sickness is horrible!

Sickeness can be so horrifying!

I cant believe my eyes when i saw him.. doesnt look like him anymore! I couldn;t regconise him.. it's like "who is he?" His look totally changes... it's so heartbreaking!

Used to be so strong n loud... now... bedridden, cant even speak proper...His days are numbered... I dun wan to accept this but i have to...

Learnt that he actually was asking about me, asked if i'm getting married soon, he wanted to attend my wedding... i felt a pain in my heart... I'm really sorry that i couldnt make this happen any sooner as i have yet to meet my guy...

I cant forget his face now.. it's so scary how this illness can be.. let's pray for him to be strong and make it through the new year...



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2 years ago, 2 years later today

Just as I thought: "Just leave it, let it be"... things din jus lay low...
I got suspended from selling as i din clock in enuf CPD hours... Just when I tell myself i wanna try again.. haiz...

And just when this happend, someone gave me an offer to a bank... it sounds so attractive!!! and just when i was about to say yes... another person came... someone who made me feel so guilty to...

2 years ago, he approached me to join him, when i almost wanna go with him, someone close to me got me in... I let him down...And now, just when i was about to say yes to the other party, he came into e picture again... giving me e same offer he did 2 years ago, asking me to give myself 1 more chance... he's so sincere... for 2 years you know.. i felt so obligated to join him.. but i'm more attracted by the other... how???

if only he belong to the other... haiz... i really dunnu how to make choices.. and i hate to...

but another problem, if i join him, i let another person down from e same side... I feel so bad!!!

Put off the fire first! .. ya i noe.. but wat's next???
Just let the fire died and the end? or light it up with another flame?? Which flame shuld it be???

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Happy 2011 !!!

Happy New Year!!! It's 2011 already! Oh my! How long have i not blogged??? too busy with work liao :(

ok time for some new year resolution! haha...

Last year i wished for:

So wat do i wan for 2010?
- More Sales
- More income
- Car
- Bring Family to Taiwan for Holiday
- Bring Family to Genting for short trip
- Slim down pls ~~~
- Saving up for my dream cafe
- PLS GRANT ME A BOYFRIEND :)

So wat i acheived???

- more income
- car

yet to do?
- bring family for holiday
- bring family for short trip
- slim down
- save up for dream cafe
- BOYFRIEND :(

hahaha... so this 2011 i shall continue with wat i have yet to acheive...to add on:
2011 i wanna:
- spend more time with family
- spend more time with frenz

HAPPY NEW YEAR AGAIN !!!!

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