Halloooo ~~~ it's halloween ?!?!?!?!

Met Jackson for lunch to tok abt insurance... haha.. been asking me to join him in the business, but I still nv make up my mind... haha... should I or shouldn't I ??? If I really joined and made it there, will I be able to put down my current job? Would I wan to put these down and go for the insurance ??? Take the exam first den try it out as part time first ... hmm.... tt's e only way, but he did mention, u can be a part-timer for life-time.. At the end of the day, I will still need to go in as a Full-timer... Hmm.... what should I do leh? Haiz, u noe la, my weak point is, IＣＡN'T MAKE MY DECISON !!! .... I'm actually contented with wat I have, but when some one approach me something else i willl feell "hmm.. maybe i should ...." Haiyo, this year so many decision to make de ??? From SingTel to StarMotor to Nuweal ... hahaha

Came in office at 1pm and been bored till 430pm.. haha.. why?? cuz i'm all alone in the office !!! haha.. yes, the whole mgmt are out ... dunnu where they go.. haiz.. alot of time I'm all alone in office de la... but I should enjoy this relax boring time now, cuz nxt mth onwards things are going to be different when we fully operate!!! hahaha....

1 prospect came today and he is Terence Lee aka Yandao Beng ! hahaha... nice to see him here sia, first time seeing him out of rdshow ! muahaha.... He still remb me, he had better do ! hahaha....

oh ya, today StarMotor "move house" le... hehe... We are moving to Mackenzie Car Mart !!! sad to leave Ubi though, but no choice, at times likethis, we have to make our smart move ! We moved but our contacts are still the same !!! Call me if you wanna buy car !!!

HEY, IT'S HALLOWEEN TODAY?!?!?!?! OMG !!! Totally slip out of my mind till i see "things" moving aroud on the street !!!

Wat a Halloween for me this year ! Haizzzzzzzz......



















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rush & stunning 30 Oct !

Had a rush day !!!
Wah... in the office the whole day with "老爸" only... 老哥 went on leave without applying! hahaha... No prospect appointment today, so both of us stayed in the office to do our own things... I was helping 老哥 to rush his prsentation slides... 老爸 suddenly become jealous and say “哇，你不好啦，帮你老哥他们做，没有帮你"老爸" 做！” ... okok, i finish this one, i help u with urs okok.... hehe

The two of us left office early today ! haha.. He went for his appointment at Tuas while i rush to AML to hand over my customer ( Thomas ) car.. wah.. so rush lor, left office abt 630pm. Reach AML abt 720pm, den suppose to meet at CityHall 730pm... but .. I'm late of course...

After handing over the car, i took a cab to Singapore Recreation Club to meet “大嫂”.... But hor... i board a cab of a NEW DRIVER !!! HE DUNNU THE ROAD !!!! *faint* ~~~ He called his frenz to ask him abt the route to my destination... den he sound so impatient to his frenz... haiz... He like so blur lor, somemore din drop me at my destination, he drop me somewhere near and i walk over myself... *argh* ... $12.60 for the journey, yet i ask him to round off to $13 and let me get off la.. hahaha.. he still say i very nice ! hahaha.... ( I jus wanna save the time of him finding his change la!!)

As i walk the underpass to Singapore Recreation Club, I met Fel & Aung !!! haha.. so surprise to see them.. well, we were on the opp. direction of the escalator ! haha... All 3 of us were abit stunned .. haha.. but we were on the escalator, so we jus "hello" and we went... hahaha...

Wah, they were together since Sec 2... wah, abt 7yrs le, still maintain so lovely leh !!! so envy !!! hahaha.... Me leh? Still mantain my singlehood for the past 7yrs !!! hahahaha.. oso maintain rite ??? hahaha

More stunned when i reach the Recreation Club lor, went in the borad den see so many guest, so formally seated at the big meeting table, and 2 man were wearing so many badges on their coat !!! wah , wat is this all abt ??? “大嫂”ask me jus sit there, eat and keep quiet lor.. haha... but i din do so... I end up being their photographer for the nite !!! hahahaha.. ok la, quite special nite for me!!! hahaha.. but i have no photos to show here cuz it's not my camera!!!! hahaha

Nice day to have completed the presentation slides, hand over the car, met Fel & Aung as well as the dunnu wat Royatry Club meeting.. hahaha

This the badge given to me from DISTRICT GOVERNOR !!! hohoho !!!

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updates for Sep - Oct 2008

woohoo~~~ been really long haha... tis gotta take me so long to upload cuz alot of pics !!! haha

I'll start off with Mummy & her twin's sister bday (early celebration) ~~~ haha... we had our dinner at Wei Yue Seafood Restaurant.. hmmm.. nice food-- black pepper crab ( i prefer chilli though), cereal prawns, fried sotong, coffee pork ribs, special sauce pork ribs ( yes, 2 types of ribs!!), sambal kangkong, sweet&sour fish ~~~ wah !!! wat a feast !!! And a bday cake from me to them !!! haha...

I prepared a surprise for her on her actual day... i order a bouquet of carnations to be delivered to her on her actual day, she received it with surprise and called me up.. BUT, she mistaken it as my bro's gf send her ?!?!?!
MUMMY !!!!! I WROTE MY NAME ON THE CARD !!!! ME, ur DAUGTHER, not ANITA !!! argh !!! hahaha












































Super Mum & Mighty Dad !!!































StarMotor company dinner/bonding again !!! haha..This time,we welcome Steven & Evelyn, oso goodbye to me as me trf to another office.. hehe... we had our dinner at Ji Xiang Eating House @ Old Airport Road.. yummy ~~~ den followed by KTV ! big boss Thomas's place - Nite HongKong.But Brem din turn up, his money turned up though !!! haha...















STARMOTOR ~~~















Anthony & Noven















Eileen & Evelyn -- haha..















Steven.Anthony.Jeremy

hoho.. and this ~~~ Honda S2000 !!!! Mr. Keith Tan is the owner!!! WAH !!!! Pearl White S2000, oh, it looks jus so ~~~ yeah, this happy man was so thankful for the whole thing, u can see his excitment all over his face.. THIS IS HIS BDAY PRESENT MIND U !!!! how i wish i have too (-_-)... Happy Bday Keith !!!





























































Nothing beats this man's bday !!! It's a big event!!! We've planned hard for this surprise.. we booked buffet @ ALPS cafe, gather all his frenz, families & pals... after all the hard planning, the day finally arrives...weee so excited all of us!!! BUT, a bigger SURPRISE for us all, HE FALL SICK & VERY SICK ON THAT DAY !!!! OH NO ~~~
We still manage to trick him there though and he was really surprised by all the people who turned up and the arrangement we made... haha... too bad la, he's sick so he din get to enjoy the food... anyway, he's e man !!! My Dearest Mentor whom i really respect & lookup to !!! If not for him , Eileen Nai will not be who she is today, she'll still be stuck somewhere is e dark not knowing when to shine !!! Thanks to him, who spotted me at pull me out from there.. hahaha...
Happy Birthday Brem. !















Me & my mentor-Brem.















Happy Birthday to u, happy birthday to u, happy birthday to Bremen, happy birthday to u!!!















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Sally & Eileen















Agnes ( my shimei) & Eileen















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me& winnie


Looking forward to November ~~~ MUACKSS !!!

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Happy 21st Birthday Jaymie

It's Jaymie's 21st Birthday celebration !!! oh time flies ~~~ we are 21 le ~~ haha
She hold her party at Sentosa Costa Sand Resort... i nearly lost my way there and i can tell u, Sentosa has got a brand new look !!! i really cant tell it;s e Sentosa i used to go !!! haha....

One thing i muz confess, i went in illegally !!! hahaha.. yes, i went in w/o paying a single cent !!! how did i do it??? No i din hide, i walk in upbright !!! hahaha.... ok, i still tot we would take e Sentosa Bus from Harbour Front, den make our admission payment when we reach Sentosa... haha... so i went on board the bus... nobody check me... and i;m e only person in tt big big bus!!! haha... When i arrive Sentosa, alighted at Beach Carpark.... i phoned Jaymie to see where she actually located... den i just walk in to find... yeah... so i went into Sentosa w/o payment s single cent and i really dunnu why??? haha.. not deliberly okie.. i really dunnu ma...

okie, enuf of the amazing arrival.. haha...

Jaymie hold a BBQ party at the pool side.... Some of my relatives and cousins were there to extend our wishes... Her parents, ( My aunty & uncle) her secondary schoolmates (oso mine), her neighbour (oso mine), her frenz (some i oso noe), her boyfrend (he has got nth to do with me.. haha) were all there... We just sit ard chit chatting, eating... and i busily go ard entertainin the guest who mostly i noe oso.. haha..

Then her cake cutting session and of cos the phototaking session!!!!!! Her parents gave her a really sweet necklace which they put on for her.. haha.. lik she say, really lik she getting marry lik tt.. haha.. her boyfrenz gave her a nice bouquet of red roses, and of cos it goes with a sweet dearly kiss on her cheek !!! oh~~ tt's so sweeettt !!!

The neighbour actually planned to throw her into the pool but her boyfrenz say dun do that so we forgot the idea.. haiz.. haha... Jaymie, thanks Wilfred for saving u , if not u wuld hv been drenched !!! haha

some photos to share ~~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SWEETIE SUGAR HONEY !!!

and oso to her dad whose bday is today!!! Happy Birthday "Gu Zhan" !!! haha.. and yes, i'll see u again on my 21st in Dec !!! haha

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spot my mistake point them out to me !!!!

mistake spotted again... I'm still no good enuf... haiz.... could it be tt i'm too honest tt i never tot of bargaining with suppliers, or is it just tt i really didn't think for the company, never think of way to help save money for the company???

I nv noe how to bargain, nv noe how to ask ppl to return money to me... tt's y i din do it at work...but tt doesn't mean i nv think for the company leh... i noe i not good enuf but did i do my best? maybe the answer u give is no, no enuf.... haiz...

sometime taking benefits from company or from others can be kind of pressure too... It's like u owe it to someone... even if tt person say no worry, it's ok and it's just a privillege or welfare... but u noe it urself tt u still owe it to tt person, tt flavour... but sometimes, u just find it hard or u cant reject the gesture... it maybe u really cant afford but yet u really desire, or u just cant find reason to reject the gesture... in any cases, i just wan to do my best to repay wat i've been given...

I started to feel stress, i have been givin myself pressure. I noe I've been given alot of opportunity to learn to prove and to be better, but i cant seems to have improved... I start to fear. I've been pinned with high hope, with really good opportunity ahead.. I wan to grab it tight, hold it for long and make it mine.. but am i capable to hold it ? Am i capable to own it???

I wan to be an outstandin person, one who can stand above many... i wan to be someone who can make decision for myself and for others and i mean great decisions.... since young, i nv noe how to make decision, everytime i encounter problems, i would seek help, seek advise from anyone, everyone.. nv once think and solve it myself... this is not the person i wanna be...

Since a kid, i've been taken to compare with others as the weaker one.. the person beside me oways shine... why can't i shine instead??? Dun i have my rays ??? maybe i really lose on the outlook but i really dun think tt will stop my rays ~~~ stop blocking my rays, stop preventin me from shinning !!! It's time i shine ~~~

I wanna be someone good, make my family feel proud of me, enuf of hardship for my parents... I have to be the kind of person i wanna be... am i improving and working towards it ??? i really hope i am... and i'm still workin towards it...

Thanks for pointin me out and guidin me thru ... u guys are the lighthouse of mine... i believe with ur guidness and my preservance... i will make it to who i wanna be !!!!
keep pointin my mistakes to me, i really cant see them myself and really need ur eyes to help me... if u do spot my mistake, pls pls point them out to me and guide me along !!!

I wanna work towards my goal, be the person i wanna be~~~ I WANT I WANT AND I WILL !!!!


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wat will i get?

Oh lucky Evelyn !!!!

My new colleague Evelyn joined us today...yeah!!! We are bigger now !!! hehe... She used to be our neighbouring sales but now, she's one of us !!! Welcome aboard!!!! She had a really good start today!!! Woo~~~ She closed 2 sales,with the help of Brem, today !!! Wat a lucky first day, I'm happy for her, at least she can prove herself now !!! JiaYou gal !!!! haha... really lucky leh, i still remb last time i only manage to close a sales after 2mths almost 3mths... hahaha ~~~~

And today~~~ i lost a sale.... yes... bye bye to my sales... ('"_"')... so wanna cry... Evelyn closed 2 while i lost my only one.. *****wahhhh wahhhhh soobbbb soobbbb**** not anybody's fault, just that the loan didn't get approved.... But i still pay commission to the person who intro this sales to me... cus i tot he had helped me alot in this case and i think i shuld pay him for tt la.. though i didn't get any commission, i think i wuld feel better if i give him la.. haha... hopefully he can intro more to me nxt time.. hehe

Call Alvin Tan, e aeroplane, today.. wah lao..he nv fail to make my day.. nv fail to make me luff head off.. hahaha... wanted to arrange a day to meet my Kor Kor Vincent to discuss abt work but he make me luff till hor.. hahaha... he said i made his day again, well, i guess it's e other way round! hahaha

I feel so dilema abt the word L.O.V.E.... it a word that can make someone smile and also a word which can make someone cry over~~~~ wat exactly is LOVE??? I so wanna be in love, to have someonewith u, showing u love care concern. And someone who u can confide to, luff and cry together, accompany u thru out... But on e other hand, I've seen love which make someone so miserable over it, cry over it, hate over it... It make me wanna love yet fear to love... Haiz...

Fews days ago, my galfrenz shared with me on her miserable relationship, she cried thru out the nite... I feared relationship then... Today, I see a man happy toking abt his galfrenz, wearing a very very sweet smile while sharing.... I so looked forward to a relationship....

A coin has 2 side, so is relationship... which side will i get??? wait paitently n the answer will be out someday....
Will i ever get loved? wuld it be smile (^0^) or a misery ('''-_-''')????

Anyway, congrate to Evelyn for a great beginner start, Thank u Alvin for makin my day and... awaiting a love which make me smile (^o^)


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3rd driving lesson...

My 3rd lesson...hahaha... i guess i didnt do well lor.. haha... 'zi chia' many times today .. the most times ever..., hahaha... maybe cuz today in main road and lots of car, slow traffic, plus me coordination no good.. ahaha... hey, tt made up to alot of prob sia ! haha

ok la, not tt bad afterall la.. i told my instructor today i very bad, but he say no la, cuz wat we learn today is very difficult de, for a 3rd time driving, it's ok.. cannot day good or bad now, only when 10 lessons later den can tell de.. haha... hooo.. thx arh!!!but he very relaxtoday, he was plucking his beard while i drive.. haha

and i jus drive n drive till i dun even noe where am i... only to find the road name Aljunied, paya lebar and i spotted SingPost Centre.. haha... the industrial park is horrible place to drive.. haha... i guess i distruted alot of big vehicles today.. hahaha

i will be better with more practise okie !!!

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