Saturday, September 6, 2008

wat will i get?

Oh lucky Evelyn !!!!

My new colleague Evelyn joined us today...yeah!!! We are bigger now !!! hehe... She used to be our neighbouring sales but now, she's one of us !!! Welcome aboard!!!! She had a really good start today!!! Woo~~~ She closed 2 sales,with the help of Brem, today !!! Wat a lucky first day, I'm happy for her, at least she can prove herself now !!! JiaYou gal !!!! haha... really lucky leh, i still remb last time i only manage to close a sales after 2mths almost 3mths... hahaha ~~~~

And today~~~ i lost a sale.... yes... bye bye to my sales... ('"_"')... so wanna cry... Evelyn closed 2 while i lost my only one.. *****wahhhh wahhhhh soobbbb soobbbb**** not anybody's fault, just that the loan didn't get approved.... But i still pay commission to the person who intro this sales to me... cus i tot he had helped me alot in this case and i think i shuld pay him for tt la.. though i didn't get any commission, i think i wuld feel better if i give him la.. haha... hopefully he can intro more to me nxt time.. hehe

Call Alvin Tan, e aeroplane, today.. wah lao..he nv fail to make my day.. nv fail to make me luff head off.. hahaha... wanted to arrange a day to meet my Kor Kor Vincent to discuss abt work but he make me luff till hor.. hahaha... he said i made his day again, well, i guess it's e other way round! hahaha

I feel so dilema abt the word L.O.V.E.... it a word that can make someone smile and also a word which can make someone cry over~~~~ wat exactly is LOVE??? I so wanna be in love, to have someonewith u, showing u love care concern. And someone who u can confide to, luff and cry together, accompany u thru out... But on e other hand, I've seen love which make someone so miserable over it, cry over it, hate over it... It make me wanna love yet fear to love... Haiz...

Fews days ago, my galfrenz shared with me on her miserable relationship, she cried thru out the nite... I feared relationship then... Today, I see a man happy toking abt his galfrenz, wearing a very very sweet smile while sharing.... I so looked forward to a relationship....

A coin has 2 side, so is relationship... which side will i get??? wait paitently n the answer will be out someday....
Will i ever get loved? wuld it be smile (^0^) or a misery ('''-_-''')????

Anyway, congrate to Evelyn for a great beginner start, Thank u Alvin for makin my day and... awaiting a love which make me smile (^o^)


reported by : small eye Eileen (-v-)...

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