cut my hair short short le.. but that doesn't get rid of the thing that has been botherin me !!! Ya, him him him !!!! Cant get rid ~~ WHY???
It's been so long le, nv contact, nv think, nv mention, but all of a sudden, he jus appear in my dream again!!! I dun feel lik draggin anymore, but it's not within my control.. what is happening to me??? I dunnu since when he intruded my life... I dunnu how it started, how he affect me... I tot it was just a moment of crush... as time goes by things will go back to normal, especially when we have so little contact or even no contact till some rare occassion...
Whenever the thought of a relation, he will be the one who came to my mind.. But does this explain my feeling for him? I dun think this is the way to explain rite? haha...
So many love stories happened around me, some give me the hope that true love do exist in this world, true man do exist for woman to entrust their life & love. Man who truely love their one & only woman whole heartedly... but there's stories of so many unhappy relationships, those of man who left their woman for another. Those who took woman as toys, just toyin them and left after they had enuf fun...
Can man still be trusted? Man, can u still be trusted? Can woman still dream of having a 'happily ever after' relationship? Can my dream go on?
Sometime, i just feel so lonely, really envy those who are in relationship, having their boy or gal who keep them accompany... seeing the husbands who dote on their wifes so much, the girlfriend who love their boy so much, so sweet to them... I oso longed for one who can keep me company from those loneliness...
But on a 2nd thoughts of those unhappy ones... Man who dump their gal, who toy around with other gals, man who two time....
I really asked myself, can the person in my mind be trusted? even though there is really nothing between us, and i dun think there will be, but i just come to think of it... Can he be trusted? Can man still be trusted???
~~~muffins watchie~~~
reported by : small eye Eileen (-v-)...
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