I'm a survivor !!!

"小妹，你是这里的 Survivor leh !" hahaha.... "大嫂" told me this jus now...hahaha.. u noe wat it means??? Starmotor started with quite a few sales staff, but slowly 1 by 1 left, now only me still here with Starmotor ( excludin Jeremy as he special case.. haha )... So, I'M A SURVIVOR!!!

This morning Brem said to me " 这个月还可以“dong”吗???"
I told him: "可以，不可以的话我早就回 SingTel le .... "
Brem: "你有plan要回去啊??? "
Me: "没有啦，是他们要我回，可是我没有答应。。。 你要我回去啊???
Brem: "没有啦，我要你跟着你"老爸"和"大哥"一起"过去"，现在我是把你放在这里当做BMT"
Me: "放心啦，我没有要回去SingTel"

With that, I guess I will not return to SingTel for now la.... Though there's opportunities for me to join back SingTel & it's dept which i desire or shuld say i "once desired" to go to but can't...Now tt e opportunity is given to me... but i guess.... abit late, time is not right now...I'd so much wanted to go over to that dept but was rejected by HR, with no other option and i really culdnt stay in e prev. dept of mine under tt woman, i had no choice, but made a painful decision to leave SingTel - my beloved company....

Now that I'd left, they opened up the door for me to join tt dept which i longed for... Though I'm really happy and really have e kind of "冲动" to return.. but for my character... i think alot... For others, i guess they will jus say "ok, i'll return since it's e place i had longed for and since e current car sales mkt is so quiet, i think gg back to SingTel is a good option, moreover,it's e ppl to wants u to go back !"

For me, ya, it'll be really nice to go back since car sales isnt doin very well for me... but, frankly speaking, though i really didnt make good money from here, but in this short 3mths, I've learnt alot of others stuff which SingTel have not provided me thru out my 4 years there... And for tt 4years in SingTel, i was not aprreaciated till I finally resigned & left, only then they realise ME... I should say, it's kind of.. sad right???

In starmotor, it's different... I was approached here by Brem cuz he see e good workin attitute in me and regconised me... I'm being appreciated, i got e prasie as well as e scoldings i deserved... Moreover, Starmotor is givin me lots of opportunities & exposure for me togain experience & learn... Though i still have feel for SingTel, and to be frank, car sales is not my interest, but i still choose to stay.. Stay and keep learning and absorbin new skills, new exposure.. grabin each opportunites & do my very best to complete e tasks entrusted to me.. I willing to stick & follow Brem for my career path... I believe in him, i believe in my choice...

SingTel--- oways in my heart, oways e ideal company for me, still a place i call HOME.. I dun put off e idea of returning to SingTel, but maybe not so soon bah.... Let me explore abit more ofe outside world, i guess i have not explore enuf.... My SingTel pal, will u be disappointed with my decision? Will u have my support? Will e door be open for me still in future ?

reported by : small eye Eileen (-v-)...