confused mind ~~~

OFF DAY !!! again SingTel day.. hahaha

Met Jason Chu for lunch hahaha... he wanted to buy Honda Airwave, so ask me abt the details... had a nice chatting time with him... He kept his hair shorter now, and still looks cute with the black flame specs... hahaha... i told him Telesales offer a post for me, and he encourage me to accept it... I dunnu if i shuld but he say it's a good deal, shuld take it !!! And he paid for e lunch~~~ I wanted to pay for e lunch, but he insist... He say will let me treat him if i come back to SingTel (-_-")....

After the lunch, I met ShuShan ( prev. from SingTel CRC ). She's now in HSBC - Financial Planner.... We had a nice catching up @ cineleisure - Xing Wang HK cafe... hahaha.. She say she shocked to learn abt my resign tt time, and she said Jacelynn had complain to her that w/o me, things were difficult.. haiyo, What is CPE doing ????

Clement called me just now, had a long chat on e phone... he pointed out that my heart seems to be in SingTel still, say he saw my heart lying in the lobby... hahaha... crap la!

Daryl asked to meet me for dinner, while waiting for him, I saw Andy outside Hello!shop, den Elyn & Daryl came... so 4 of us went for dinner together lor.. Andy looked cute with his backpack-- going for class la... He ask me if i have BF le ma-- too bad, still dun hav, ask him to intro, he intro himself to me.. hahaha.. he still remb my father's fruits's stall sia.. still eyeing for that... I didn't noe he wear specs, ask him to wear for me to see, he say he will wear for me to see when i come back to SingTel- He say if i willing to come back, he confirm hire me... hahaha....
wah.... how shuld i say ? He say he give me 1 mths' time to consider and he sounded really serious!

Many askin me to come back singtel, and i'm gettin emo & sentimental abt it liao.... But it's been so much thoughts tt i decided to leave & join Star... Though coming back it's gonna be a different dept, but i just felt tt i'll be like very flickler minded lor.... leave & come back, leave & come back... I had fear too... I scare u guys think too highly of me but if it turns out tt i dun meet ur expectation den how? And I cannot leave Starmotor lik tt... How am i going to face Brem ?
Am i thinking too much abt wat they say ??? maybe they jus givin causal comment only but i read too much into it ??? hahaha... Let fate decide bah.... I admit i do have a 'chong dong' to go back to SingTel, but I'm oso waiting for another thing to happen... haiz...

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