He's gone... forever~~~
The man whom watch me grow up, who fed me with lots of yummy fishballs, who I called "Cek Gong" -- Gone forever...
Cek Gong passed away on 26 Jan, 3days before CNY... The last time we visited him was a week before he passed on. Was really shocked to see him... so skinny, like only left with a layer of skin wrapping the bone... couldnt regconise him anymore.. it was a heartbreaking scene... We knew in our heart that he cant make it long.. but we prayed for him, hoping that he can make it through the CNY... But ~~~~
on the 26 Jan (Lunar pre-CNY 28th nite) my daddy's phone rang, and the bad news came... it was a heartbreaking news... really dunnu how to react, it happen too fast... too soon... We thought he could have made it through... but no.. he cant..
my whole family went to his wake to offer our last respect to him yesterday... we just couldnt hold back our tears.. especially me.. i keep tearing... when lao sim was toking about the past which involve Cek Gong n me.. i jus couldnt help it but cry...
I tell myself, i have to come for his final send off.. and I'm glad I made it there... Applied leave from company and went with my dad for Cek Gong final send off to bid him a final goodbye...
it was a heartbreaking, heartstopping.. i dunnu wat else to describe but.. just really sad n keep crying.. especially when all his filial children was screaming n crying so loudly n sadly for their beloved father...
It's e same feeling as sending my grandparents off years ago...
But we have to say that he had a good life.. with all his children, grandchildren, sworn brothers, sworn grandsons, fanily & frenz here to send him off his final journey despite it's still CNY season.. and the funeral was a grand one... with the Gong Guan, Da Tou Zai, 5 Merc Cab in line, so many family & frenz... I believe Cek Gong left with peace and happily...
The one regret for me is.. I couldnt offer him my wedding tea... He has been asking if I'm getting married soon? He longed for the wedding tea... but I'm really regretful that I couldnt fufil tt wish of him...
Cek Gong, U have live a great life.. Rest in peace!
U will be missed deeply!
reported by : small eye Eileen (-v-)...
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