The Marathon story...

Stressed up... I guess i gave myself too high an expectation & giving myself too much stress ...

I did not perform yet... expectation are high for me... and i tell myself, i cannot let them down, they provided so much for me, how can i still let them down rite? I'm kind of stress up... perhaps becuz the high expectation for myself... there's really alot of things which i dunnu and worst thing is, i dunnu what exactly is the thing that i dunnu... u get wat i mean...

each time i post a question, i find myself like a fool, such simple thing oso dunnu and i believe my question did piss them off too... not that i dun ask question, but each time i ask, i fear... cuz everytime i ask, i will find out that there are even more which i dunnu ,... it's a tough journey for me... but i tellmyself, cannot give up just like that ... if i can make a little name for myself durin my stay in SingTel, i dun see why i cant do it again here... Hang in there, and results will show some day.. i believe hardwork will be paid off !

Jeremy shared 2 stories with me, one of them is "The Marathon Story"...
A Marathon is a 42km long run, stamina & determination is what needed to complete the run... World record holder completed it in abt 2.5 hrs while a normal person takes abt 4-5 hrs to complete it.

To complete the run, u need stamina & determination, to win, u need an additional hardwork & power. If u wanna come in FIRST, more work is required from u. The journey is long & never easy, but if u are willing to perserve, u will make it. Whether just complete it of excel in it will depend on how much u put in .

It really touches me... My journey in my new trade was like a marathon too.. it is not easy but i have to perserve and run on. Run long, run far & run with style ! What i experienced is what the others never understand. Having a few case on hand and almost there, but 'pop', it just disappear... do u understand the kind of pain ??? Not once, not twice, but many a times... Just likechines saying, " the meat which is just near ur mouth, almost got it into ur mouth but jus slipped off .." So near yet so far ~~~

I had expected a hard journey and I'm prepared for it. This has been in my mind since the day i decided to leave SingTel and i told many that too... Let me be out and explore the outsode world, bang some wall, experiences some falls, pick up some skills and moves...

I believe, i really had bang those walls, those falls, and i defineity had learnt alot from them as well as those skills & experiences... Not sure where my future will be, but i just move on... 5 yrs down the road, i may be still in car trade, may go back to SingTel, may be on others trade... nobody knows, but i believe i will find my path one day & run with style !

I'll be in that marathon, running long, running far & running in style... We grown through hardship. I will take all these challenges and I'll be in style !





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