making a BIG decision ~

I submitted my resignation letter to my Senior Manager Mr Ho, & My Manager last nite...
SM Mr Ho immediately email me request to see me, but later he had a meeting to attend, so he arrange to meet me later...

HR Julie called me up asked me " Eileen, u throw ur letter le arh?" i said yup, den she ask me if my boss mgr did speak to me abt my resign? i said no, she nv say anything. Julie request to meet me so i went 2 Com1 to meet her. I told her abt my decision & resaon why i do so... She understand how i feel but she feel that i should re-consider again lor.. she said she will hold on to the letter first, ask me to tok to Mr Ho first den tell her my decision... before i left, i ask her how did she get to know i threw the letter. she said my mgr email her to ask her if i did submit to her as well, so she called me up...

When i went back to office, e proj mgr Richard ask me to see him outside e office. He was shock to noe that i actually resigned. He pursue me not o resign, ask me to stay on & say there will be changes.. I shared all my thoughts & reasons with him, he understand but still insist me to stay on....

Next is Mr Ho, same thing, he oso ask me to withdraw my letter & hang on.. ask me to wait for another mths or 2... there will be changes... i shared with him e same thing... but he still insist me to re-consider again.. so i promised the 3 of them that i will think through & give them my decision tml.

I rec'd a lot of calls from sales asking me why i resign? Everyone was so shocked & ask me to stay on.... I'm really very very very touch to noe that actually so many ppl appreciated me & especially my SM, HR & Proj Mgr who give me e recognitions, give me the fullest support & keep pursuing me to stay on... they really went so out to help me... Mr Ho oso shared with me that he actually asked Chelvam abt me. He asked Chelvam how he find me, Chelvam told him that I'm a very responsible person & very helpful, always go all out to help the sales & everyone, maybe that is e reason why i oways can't finish my work on time.. Mr Ho told me that he is actually very shock when Chelvam told him this, becuz i had comment to him that my mgr had feedback that i'm not responsible at all...

Well, i'm really really feel so console that i'm actually appreciated & i now noe that i am not some one who has no contribution to the company...

End of the day, there's something that really really disappointed me... My mgr, she got my letter, but she has no reaction. Everyone else reacted, SM, Richard, HR, sales, 1 by 1 came to meet me, find out from me, but she had no reaction. To me, it goes to show that i am so not impt to her, my resign in nth to her. She like tryin to tell me "resign lor, i dun mind"... I'm really disappointed.. I mean of coz i dun expect her to pursue me or wat, but at least show me some reaction like " u really think through and wanted to go?" sth lik tt.. but NOTHING from her !!!

Yvonne shared with me that my Director Andrew actually ask her to tok to me, ask me to stay, very touch tt director actually do this lor... Today i really see the true colour. I'm actually very much appreciated by all the people around me EXCEPT for that WOMAN ! I tell myself, at least even if i still decided to go, i can leave SingTel with my head lifted up ! i dun leave becuz of bad performance...

Okie, gotta think it through again tonite.. I shall learn to make a BIG decision for my life, ON MY OWN !!! but i still wanna say, NO MATTER WAT MY DECISION IS, SINGTEL WILL STILL BE MY PRIOR COMPANY TO WORK IN... I STILL LOVE SINGTEL !!!
Maybe i might still leave but if there is any request for me to return, i will NOT HESITATE to come back !


reported by : small eye Eileen (-v-)...