2 years ago, 2 years later today

Just as I thought: "Just leave it, let it be"... things din jus lay low...
I got suspended from selling as i din clock in enuf CPD hours... Just when I tell myself i wanna try again.. haiz...

And just when this happend, someone gave me an offer to a bank... it sounds so attractive!!! and just when i was about to say yes... another person came... someone who made me feel so guilty to...

2 years ago, he approached me to join him, when i almost wanna go with him, someone close to me got me in... I let him down...And now, just when i was about to say yes to the other party, he came into e picture again... giving me e same offer he did 2 years ago, asking me to give myself 1 more chance... he's so sincere... for 2 years you know.. i felt so obligated to join him.. but i'm more attracted by the other... how???

if only he belong to the other... haiz... i really dunnu how to make choices.. and i hate to...

but another problem, if i join him, i let another person down from e same side... I feel so bad!!!

Put off the fire first! .. ya i noe.. but wat's next???
Just let the fire died and the end? or light it up with another flame?? Which flame shuld it be???

reported by : small eye Eileen (-v-)...