Aiyo... y u stir my heart again???
I dun mean guy,I mean work.. I tot I had it well planned.. Now tt I'm holding on to 3 jobs, givin me a good income of near to $2k... and I'm happy with wat I'm doing now... working at the baking school gave me a stable income, happy with colleague n jobscope, enjoyed teaching the little kiddos... Part time admin at the pub give me a stable extra income which is good money.. den strive abit harder for my insurance to push my income higher.. Tt's was I planned to do.. and i tot it was perfect (at least for now)... I tot I'm juz content with this simple life :)
Till Shaun called me, and met up with Kimi...
Ya, the current income is not wat i really desired... I'm not tt simple, not tt easy to be content... Given a chance, I still wan a much much higher income, much much more freedom in work etc...
Tt kind of environment, tt kind of encouragement, tt kind of training.. It all sounds so good to me.. but It's always easy to say, but will I really success from there.. Yap, it's also true tt I had not really made my dash n I kind of being abandoned, but it's still a painful n lonely journey.. Moreover, I have got thru e 1 year hardship n now, I finally got a proper income ... Will I be able to give up thise proper income n go for tt desired one? Will I success tis time round?
I nid tt courage & confidence to make tt move!
Haiz.. i really dunnu leh.. tis is a serious decision, I dun wanna be rash like the other time... I dun wanna get myself jump into another pitless hole again..
With this kind of mindset, shuld I still go for it? Or I better stay simple n content???
I really nid to think very very very carefully tis time!
reported by : small eye Eileen (-v-)...
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