when the hearts no longer beat as one...

8 hearts beating as one, for one goal, one dream... It wasn't a good ending... The bad economy changed the things... It's now in bad shape.. Dishearted ones are opting out, giving up... Left with e few who still hold on to the goal and dream, but to fulfil this goal, it's not easy... Debts to clear, re-organisation to be done, how to re-build the confidents of everyone, how to turn the negative figure to positive....

I was kept in the dark when all these happened till someone sounded me... I very much wanted to help... very much wanted to carry on this goal but what can i do? I dun have the money to invest... and to be frank, i have yet to receive offical news from the head abt these happenings...

What's next? what's e new direction?

Thought i have a backup route for myself, but i really dun wish to give up here... afterall i been thru all the process, from the 1st stage planning till now the bad shape...

Any direction for me??? Had been having insomia these days... i cant sleep and am falling sick again... HOW?

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A rainbow 4 baby bro's bday !

RAINBOW !!! ~~~ shouted my TATA MEI ! ....

Saw a really lovely rainbow clearly across e orange sky!!! So beautiful ~~~~

Went for facial today and had my very first face threading... woo~~~ tot it would be really painful, but it was bearable for me !!! hehe... BRAVE ??? TORLERANCE!!! hahaha

Happy Bday Baby Bro Kiang !!! 14 yrs old liao, be more guai ya !!!

2 bday cakes for him, 2 bday pressies...Hope he's happy with them !!! Happy Bday my dearie!!!

(Stupid, why cant the photos be uploaded???)

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I can make my decision !!!

CNY is offically over... a new year is here, and new decisions are to be made...

I cant make up my mind. I'm offer a job by 2 different person, different company. Both offer the same thing for me, job details same... Everything same... Now the thing is, 1 is my frenz who has followed up with me on this job for more than half a year while the other is my aunty who offer me this job only in Dec.

I see the potential and the future of this career but i can't decide who to join. Either party I choose, I will let the other one down. I wanna do the job, be in the career, I wanted a chance to strive a bright future, now that I have 2 opportunity, which one shuld i go for?

Both have shown me their sincerely in approaching me, i felt their sincerely and trueness... Now everything is not important, most important is MY DECISION !!!

I really am happy and glad that they see the potential in me and identify me as someone who can do it. But I can only choose 1 and show my graditute to in action...

Argh ~~~ I really have no clue how to decide... I cant please both, I don't wanna let anyone down, but I oso dun wanna give up this opportunity.

how How HOW??????????

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MoOo~~~Here comes e CoW !!!!

Can u hear it ??? ~~~ MoOooOo~~~ The CoW has arrived!!!!

Yeah !!!! Yet another year past in a blink of an eye, how fast !!!

Lunar New Year is the BIG DAY all chinese love and had been waiting for the whole year. Since it's such a wonderful day for all, everyone started preparation since a month before CNY!!!

haha.. As for me, well, my parents sell fruits in the market, so pre-CNY is the busiest time of all... Everyday will end really late. The most fun time & the favourite time of mine is the Eve of CNY Eve (the lunar 29th). On this day, the wet market will operates 24hrs, this is a tradition.

With no exception, I stayed in the market overnite (more than 24hrs) every year to help my parents.. Well, in fact, i willchase them home to sleep while me & my bros will take care of the store.. Thankfully this yr we hav 2 more helpers-- Cousin William & Winnie! hehe I stayed in the morning since lunar 29th morning 830am till CNY eve (e nxt day) 330pm.. den i really cannot take it liao, close shop, go home, bathe & SLEEP !!!! hahaha.. will only wake up @7pm for reunion dinner! muahaha..

CNY day 1, All my relatives will gather @ my home for visiting and stayed for dinner. Everyday, we will prepare 3 tables of steamboats ( 1 is teppanyanki) for our relatives to enjoy! This year happen to be 2nd Uncle's bday oso, so i bought a little cake for him. Everyone sang him the bday song & he'sso happy! After my relatives left, my younger bro's frenz all came.. they continue with another round of steamboat till dawn!!!.. This year was extremely crowded!!!! haha

CNY Day 2, all of us will 'relocate' to my 2nd Aunty's home for e same thing.. hehe

CNY day 4, i invited some of my frenz to my home again for steamboat and "lou hei"!!! Huat arh!!!

CNY day 6 was Heng Kang in office... "Lou Hei", take ang paos, lucky draw, phototaking, casino... lolz...

CNY day 7,was invited to Aunty Regina's place (4th uncle)for gathering... This is the first time i went to their place @ East Coast, Telok Kurau...It's a 3 storey big house! WOW!!! 4th Uncle give me 10yrs to show him my house like his! haha.. I will, but dun have to wait for 10 years!!!! hahahaha.... I will work very very hard !!!

Tt's CNY sensation for 2009!!! Well, the new year is not over yet!!!
Huat arh ~~~ MoOo ~~~ !!!

Day 1 @ home

































































































































Day 4 @ home with frenz

Day 7 @ Aunty Regina & 4th Uncle's house

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I turned 21 before the end of 2008 !!!

Happy New Year everyone !!! woohoo ~~~ it's 2009 already OMG !!!

The last thing i celebrated for 2008 was my 21st bday !!! haha.. Though tt ended year 2008 but it marks the begining of my 21 year old, my adulthood !!! hahaaaaa....

I had a really wonderful 21st bday party at home - my private chalet.. haha... Had intented to book a chalet but it was really too expensive due to the super peak period hence i make do with my home... haha.. but i guess it wasn't bad at all.. My Home is jus like a chalet, jus tt there's not room for over nights la.. haha

I had the party held in my backyard. Thanks to some of my relatives who helped me decorate my backyard and of cos my mighty dad who is the orrh - jjian man for the night !!! Yummy orh jian !!! Thanks Dad!

I had my backyard FULL OF PEOPLE !!! OMG ~~~ I'm really really happy that most of them attended..almost half of the invited din make it for my party but my backyard already damm full & packed.. hahaha.... BIG THANK YOU EVERYONE !!!

now let the pictures do the saying :











































Super Mummy & Mighty Daddy













Wonderful Family












My Twin Aunty & family














Eldest Aunty & family













2nd Uncle & Aunty













5th Uncle & Aunty













Cousin Patrick & wife (3rd Uncle family)

















Cousin Derek (4th Uncle & family)














3rd Aunty













Little Aunty & Uncle













My Ah Cek


















My Lao Sim














Quest

Males Cousins (partial)

Female Cousins (Partial)

Childhood Frenz

Neighbours

Colleagues & Frenz

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Zann Zann's BIG ONE ~~ cum my rehersal 21 ~~

Chalet @ Aloha Changi 13/12/08 - 14/12/08..
Occassion : Baby Zann's 1st bday !!!

Baby Zann celebrates his BIG ONE ~~~ woohoo... Zann Zann grown up le ~~~ SoOo cute !!!.. I love his big round eyes, and his sweet sweet simle with the deep deep dimples !!! oOooOo ~~~

Tennan & wife muz have spent so much time & effort in organising & preparing this special day for Zann Zann ! The chalet was at Aloha Changi - Fairy point 6.. wooo so far ~~~ Lucky Lao Ba fetch me there.. and hor, he tried to show me the way from my place to there and tell me dun go the wrong route, if not gotta make one big U-turn from Airport... haha.. Guess wat??? He really go the wrong route ! He missed a turn !!! hahaha... but he say cuz he wanted to show me if i go wrong route, how to U-turn back... but after U-turn, he turn in to the other road too early.. WRONG again .. ALAMAK !!! Then he got abit stressed, wound down the window & pop a crigrattee.. hahahaha... But we still manage to reach our destination !!!

When we arrive, we saw tis big big wall board with 4 spot lights shinning to it... It's a BIG wall of Zann Zann !!! CoOl !!! When i look closer, it's form up by many small pics of Zann... wah !!! I oso wan leh !!! hehehe... The party was really fun & GRAND !!!

Happy BIG ONE Zann Zann my cutie sweetie !!! And boy, your cake cost $500++ ~~~ Fortunate boy leh u !!!

Cool rite ?!?!.. the whole wallpaper formed by Zann Zann's small pics !!!















Tennan - Zann's dadi















Sophia - Zann's Mumi















Me with Zann Zann BIG WALL~

The $500++ cake was worthwhile as it can be recycle !!! YES! RECYCLE !!! hahaha.. How??? The people could not finish the big cake, hence has half of it leftover for the next day.... And when we went back the next day for BBQ, they took out the cake, it still look presentable from one angle... den they use it as my advance Bday cake.. haha.. they call it a rehersal for me...

Tennan lighted the candles for me and everyone clapped and sang Happy Bday song for me.. They sang it again & again for 3 times... so paisei, cuz got many people dunnu de ma... but bo bian, blow candle 3 times oso.. hahaha.. Thank u thank u !!! I annouce the celebration on 27th is CANCELLED !!! hahaha.. NO LA ~~ JOKING ~~ It's still on... PLS TURN UP !!!! hahaha

err.. still muz say " SORRY ZANN ZANN, I USED YOUR CAKE !!! " hehe... but hor, $500++ leh, we share share use la.. hehehe

Zann ZAnn's Dad light the candle for me ~~

This is SoOoOo paisei ~~~ everyone sang Happy Bday to me 3 times !!! OMG ~

Me "act" cutting the "re-used" cake... I'm environmental friendly! hehe

Da Sao & Kor Kor

Family Protrait.. haha.. Kor Kor, Me, Lao Ba

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Hari Raya Haji outing ~~~

Dec 8, 2008 - Hari Raya Haji...

was invited to Kor Kor's church picnic @ East Coast Park... Had a deal with Da Sao & Angela to roller blade there... 2 things diasppointed me...
1. Angela put me plane at the very last min... she's not going...
2. IT RAINED ~~~ boohoo ~~~

Lao Ba came to fetch me from home.. and it started to rain.... so sad :( When we reached East Coast Park, still raining ~~~ And Kor Kor was not there yet.. So the hungry "Father" brought the hungry "Daughter" to MacDonald for breakfast while waiting for the rest... haha....

The MacDonald so fully packed ~~~ guess it's due to the rain bah.... We found a counter seat and sat there for our breakfast... La Ba said: " Haiz, 带女儿出来就是这么麻烦的啦！！！"... wei.. where got???? I behave myself de hor !!! hahaha....

When Kor Kor called, we realise we were too far from the actual spot, so we hop on to the car and drove there... haha... dun nid to walk so far in the rain...
REACHED... coincidentally, i saw Roland - prev. from Hock Kon Tradin-AML... He had a koisk there?!?!?!.. Had a chat with him while the rest joined the big group.. hehe

Sianz la, keep raining, I bring my blade for nth... :'(
More sadden-ing thing ~~~ Kor Kor's maid mistook me as Lao Ba's wife !!!! hello ~~ Do i look too old or Lao Ba look too young???? ***faint*** DAughter not wife !!!! ALAMAK !!!! nxt time i muz wear more cute liao la.. hahaha...

See the pictures, which angel do i look like e wife????

Me, 老爸，大嫂，老哥

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