Wat do i wan ?

After working for 7odd years.. tis qns came to me... "Wat do i wan in life? U have been working for all kind of industries, but tt only means tt u dunnu wat u wan in life!"

Ya, u r rite! I have not realise tis till u mention to me! I really dunnu how to answer!

Rdshow, SingTel, Admin, Car Sales, Financial Service Consultant, Teacher~~~ Seriously, come to think of it, i really have gone thru so much but, wat is it tt i really wan? MONEY??? haha.. ya, like so generally lame lor... MONEY is e only reason?

Wat is my passion? Goal? Dream? - Well, i din forget my dream... I dream to open my own cafe! Tt's e dream of my life... But Dream aren't easy to come true.. u gotta go thru alot of things, gain alot of experience n alot more... I'm gg thru all that now.. lots of struggling, lots of experience, lots of ups n downs... But I still keep my dream on... It wont come true so easily of cos... If dream can be achieve so easily, they aren't call dream, rite?

Other den tis big dream, i have a smaller dream.. haha... I'm not a dreamer k... tis dream of mine, i'm sure many of u share e same! I dream of having some1 who loves me to b with me, date, married, have kids.. haha.. It sounds so simple, many of u might alr achieve half of it.. How envy! I'm still waiting for mine!!!

so, wat do i wan in life???
Simple: a family of ppl i loves n loves me.. lovely hubby & kids
Big Dream: My Cafe for ppl to hav a place where they can jus relax n out of the hastic life !

Yes, this is wat i wan in life... now i may seems to be doing things so not related to my dream.. but i noe, wat i'm doing are related! *winks*

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《舞法舞天》新加坡站 - 罗志祥打鼓

so so sweet & touching ! The story board make me wanna tears lor !
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罗志祥舞法舞天3D演唱会新加坡站好看惨啦!

罗志祥舞法舞天3D演唱会新加坡站好看惨啦!

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Show Luo 罗志祥《舞法舞天》新加坡 Wu Fa Wu Tian Singapore Concert Talking

22 May 2010 :)

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Show Luo 罗志祥《舞法舞天》新加坡 Concert Da Lang Xue Hai 林達浪 薛海 3D

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Superb Show !!!!

罗志祥~罗志祥~罗志祥~~~

“罗志祥《舞法舞天》演唱会新加坡站，真是好看惨了！！！你没去真是太可惜了！！！”

Awesome!!! High!!! (and I'm really HIGH - seated high!!!)

U gotta see it for urself !!!

I'm waiting for the PART II tt he promised !!! Tis time, I'm gg to buy the good seats tix!!! YEA !

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proud of myself :)

My last shopping was like about 4mths ago for CNY.. Today, finally I went shopping with Cassandra & Yumiko... Nice day out !!!

Start of with Lunch appt with Shaun @ PS, den met Cassandra in Orchard, follow by Yumiko... I enjoyed!!! Although I'm really sorry tt I'm such an irritating shopping pal, u noe I really cant spell out wat I really wanted to buy, but jus keep saying "NO" to all those recommendation by u gals.. I'm sorry, but I alr warned u gals! lolz.. But end of the day, I'm damm proud of myself.. I believe u gals feels e same for me.. haha.. Firm on e ground, and I got really good & cheap stuffs :)

Spendings:
Secret Recipe: Lunch - Shaun's treat
Cotton On: Short x1 - $10
Scarf x1 - $5
Far East : Belt x1 - $5
Coffee Club : Drink & Snacks : $17.35
Stravarius @ Ion : Blue Blouse x1 - $39.90
New Look @ Ion : Blue Jean x1 - $29.90
: Black Pant x1 - $19.90 (my happiest reward!)
Ez-Link : Top up - $10

Total: $137.05

So proud of myself to keep the day spending within my budget of $150!!! Firm on feet to chiong for the cheap cheap stuff.. muhahaha

I tried to upload the pics.. but.. got prob leh.. damm -_-"


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y u stir my heart again????

Aiyo... y u stir my heart again???
I dun mean guy,I mean work.. I tot I had it well planned.. Now tt I'm holding on to 3 jobs, givin me a good income of near to $2k... and I'm happy with wat I'm doing now... working at the baking school gave me a stable income, happy with colleague n jobscope, enjoyed teaching the little kiddos... Part time admin at the pub give me a stable extra income which is good money.. den strive abit harder for my insurance to push my income higher.. Tt's was I planned to do.. and i tot it was perfect (at least for now)... I tot I'm juz content with this simple life :)

Till Shaun called me, and met up with Kimi...

Ya, the current income is not wat i really desired... I'm not tt simple, not tt easy to be content... Given a chance, I still wan a much much higher income, much much more freedom in work etc...

Tt kind of environment, tt kind of encouragement, tt kind of training.. It all sounds so good to me.. but It's always easy to say, but will I really success from there.. Yap, it's also true tt I had not really made my dash n I kind of being abandoned, but it's still a painful n lonely journey.. Moreover, I have got thru e 1 year hardship n now, I finally got a proper income ... Will I be able to give up thise proper income n go for tt desired one? Will I success tis time round?

I nid tt courage & confidence to make tt move!

Haiz.. i really dunnu leh.. tis is a serious decision, I dun wanna be rash like the other time... I dun wanna get myself jump into another pitless hole again..
With this kind of mindset, shuld I still go for it? Or I better stay simple n content???

I really nid to think very very very carefully tis time!
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Love Luv Lub

LOVE ~ a simple word formed by 4 simple alphabert... each alpha represents Sweet, Sour, Bitter, Spice... It all adds up to LOVE !

I had oways have nice dream about being in love.. It always seems & sound so sweet to be in love... Like you will have someone to accompany u whenever u to movie, nice dinner, gg to diff diff place to date, explore lots of new place, new stuff together, tokin & luffing abt everything tt happens to u... Cry on his shoulder, feelin so loved in his arms... SoOo sweet... BUT, I HAVE NOT BEEN THRU ANY RELATIONSHIP... They are all from the fairytales tt i hav read ~~~

Are fairytales really meant to b jus FAIRYTALES??? None of such things will happen in real life? Love is not this way in real life?

Recently, lots of things regarding this LOVE happened in my surround~~~ Young young friends getting married, got married, had babies, single mums, some fight, some breakup, some fall in love, WHILE I REMAIN SINGLE ~~~ (-_-")...

Everyone starts coming to me to share with me their stories.. the love, the fight, the breakup, the confusion .. everything.. and I'm at all ears...
For the happy ones, I really felt so so so happy for them... as for the unhappy ones, my heart goes to them.. cheer up k :) U still have me, ur dear friend/sister!

In my heart, so wat is LOVE? I had longed for a really sweet & lasting relationship just like wat many of them are enjoyin now.. but on e other hand, so many sad & troubled relationships happened... I starts to fear...

Wanted to committee myself into a relationship to enjoy all e sweet sweet things, but thinkin of all e sad sad stories... I step back... haiz..

But in anyway~~ Dear Friends out there, whether u r happy, sad, vex, confused or wat.. if u nid someone to tok to, to listen to u... I'm just a phonecall away!

I'm always right here :)

To all those sweetly in Love, carry on their LOVEY LOVEY story~~~
To all those troubled in Love, get those trouble off ur mind, live ur life with big wide smile! The rain will stop n u will be expecting the COLOURFUL RAINBOWS !!!
To all those singles like me, our lovey love will come someday! Be paitent n we will get our happiness when the time is right :) Love in on his way!

May e world b filled with LOVE <3<3<3<3<3<3<3
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解脱 - 3 years of hoping, waiting, dreaming

Oo.. I really din realise it has been 3 years long! OMG ~~~ If I had not go to tt page again, i would nv noe tt it's has been 3 years.

I think it's really enuf ~~~ and I'm really really surprised when i found out tt I had actually overcome it !!! REALLY? I did??? hahahaha... Yippee Yappeee !!!

Being replaced ? I dunnu.. but I dun think I would wan another for now.. 3 years is really hard enuf.. and I finally overcome.. I'm really happy abt it... one 3 years is enuf, I dun wanna go thru it ever again !!!

Till e fate decide is e right time and everything is right... I'll jus enjoy for now :)

"Happy shalala... everybody shuld be happy shalala ~~~"

"解脱是肯承认这是个错
不应该还不放手
你有自由走我有自由好好过
解脱是懂擦干泪看以后
找个新方向往前走这世界辽阔
我总会实现一个梦 "

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Lame ~~~

Everyone has been saying I'm very lame.. Just cant stop laughing... Even if I dun speak, they will still laugh.. hmm... so wat does tt mean? Good or Bad???

Am I really too lame till cant u cant take it? Or lame for a good thing tt i can make my frenz laugh n be happy? haha.. I hope it's e later...

Or.. am i too lame tt i dun attract guys? hahahaha...

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Blind - Date

haha.. ok, i finally noe who this Shaun is, and yes, i spelled wrongly eariler, he is Shaun, not Shawn! haha.. I was quite surprise to see a not bad looking guy standin infront of me when i tapped him as asked "Shaun?".. haha.. It's really him.. haha

I'm sorry i have made him suffered from all e lame-ness ... haha

okie Winifred, yes, i went to meet a guy whom i dunnu, but tt isnt a Blind Date can!!! Though it do felt similar! hahaha


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slog n slog.... for wat?

3 jobs but all adds up to peanuts income !!! I asked for too much? Nope! It's e society demand for too much yet giving too little!!!

Wanna have a good income seems so hard, wanting to get a car is even harder...

More jobs or more hard work to e current? I really dunnu.... But I noe I'm really tired ~

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leads of 3 years... OMG~

Received a call from someone named Shawn (not sure if it's spell tis way). WHO IS HE? Tt's all i was thinking ~~~

Calling from P Company n he wanna recruit!.. wahaha.. He asked if I'm workin n if I'm interested to have a change? I told him, I'm already in tis industry! wahahahaha...
After some HaLa-ing n crappy chat.. I STILL DUNNU WHO HE IS !!! He mentioned tt i did a survey for him 3 years ago, so i shuld not be able to recall who he is la.. haha.. Well, i told him, I only know, I am doing survey with ppl now.. Lolx..

Since we are from e same trade n hit off quite ok, he asked to meet up to share about our biz.. hmm... ok .. let's hear wat my new "parent" company has.. haha

Gonna see WHO HE IS !!!

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Teacher Vikki's 1st day!

Vikki first day of work at Genius R Us... haha.. with a big group of 55pax from Elfa Children's Place, all surrounded by kidz.. she felt stressed.. "Teacher Vikki, Teacher Vikki, Teacher Vikki" is all she hears !!! hahaha

A nice cookies made by her for me.. so SWEET !!! (too much royal icings la!) haaha..

Vikki, more of TEACHER VIKKI to come !!!!!

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concern vs objection

When concerns becomes objection to another -- leads to misunderstanding.. and effects a 20 years friendship... How do u see it?
I jus felt tt some times, u jus get blinded by ur emotions... worst when it's due to relationship, a guy!

How sad .. 20 years old friendship compare to a 1 day old relationship. who wins??? Can it strive a balance???

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oh Desiree darling !!!

It was such an enjoyable moment to have Desiree sleepin on my chest... Lookin at her sweet little face from tt very angle is so so so wonderful !!! I can feel her tummy touching mine!!! lolx... I love tt moment !!!

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