confused mind ~~~

OFF DAY !!! again SingTel day.. hahaha

Met Jason Chu for lunch hahaha... he wanted to buy Honda Airwave, so ask me abt the details... had a nice chatting time with him... He kept his hair shorter now, and still looks cute with the black flame specs... hahaha... i told him Telesales offer a post for me, and he encourage me to accept it... I dunnu if i shuld but he say it's a good deal, shuld take it !!! And he paid for e lunch~~~ I wanted to pay for e lunch, but he insist... He say will let me treat him if i come back to SingTel (-_-")....

After the lunch, I met ShuShan ( prev. from SingTel CRC ). She's now in HSBC - Financial Planner.... We had a nice catching up @ cineleisure - Xing Wang HK cafe... hahaha.. She say she shocked to learn abt my resign tt time, and she said Jacelynn had complain to her that w/o me, things were difficult.. haiyo, What is CPE doing ????

Clement called me just now, had a long chat on e phone... he pointed out that my heart seems to be in SingTel still, say he saw my heart lying in the lobby... hahaha... crap la!

Daryl asked to meet me for dinner, while waiting for him, I saw Andy outside Hello!shop, den Elyn & Daryl came... so 4 of us went for dinner together lor.. Andy looked cute with his backpack-- going for class la... He ask me if i have BF le ma-- too bad, still dun hav, ask him to intro, he intro himself to me.. hahaha.. he still remb my father's fruits's stall sia.. still eyeing for that... I didn't noe he wear specs, ask him to wear for me to see, he say he will wear for me to see when i come back to SingTel- He say if i willing to come back, he confirm hire me... hahaha....
wah.... how shuld i say ? He say he give me 1 mths' time to consider and he sounded really serious!

Many askin me to come back singtel, and i'm gettin emo & sentimental abt it liao.... But it's been so much thoughts tt i decided to leave & join Star... Though coming back it's gonna be a different dept, but i just felt tt i'll be like very flickler minded lor.... leave & come back, leave & come back... I had fear too... I scare u guys think too highly of me but if it turns out tt i dun meet ur expectation den how? And I cannot leave Starmotor lik tt... How am i going to face Brem ?
Am i thinking too much abt wat they say ??? maybe they jus givin causal comment only but i read too much into it ??? hahaha... Let fate decide bah.... I admit i do have a 'chong dong' to go back to SingTel, but I'm oso waiting for another thing to happen... haiz...

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changes ...

Finally settled Samuel's customer.... She collected her car today.. woo ~~~ CAse closed!
Learnt on how to do a proper hand over today with the guidance of Brem... but, still commit some minor mistake la... Mistake made, lesson learnt!

It's seems that there's going to be somemore staff movement happening in Starmotor...

Today's 'life-lesson' from Brem: "Even if it's e smallest thing u do, do it whole heartedly, other will feel it... It's not all abt e speed u perform, but the quality of work u done. Put ur heart into e task u given. "

U cant imagine how much i gain from here... I may not be earning alot, but i really learnt alot, much more than wat i expect !!!

End of e day, Brem & Jeremy had a "close door talk"... Had actually planned to go Taka shoppin with Jeremy de, but they still stuck in e room, so i left at 8plus... cuz i guess he oso no mood to go shop le.. haha... Tml is my off day !!! yeah !!! haha..how long have i NOT gone on off day leh ? hmm.. nvm abt tt la.. hahaha.. i dun mind not takin off... but this time i abit tired le, need a little break, so .... haha...

I had a 40mins work out today ! hahaha... 20mins of slow jog, 10mins of incline seat cycling, 10mins of air walker... wah !!! so refreshing -- wonderful .. haha, thanks to Sandy, we meet again tml for more workout okok!

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Grown up ~~~

Grown up year !

Tis year marks my 'grown-up'.... hahaha... Jus attended my best frenz since our childhood - Guet Ping's 21st bday party... Oso a gather for me, her & Samatha... Still remember those days whereby e 3 of us attend our kindergarden together & go home together.. hahaha... times flies ~~~ We were those little gals with 2 'bananas' hair then, now, we are all turning 21 ~~~ Wow !!! Amazing ! Saw those little kids all grown up, they look form lik being "stretched" tall !!! hahaha...














us 3 !!!



















Guet Ping & Li Ping - 21 yrs of frenzship!














Samantha !














Sandy !

After the bday party, I met up with some WLNY frenz... hahaha.. Jeff, Derrick, Eugene & Jaymie... We gathered at Tiong Plaza Subway... chatted all the way till e crew 'remind' us it's 1pm and they are closing !!! hahaha... Den i walked home with the company of Eugene... hahaha.. It's e first time ever we chatted so much... hahaha... wat else can we do but chat along the way home rite??? hahaha... And it's so rare to see him in his Army Uniform, so it's a MUST to take this picture with him !!!! hahahaha..

Mr. Cheese Fries -- Eugene

I had a dream this morning.... I dream of HIM.... it's a weird dream, dream that he is not that ideal as i thought... dreamt he actually had a unhappy relationship previously with one of my goodfrenz and i only realise it this moment... and the dream went on... but somehow feel lik we do hav room to futher our relationship... I dunnu how to describe the kind of feelin i had.. kind of disappointed when i found out his relationship with my goodfrenz,but kind of sweet that he wanted to share tt with me and we had room of improvin out relationship further...

Haiz.. Just like wat Jeremy reminded me... I lack of love... hahahaha....

P.S: Brem, Lao Pa, Kor Kor, U all suppose to help find me a good bf de hor!!! hahaha.... but i still think of HIM...

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Goods things happens

I'm really happy with my current boss... He's really a very nice boss~~~ He's never selfish with praise but when u do something wrong, he will correct u right the spot, it may be a harsh one, but nevertheless, u gain from it !!! After the harsh moment, he will say " sorry gal, my apologise if I'm too harsh just now".. and I will always reply him " no worries, I noe I did it wrong, it's only right u point it out and i will also know my mistake on e very spot and learn. At e very least, I know & I learn ! "

I've really learnt alot from him, be it work or personalilty... and he's 2 good pals - "Gerard & Locus"( My Lao Pa & Kor Kor) and his Bro Jeremy. They all treat me very nice, dote on me and taught me alot alot ~~~ I also know every clearly that I'm e only one who got all these from them... I'm really a very lucky gal to have met them.. The foursome make up my new F4 .. hahaha....

I've been hearing very good feedbacks from them, so much praise from them, mostly on personalilty... I've never felt that I've got so much 'good' before.. haha... nowadays, i smile to sleep !!! hahaha

Toking abt this, I really idolise my boss, he dun have formal education ( only Pri) but he's so knowledgable... He know so much and if u have the chance to tok to him, u will know wat i mean ! Just now, he & Locus say they will help me find a very solid, good man and on my weddin, the "Ang Paos" I were to receive is going to be a huge figure... Just considerin the 4 of them will be a big big figure liao...hahahahaha...

After work, I met up with SingTel telesales ( bizsales), the Mgr - Joycelyn Theng, was there too, she pop a qns to me :" Do u wanna come back ? Have u think of joining sales ?" Oh.. this qns caught me by surprise... let me think abt it !

hahaha... y suddenly lik so many offer made to me? I have one from Prudential, now SingTel, not forgettin my current boss... it's not an easy decision !!! I've gone thru much struggle when i made my decision to leave SingTel & join my current, 3mths ago... Now, a choice of me going backward plus 2 other options...

I guess, i'm not going to make any decision for now... Stay on with my current boss !!!


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Move on ~

It's been so long.. but nth came out of it... shuld i put it down TOTALLY ??? I dunnu... It has been 1yr plus le bah... and everything started off as a mystery... And I'm silly enuf to put myself into so much hope into this... Is it a good thing, or a silly thing?

there's 2 ways of sayin:
1) The higher u hope for, the more disappointment u get
2) Set ur hope higher, so even if u fall, u wun fall so badly
But which one is e right things to comprehen? In this case, i really have no idea...

Sis told me so much, and i hope for so much... but till now, none of them came true, and i dun feel e way sis told me... Even though nth happen till now, i still let myself fall deep in... Should i jus forget it? Since it's a mystery from e start and had been mention as a secret kept betwn them, should i let it remain a secret...

Stop thinking abt him, we did not even start. There's still so many guys out there, plus I'm beening appreciated & thought highly of entrusting a big task, I shouldn't let this opportunity goes and not let these people who thought highly of me down...

Relationship.... let nature takes it course ba... keep waiting lik that is kind of meaningless, moreover, it didnt even start.. so...

If nth comes out from here, dun stop here, move on to e other side for another thing!

It hard to let go, but... it's definitely hurt to carry on "headlessly "


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Lucky me, Blessed me !

Sometimes you just dunnu how lucky you are... I really consider myself very very lucky gal! Why do i say so ?

1) I'm born to have a Mighty Daddy, Super Mummy, 2 Naughty bros in my HAPPY FAMILY!
2) I've got a very good job previously (though not tt supervisor! hehe) & bulit a very wide network of friendship ... still in good contact even though i left the company...
3) There's oways better job opportunities there for me whenever the current job no longer suits me...
4) I've so many 'Gui Ren' around me, and now, I've just met another .... 4 !!! yes ~~ 4 of them ! hahaha... Brem, Lao Pa , Kor Kor & Jeremy !!! hahaha...
It's not only about car sales that i learn in my current company, there's just so much more i learnt,I'm really thankful for what i'm given !

Even if i didn't do very well in car sales now due to mkt is quite quiet, but it's e knowledge i gained here. All this cant be mesure by $$$ ...

Through this 3 mths, i've learnt to be a more positive person, i've learnt to see things differently, see things from different angels.. I'm surprise by this change of mine... More surprisin to have a GodFather - Michael LaoPa , and GodBro - Vincent Kor Kor !!! hahaha... so many peopl dote me so much ! hahaha.... What can i say ??? I'm LUCKY EILEEN !!!! Blessed me !

I LOVE THIS WORLD !!! My Lovely wonderful FAMILY & Those who dote on me !!!! Oops.. not forgetting the bunch of people who dote on me from singtel too !!!




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Fulfilling offday !

hahaha.. did i told u i receive sms from Brem to go for my offday today ??? hahaha...
i recevie another sms from him this morning.... "if free today, come back n help hor".. hahaha....

so i went back to work & reach office @ 1.45pm!!! hahaha... well, not becuz he wat la, but our admin Clare isnt feelin well today and he has 2 cars to hand over to customers today... he cant handle so much with Jeremey lor... Jeremy still have some errands to run today ma...

hahaha.. nvm la, i dun mind goin back to office even on my offdays... plus.it wasnt a waste trip... hahaha... why did i said so ??? Cuz i learnt somethings new today ! Like i said, evryday is a learning day ~~~ while helpin Brem on e admin paper work, it oso helped me to know abit mor e on the processin.. so in future, if i have any sales, i can handle myself too...

Had a tok with Jeremy on e way home.. haiz... when ur boss is ur bro, u cant avoid gossips and 'red' eyes... wat a poor victim he is... i guess, i'm e only listening ear for all of them in office.. hahaha... wat a honour to be !

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Tough time dun last ~ tough ppl lasts !!!!

Darren officially left Starmotor yday, so .. TODAY, gotta work extra hard le ~~~

but never mind, like wat Da Ge Edmund told me, "tough time dun last, tough people lasts !!!"... so,I'll be e tough person who will past thru e tough time !!! hahaha...

though very short-handed now with lesser staff, it may seem like very tough & hard... but think in another way... with lesser staff, means lesser competition, more opportunity to learn.. and this is e best time for a person who really wanna learn !

Today office packed with cars & people !!! hahaha.. dunu wat happen~~~ well, not walkin customers la... Boss's frenz, but potential buyers among them.. hahaha... so who do u think will get these sales??? haha.. either me or jeremy ! hahaha... see wat i mean by think positive ?!?! hahaha...

hmm.. jus receive sms from Brem, he ask me go off day tml~~~ haha... see,wat wonderful boss i have.. hahaha... even with such short hand period & so much registration to do, he kept himself busy & stress, allowing staff to go for offday which he thinks we deserve.. BUT... he never noe when to let himself rest ! haix !!!

okie, since tml ordered to go offday, i better not waste it, go out meet my potential customers to close sales bah !!! They best way to repay my boss's kindness !!!




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Bad thing? Good thing !

I thought it was another joke ~~~ but.... Darren really resigned !

Heavy rain today & I'm caught in ~~~ Drenched ~~~ Reached office, Brem & Darren already there... Darren told me he quit le.. I told him dun play me la... but the truth is... He really quit le!!! Alamak, 1 week nv duty with him, today give me such news~ Diao ~

Some more today Admin Clare not here, so left me & Brem in office, so i stayed inside help him with some admin stuff, den nobody do sales lor...

Tml onwards, it will be me & Jeremy on sales duty liao... haiz.. need to bear with it till new ppl come..... dunnu how our offday will be.. but never mind~ workign is better than nth to do right ! lol...

Gerard Lao Pa & Lucas Kor Kor came in e evening, Rebecca oso came , den Lucas ask me address her " Da Sao" ( his wife).. hahha... so many relatives hor ! We pack & left @ 945pm, den went Tiong Bahru mkt for dinner..

muhaha... well, like wat Jeremy oways say , think of positive things, remb e good things & forget e bad... Even though Darren left, sad la, but think of good side, i got a better opportunities now, a bigger pie !!! Plus, i hav many more happy things to recall for e day!

Plus, a Thailand monk came to office today and gave me & Brem 'blessin'.. hahaha... lucky lucky hor!!!

Still , Darren, all e best!

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missed yet gained !

2mths le ~~~ times flies !!!
I've left SingTel & joined Starmotor for 2mths le ~~~ but it still seem like a yesterday thingy to me!

Away from SingTel.... I missed the people very much !!! miss my BIG NUMBER phone, my big big work station, my wall of flame ( full of photos & decor), my personal Samsung printer,white board... but nothing beats those FRIENDSHIP i missed dearly !!!

Into Starmotor... I have a bigger playground & many 'toys'.. haha...the showroom & cars i mean... made new frenz, learnt new knowledge, built a customer network, a bunch of funkie colleagues, a wonderful cute boss, great mentor ...

wat do i wan now??? most impt thingy --- SALES !!!
and good news is... after some 'tight pocket' sufferings~~~ I've sales coming in!!! Thx god for e drop in COE, and thx my Mentors & colleague for their guidance... Credit goes to all of u !!!

It's time to close sales on my own !!!

my new code: 109 ( means Eileen Nai) haha


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My New Mr. Muffins...

Yummy ~~~

Toking abt my fav snacks.... Egg tarts & Muffins are on the top list !!!

Used to got Egg Tarts from Idol Alan & Muffins from Idol Melvin... but tt was long time ago...


Now .... I've got a new Mr.Muffins -- My Boss --> Brem ... hahaha.... He oways buy me muffins from Han's.... hahaha... the chocolates ones are oways my targets... hahaha...

I Love Egg Tarts & Muffins !!! ( It taste so much better when it's free from the handsomes !!! hahaha )

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