how hurtful !!!

I'm so so so MAD !!!!

Stupid WRX, ya, u think u oways so right.. who do u think u are to say me lik tt... huh? Ya, u wanted to woo this gal, but she kind of ignorin u now, u blame me... wat has it gotta do with me ? Juz becuz I'm toop busy to answer ur call to hear u pour ur problems these days ?

Right from the start when u told me tt u like her and u wanna be with her, i already told u to go for her,make ur move... but u jus refused.. U said u scare, u no confident... U asked me for all e advise all e gal point of views, i shared all with u.. U called me every now & then, meet me every now & then to pour ur sorrow, ur problems... i lent u my listening ears & had given u all my fullest support.... Been to Sentosa with u to hunt for The Cliff , so tt u can plan for her bday dinner with u... Listened to u tok, to u pour ur problem, helped u to find solution, given u advise... Even wanted to help u send the sms u dare not send, ( u choose to be angry over it, though e sms was not even sent out)

I've told u tt i jus took over another role at work, added responsiblity & work load. Becuz of that i really got no time to pick up my handphone..U are not e only one who got those unanswered calls.. many others got them too ( Right frenz out there ?).... And becuz i did not pick up e call, u said i shuld at least call back or send u an sms ... Hey, i picked up yday, and u were jus tokin soem crapp lik " oh I'm so happy.. ya ya.. " den when i ask anything u wana say u said "no... " when i request to put down e call cuz i've work on hand u said "wah.. u dun wanna tok to me lor".. Hey, it's workin hour, and i hav work to do.. if u hav things to share with me, i would hav put on my ear pieces and listen to u.. but u said nth.. so should i carry on with my work ?

Today, u called, i din pick up... I'm clearin my work, how would i noe if u are calling again jus for fun.. if u really hav prob u wish to share, u could hav drop me an sms and i will pick up ur call... but u nv said anything.. jus one missed call and i get all ur blame for ignoring u these days... hey, cant u understand ?

Best part, u msn me sayin " u'll be happier if she totally ignore me ".. Hey wat a thing to say... Am i tt sort of person? I'm tt kind of Bitch to u ? She ignorin u , my fault ? Why should i be happy if she ignore u ??? Dun sounds as if i like u when i'm not... Be fair to me.. Wat a thing to comment abt me... u say I'm ur good frenz, but u comment such thing abt me.. u noe how much it hurts ?

U said u have put in alot of effort, time , money & hope on her... u scare u will lose her.. But u have never make any move nor action to make things clear to her.. u keep asking people ard u.. when we give u feedback to go ahead, make ur moves, u stay put with a " scare, no confident"... den when evry other got fed-up, scold u n ignore u, u pushed everything to me...

Hey, they are e one who ignore u, why dun u throw ur temper and give them ur piece of mind? why am i e only one who get all these ? Say i nv ask u lik "wat's wrong with u ".. den can u pls touch ur heart and ask urself, hav u every ask abt me ? u oways share with me all ur prob, i listened to every singel of them.. but hav u every think, ever come across ur mind that i os have my prob which i wanted to share too.. hav u ever offer to lent me ur listening ears ? NO.. u never... u said u did ask me "how r u" and i oways say "I'm ok" and u jus take it tt i'm ok... ya.. wat a easy way.. u oways assume u r e only one with prob, i hav to be there for u, lent u my listenin ears, pick up ur calls, reply ur sms...Hey I'm not ur Girlfriend mind u...

Many had misunderstood and thought u r my boyfriends already... and u just keep foolin with them & say "ya".. hey, u r not ! I'm still looking for a boyfriend ok, i have my freedom to llok for one and make frenz.. dun oways tie me down to answer ur call, to listen to u, to meet u everytime....

u could have jus speak ur mind to HER... wat's e use of sms me at 4am in e morning say "i really wanna be with her".. wat's e use of keep telling me, how much u like her, how muchu wanna be with her, how much u dun wanna lose her.. I;ve told u time & again, TELL ALL THAT TO HER, NOT ME !!! u jus say " scare, no confident".. den everyday tell me u very sad, u very down...

Told u to put some heart into it and not only monetary.. u said u did not give only monetary,.. den can i ask... why u buy her expensive gifts. bring her to expensive high class place for meals, sending her to & fro work (lik a princess), reserves a table at The Clif (sentosa) which costs $200 per pax for her bday meal, gave her a sub-card (creditcard), thinkin of buyin her a car... If u hav all e courage to do all these, den why not jus tell her straight that u like her. and get an answer.. rather den spendin so much w/o any answer...

Ya, i've told u many many many times.. but u dun listen and today, i duun wat's wrong with u, jus throwin everything to me.. FINE FINE FINE.. blame me for all that... for not picking up ur calls, not toking as much to u when we meet, not lenting u my listening ears, not there for u when u r down.. my fault ok...

and this is how u treat me - ur so call good friends.... ya.. all ignore u but only i get all these.. Wat a 'pleassure' , a 'honour'...

u jus dunnu how much u have hurt someone who have treated u with 100% support & friendship... u jus hurt deeply !!!

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