha.. crack lame jokes, took photos... hahaha... tt's e fun part... tried diff angel, diff function of e camera, diff position, finding the right timing to capture the perfect 'star jump' (which we still fail.. haiz)... thanks to them, i finally had a break out of my rather tensed week ... thx guys !!!

prepare to jump!

Failed ...

From sitting to lying down....

at the other end...

beautiful lightsss...

time for mediation...full moon!!!

best way to relax ur muscle cramp.. ahahha

see, satisfied with e result...

ok...tt's enuf... we shall conquer the other bridges soon...

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little update...

had been quite a long week for me... haha...

at work, same thing la, everyday is a learning day, made mistake, kena lecture abit, learn from it .. haha... tt's work, wat can i say... Most impt,like wat my boss say, it's ok to make mistake but dun repeat the same mistake.


" a saint make mistake, learn & nv repeat it, a fool made mistake but keep repeating it ... "


And there's one thing i have to learn... Refrain from saying " I don't know " ... hahaha.... I'm still tryin hard on this ....

how abt wkn ??? hmm.. this wkn wasn't a bad one.. haha

On Sat, went to office with some Portugues Eggtart for my colleague den meet Peter to Stanley's place... His 2nd son full mth buffet !!! There goes my $$$ --- Ang Pao !!! haha..

Sun, went to Furama hotel to see their event room & grand ballroom... happen to see a couple holding their wedding lunch... so sweet leh ~~~

In the evening, met my dear JiaHui !!!! Oh i miss her so much & she is finally back from Australia for a short vacation... We had so much crap & so much to chat about... hahaha... Time & distance is no barrier to our friendship... hahaha... tt's so great !!! Alex joined us at a later timing... hahaha... so long din see him too ... the last time was~~~ let me think..... LAST YEAR !!!! yes, LAST YEAR when JiaHui was back, and we met for dinner @ Clementi Kopitiam~~~ wah... wonder if our next meeting is NEXT YEAR again ??? haha.. No la, i told them die die muz meet up on my 21st bday liao !!! He gotta listen to me, cuz I'm his ah ma (grandma).. haha... sorry, still no ah gong .. hahaha

when will we meet again ????

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