It was suppose to be a happy occassion today as we are ... celebrating for Jane !!! how 2 say leh ?? she's getting married nxt wk, so we had our sistas nite today @ wola wola !!! My first time gg to pub ~~~ haha.. serious.. dun luff @ me okie ! but .. i dun drink ! went there for ice-lemon tea ! (luff.. by all means !!!)
they set off at 6pm from office, while i'm still struggling with work (as usual !!!) .. haiz ... wonder when/which day i can go home on the dot !!! had enuf of OT and not claimin them !!!!
Finally throw my work & head of to meet them .. it was 8pm than .. (-_-")...
We tok, crap, luff, gossips & tok abt work issue .. they were saying abt my issue ... why am i oways being picked and oways keeping quiet with all those.. oways got those scolding which i dun deserve..being step by the ppl ... they say it'snot worth it and i really dun deserve...
well, they spoke my heart ! i truely couldn't take it anymore, had bottle all these in my heart for soo sooOo long & today, i tear them out !
I'm so sorry that i had spoilt the nite ... but i am really glad & happy to know that there are so many ppl who actually care abt me, giving the encouragment, the support, the trust. but they truely think tt i should speak up and not bottle things up ...
truely the first time i let it out by crying.. i had nv share all these with anyone, not even my parents as i really dun wan them to be worry abt me...
i enjoyed my job liase with the sales, spost & every other dept, just that my own team is giving me difficult times which i truely dun understand why ...
okie guess it's enuf of all these... maybe i should really do something abt it .. time to leave???
anyway, thanks Jane, Rachel, Edmund, Kim, Mandy, Ashley & Jo ! thanks 4 all ur support !
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