The Legend ~

Was so excited about havin my leave approved to attend the Ex-QTSS Badminton School Team Gathering!!! Went on to QTSS website to have a look... and I saw this!



a closer look...


Yes, the QUEST BAdminton Legend - Wynn Li!!! OMG! Wat on earth is his picture doing on the PE dept page? Is he a teacher in QTSS now??? Goodness!!!

First met him during my Sec 1 Orientation Camp, he was a senior from Sec 3, my group I/C, taking care of my group...He was really fun to be with.. I joined Badminton team later to form the 1st batch of girls team in Quest. He was the captian of the boys team then and he played really well, excellent!!!

Well, but since he is already in Sec 3, already preparing for his O Level hence attend little training den (den again, he dun nid to attend training oso la, he's too good liao!)

But whenever he appear, wow, he's like the god! everyone see him like worship him~~~ I saw his game, the movement, the way he played, esp. his jump smash! OMG!!!

Was just toking about him during last week badminton session with Leslie and Connie, and I saw this picture on the website!

Stunning, he still look so young?!?! Wonder how's his skills are now? (He used to be Top 16 of Singapore Pliot Pen Cup!) hmmm...

So looking forward to our badminton gathering! If only we could get him to join us and have a good game with him :)

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再见！

一切都结束了！真的结束了！

也许一开始就是个错，也许根本就没开始。。。不管是什么，这一切都已成为我身命中最重要，也最难忘的一段故事。

曾经充满怀疑，曾经充满期待，曾经充满希望，曾经充满欢笑。所有的曾经，最终还是曾经，并没成真.我以为真的会有美梦成真，会有王子和灰姑娘的故事。原来现实并非如此。。。

那么多年了，我以为我会等到，以为我们会有发展，但最终还是没有。我以为我放下了，放弃了，想通了，看开了，但原来我没有。你一直都在。。。

今天，我明白了，我一直都没放弃过你，没忘记过。可是也在今天，我不得不放弃，忘记，想通。。。因为你已属于另一个人。那个幸运者不是我。。。

虽让无奈，还是要必须放下你。。。不过，我不能答应我会忘了你，因为你已深深的住进我心里的某一个角落。我会试着努力的把你放下。。。

祝福你和你刚新婚的妻子。。。



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我比想像中爱你 - JS

不知道怎么了，再fb“闲恍”就来到“他”的page.既然来了就看看咯。怎么知道...有一张照片出现在我眼前-一张婚纱照！！！不是吧？？？他要结婚了？？？

瞬间我愣住了！心中有一股酸，眼泪不禁流下。。。 原来他一直没从我心中离开，原来他在我心中的地位比我想象中的还要重。。。原来我一直没放下。。。原来。。。

http://youtu.be/Huv8ilMkSCM


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bo bee bo bee plsss....

New Year doesnt seems good for Ah Cek & Family... 1st, Cek Gong left, den Ah Cek got a mild stroke suddenly, follow by Kean Boy having fever for a week.... OMG!

Dear Deity,
pls kindly bo bi Ah Cek & Family... Went to visit them today, can feel how worry & upset Lao Sim is... Husband gone, Son had a stroke, Grandson fever... She cant take it, really cant... Pls give them e strength and may the bad goes and good stays...



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Final Farewell - Goodbye Cek Gong!

He's gone... forever~~~

The man whom watch me grow up, who fed me with lots of yummy fishballs, who I called "Cek Gong" -- Gone forever...

Cek Gong passed away on 26 Jan, 3days before CNY... The last time we visited him was a week before he passed on. Was really shocked to see him... so skinny, like only left with a layer of skin wrapping the bone... couldnt regconise him anymore.. it was a heartbreaking scene... We knew in our heart that he cant make it long.. but we prayed for him, hoping that he can make it through the CNY... But ~~~~

on the 26 Jan (Lunar pre-CNY 28th nite) my daddy's phone rang, and the bad news came... it was a heartbreaking news... really dunnu how to react, it happen too fast... too soon... We thought he could have made it through... but no.. he cant..

my whole family went to his wake to offer our last respect to him yesterday... we just couldnt hold back our tears.. especially me.. i keep tearing... when lao sim was toking about the past which involve Cek Gong n me.. i jus couldnt help it but cry...

I tell myself, i have to come for his final send off.. and I'm glad I made it there... Applied leave from company and went with my dad for Cek Gong final send off to bid him a final goodbye...

it was a heartbreaking, heartstopping.. i dunnu wat else to describe but.. just really sad n keep crying.. especially when all his filial children was screaming n crying so loudly n sadly for their beloved father...

It's e same feeling as sending my grandparents off years ago...

But we have to say that he had a good life.. with all his children, grandchildren, sworn brothers, sworn grandsons, fanily & frenz here to send him off his final journey despite it's still CNY season.. and the funeral was a grand one... with the Gong Guan, Da Tou Zai, 5 Merc Cab in line, so many family & frenz... I believe Cek Gong left with peace and happily...

The one regret for me is.. I couldnt offer him my wedding tea... He has been asking if I'm getting married soon? He longed for the wedding tea... but I'm really regretful that I couldnt fufil tt wish of him...

Cek Gong, U have live a great life.. Rest in peace!
U will be missed deeply!

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sickness is horrible!

Sickeness can be so horrifying!

I cant believe my eyes when i saw him.. doesnt look like him anymore! I couldn;t regconise him.. it's like "who is he?" His look totally changes... it's so heartbreaking!

Used to be so strong n loud... now... bedridden, cant even speak proper...His days are numbered... I dun wan to accept this but i have to...

Learnt that he actually was asking about me, asked if i'm getting married soon, he wanted to attend my wedding... i felt a pain in my heart... I'm really sorry that i couldnt make this happen any sooner as i have yet to meet my guy...

I cant forget his face now.. it's so scary how this illness can be.. let's pray for him to be strong and make it through the new year...



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2 years ago, 2 years later today

Just as I thought: "Just leave it, let it be"... things din jus lay low...
I got suspended from selling as i din clock in enuf CPD hours... Just when I tell myself i wanna try again.. haiz...

And just when this happend, someone gave me an offer to a bank... it sounds so attractive!!! and just when i was about to say yes... another person came... someone who made me feel so guilty to...

2 years ago, he approached me to join him, when i almost wanna go with him, someone close to me got me in... I let him down...And now, just when i was about to say yes to the other party, he came into e picture again... giving me e same offer he did 2 years ago, asking me to give myself 1 more chance... he's so sincere... for 2 years you know.. i felt so obligated to join him.. but i'm more attracted by the other... how???

if only he belong to the other... haiz... i really dunnu how to make choices.. and i hate to...

but another problem, if i join him, i let another person down from e same side... I feel so bad!!!

Put off the fire first! .. ya i noe.. but wat's next???
Just let the fire died and the end? or light it up with another flame?? Which flame shuld it be???

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